I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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today training 2pm.
4rounds.
tsk i almost fainted. den bench drill.
just found out that xxx aint tht nice.
use to think she was quite nice.
about 17 of us today. den game-d the whole day.
C WA GD.
Was guarding slyvia for GD and I think I died. lols.
I miss janelle):
shes gone i didnt even have a chance to say bye.
but I am looking forward to seeing her soon after she come back from phil.
301207. I kinda sloved the problem.
I didnt tell her the prob but I hinted.
she didnt say anything I just forgive.
Am I too soft-hearted?
janelle said I am):
hahaha.
and if you manage to come here.
I want you to know(janelle)
I AM WEARING THE WATCH(:
I AM BRINGING THE TIC TAC EVERYWHERE(:
I AM BRINGING RED HOTTIE COW TO M'SIA(:
yea hahaha. AND I KEPT THE TISSUE PP(:
i didnt want to use it.
with the words on it.
you know me man. tsk.
see you soon. and you guys too((:

this is scary
I dont know what to do.
grab on or let go?
If ou just tell me the truth it wont be tht bad.
BUT the problem is you lied.
I dont know what to do.
I wna let go but I dun noe what it would me like
Without you.

Dont blame me for not updating been away since monday. Monday was class chalet it was super fun.Although had one hour of sleep. Cos that Yasira was kicking me at the same spot over and over again and asking me what that was-.- and den at bout 4+ I slept after most of them went down to the kitchen to talk abt LIFE? Haha. den abt 5.30 there they came up and stare out of the window wanting to look at the sunrise(our aim) BUT they had been looking at the street light for the whole time. HAHA. and and I started the fire((: for bbq la. haha. It was fun luh. den we ate and den walked luyi out shes leaving for Italy. See her soon((: den the nxt day evan went home with me(: den after tht head for MY chalet at pasir ris(: met desirae at the lobby and den pick her up went to my unit. den Jannelle soon arrive. we met her at sakae sushi and den ate there while eating Nicole came in(: everybody arrived! haha. went neoprints like for 4 times. den basketball. den went back play in the room. started scaring those ppl outside with scary faces. desiraewas funny. HAHA. den wanted to go for dinner den suddenly jannelle have to go so we sent her our then went for dinner. went back bathe and den send desirae and evan out. Nicole knocked off first. next day woke up due to sam endless calls and smses.yea so i went out to pick her only to realise shes at the pasir ris one not downtown east. so met halfway it aint far luh. so den went back waited for awhile den nat jt and mel called we went out to pick them and they were also at pasir ris one so we went to pick them up from there. den went back mel nat went for lunch jt stayed eat cup noodles and what my aunt bought. andjac glen already there la. then yea stay in the unit like all day cos it was raining plan to escape ruined. den soon mel and jt went off. haha. we went arcade. nat looked so bored luh. haha. but anyway neoprints again once. went back FOOD! den watch Tv. haha. den cut cake dajie had to leave so yea. my relative there already. den glen jac sam had to leave (the 2 tht like my brother so much) lol. but before tht they were pestering me to go for another neoprints so i went. then they left me Desirae and I designing the neos. walked back MARSHMELLOW(: den watched tv den went arcade again. desirae and I highest score for basketball 239((: my single highest is only 147. haha. but okayy la quite good. den send desirae off.went back gather up with cousin play. den went back. ate abit den packed and head home. slept about 2 den woke at 7.15am i delay i was suppose to wake up at 6.45am but we lost our way so abit late. 4 rounds by myself completed it(: and den drills and everything. den after everything end hanged around at canteen ate den went home. yea thats all.
just thank you to:
JET Natalie Melody Glenda Desirae Evan Jannelle Jacqueline Nicole Yasira Niveetha Monessha Kexin Nadia Nevine Samantha Amelia Amanda Anita Nabilah Priscilla Jaslyn Tiara Miss chua Miss seng Danielle Luyi and those that i left out thanks or your well wishing(:

I am kinda disappointed with what I heard and I dont like it this way. Tell me the truth I dont need lies.

I step out of my bed half awoke half asleep. So tired can. Chores for the day mop the kitchen wash tht stupid box that I need for BBQ iron the clothes help my bro bathe(ahem) yea I think thats all minus the additional eh do this do that. HAHA. Super tiring la. And then when take a break my sis cannot just shut their mouth la. So freaking noisy. And Jt cant stay over): But her twin can((: haha. I'll call Desirae ltr and BILAH(: HAHA. tmr class chalet gna be uber fun la((: HAHA. then maybe evan coming to my house den follow be to chalet.yea. waiting for kxn reply whether can go chalet and STAYOVER((: hehe. so bored luh. okay thats all luh. BYE

I finally edited the skin(: TEST TEST!!