I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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Hi myflyawaylove, I might consider moving back but locking the blog,
cos even yuan yuan said the lj is not me,
and it's more suitable for me to at myflyawaylove, see how
Kay bye kids

I figure I cant really stop posting here, I'll just post here once in awhile,
and I figure I can just tell yall my link, cos I'll have locked posts.
Im at dearestblank.livejournal.com now, yall can add me, and its up to me if I want to add you back, alright bye.

Hi Im not going to post here starting from today,
I got forced into this, and I really dont like how I cannot be myself here,
Im not going to be afraid to let anyone read this because, I have the rights to speak for myself,
blogs are places where people express themselves, and when someone uses wtv languages,
it doesnt mean they are bad or wtv, dont judge, have you heard it before
I am not happy of what I've heard, but I have to live with it, so I decided to move,
ask me if you wish to know, and I'll decide if I want to add you or not.
Im going to miss myflyawaylove):

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I'm so sleepy again, went back to primary school today, and who knows we were stuck outside, cos apparently we can't go in if we don't have appointment.
They've got a overnight camp in school on 5th and 6th be kind souls ablnd come with me(:
So teachers came out to see us instead, I was urgent and had to answer nature's call so we left after awhile.
I'm so sleepy I'm going to sleep for awhile I have nothing to do anyway.
But then again I don't think I'll be able to sleep at night oh wth
I'm going for danielle's ballet concert. Awesome I'd what((:
Ok goodnight world.

Yay! 1 day down(: am I not happeeee.
I'm at joan's place now with Dione
They're currently bathing cos we just had a swim I was suppose to suntan to get darker but failed cos the sun is lousy here
Today was just damn boring prefects were in charge I this forum that is going on,
I didn't have a good time, cos if you know me, its just not my thing, I'd rather be in class
Bitching and laughing, tho it make me a bitch, but what to do? Live with it):
What's plan for tmr? No plans, but last min plan will surely happen.
Kay world blog when I get home maybe,
I'm left with only 20% of batt left.
Bye earthlings.

HI SCHOOL TMR, AFTER TODAY IT'LL BE ANOTHER DAY DOWN, AM I NOT HAPPY(:

I dont like how its...
- night here when its afternoon there
- afternoon here morning there
- morning here night there >:/

Im waking up when your sleeping.

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Pouts and cries "I want my basic white slouchy tees):"
and no we couldnt find any in town yesterday >:/
im getting so grumpy, results tmr, ftw, I hope it'll be okay.

"Love is the scars on your knees, the leftover food in the refrigerator, the song the birds sing, the pain you inflict, the sweet nothingness which flutters from your lover's mouth, a half complete cigarette, diet coke which fizzles on your tongue, the rainbow sprinkles on your cupcake, the battered package you received in the mail the other day, the sound of wind escaping through a small gap in your window, the dampness in your hair, the chipped red varnish on your finger-nails, your grandmother's musical box, the ballet shoes you've since you were five, the music playing on your car stereo, the flaky paint on your walls, the bubblegum stuck under desks, the tooth-fairy, your hands and the things you can make with them, the kisses you blow, the clothes you wear, 5-am morning, you sensitive teeth, the tingly feeling you get, the tangles in your lover's hair, sleepless nights, overdosing on painkillers, undeserved success and recognition, telling lies and not getting caught, blacking out from consuming too much alcohol, being desired by multiple parties, solving mathematical problem, watching the people around you, watching the people fucking up around you, screaming out of your window in the middle of the night, flaming your lover's ex, smudged mascara, disheveled hair and smeared lipstick, star-bucks mango passion fruit, little children, silence, recyclable materials, trees, photosynthesis, growth, development

No. Love is you, I, and a careless mixture of everything else we worry about." -flashlightbatteriess.bg.com

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Im killing timeeee
school's tmr, at least it'll keep me occupied, rather than stay at home and rot like today,
the gf is doing pretty well over at the other end of the world (not literally)
Training need to start sooooon, I need to lose weight, 9 more kg to go~ HAHA,
and it doesnt really help if I keep snacking, where's the discipline >:/
Im damn bored, you will be the kind soul that will entertain me(:

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Town was crazy today, I walked till my legs broke, looking for everything we wanted.
but forever 21 didnt have those stuff I wanted on my shopaholic post>:/
I got skirt, dress, rubi 'sandals' from cotton on, leather jacket, new eyeliner.
we went to wisma to get our itouch cover first, cos apprently that morning her mum bought her an itouch within 10 min, and I dont like my cover >:/ regretssss, but I couldnt find a nicer rubber one, so I got those plastic kind>:/ and its damn gay >:/ (omg 3 frownies)
headed to far east where we got all our stuff, then headed to cine to eat dinner at lj.
kay I shall tell yall about the mirror incident today.
(I forgot whats the shop name) but the shop has a small stairs to this row of clothes, against the mirror.
We just kept walking towards the mirror, until I got a shock when I saw another Joan, when she was just beside me, hahahahaha, fucking funny.
And Joan is apparently scared of clowns, cos there were clown like people, as its arts festival,
and they were freaking tall, and Joan was being a mouse, sucha joke hahahaha, they WERE scary, but at least dont cling onto me la, omg.
left to Novena to get home, bumped into Idiot, and had a cab ride homeee, THANKS:D
slacker came online, it evening-ish there, while its midnight here,
Im missing something):
Im going to watch A walk to remember again, then the notebook.
pictures up next time.

I think our love can do anything we want it to
bye world, 10 more dayssss, 2 down for me((((:

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My favourite time of the day is when I get to talk to you,
and the saddest time of my day is when you leave - Love Actually.

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omg twin came up with this good idea of tricking people hahahahaha.
I got all kinds of funny answers,
I told them Im going to jump, (and usually people will think jump down the building)
I got answers ranging from not very worried to damn fucking worried.
hahahaha, dont be angry, at least I know who cares (:
Twin, we should come up with more nonsense, hahaha.

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I feel so homely all of a sudden,
cos your away):

If thats all I get, I rather not stay up.
I am sad that your going away, and I dont get to have you physically here with me for 12 days.
And if you dont know, I really always put you before anything else,
I am tired but Im staying up for you,
lets just say, I dont deserve this

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Hi I had a good time today, did you? (:
your leaving in a day time):

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see you after the holidays(:

science was okay? Home econs was slightly tough,
exams are officially over
I felt sooo free today, Idk what to do.
I was good to come home today after dental, so hopefully I get my day out mon/tues, I feel like picnic-ing(:
Aunt mary came to visit me, and brought me some pain as well >:
Joan I order youNOW to get me water bag and painkillers:/
hahaha, trainings starting soon, yes? no?
Sarah if you somehow happen to be here, what big thing?
kayzx byez

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Im quite tired :O
Aunt was being crazy just now, she had a high moment, hahaha.
cramps being sucha sucker >:/

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LIT IS OVER(:
last 2 paper for mid years tmr, heehee
science and HE, I gave up studying for them, I figure out my brain is too small.
I wrote quite alot for lit today, but Im afraid I'll get out of point >:/
odds breakfast today, pretty good one,
I cant post the pictures,
cos we were in school uniform and our school doesnt allow us to post pictures of us in uniform, and plus being a prefect the more we cant post it -.-
kay stayed until abouttt 12, then left.
we all got a rose from Lynette and Joanne(: how sweet.
okie dokie got to go off before anyone comes, bye.
Good luck for the last 2 papers!

miss you

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I toss and turn, trying to get my mind off you for awhile, till I fall asleep,
but to no avail.
yesterday was a bad night, havent felt that way for damn long.
didnt sleep very well, had a hard time waking up this morning.
report for duty -.-
papers today were quite easy, I just hope and pray hard I didnt have any careless mistakes,
which I think I already have.
catch up a little with twin, and off home,
Im typing my notes plus revising for science,
science is a killer, to think that I was once good in it-.-
bye.

Labels: exams, love, school

I miss having trainings
where you can let everything out
tho its not good but at least i would feel better
when twin will be there to talk to me
I hope everything would be fine

I almost ran out of time, but im glad that I finished, it was quite difficult,
but wtv its over anyway,
Im home, doing the 2007 maths paper, Im suppose to sleep but after I bathe quite awake, hahaha, Im getting a stomach ache,
my nose was running like nobody's business during the paper.
kay, Im going to work hard(: hahaha,
all the best to everyoneeee.

take this all away,
any way you want to

Labels: exams, miss you, revision

I FINISH STUDYING FOR IH, BE PROUD OF ME(:
tmr's the official start of exams :
got to study hard, last minute revisoin yknow, hahaha.
Im looking forward to friday, end of exams.
but someone's going away end of week ):
update later maybe.

I wrote this for you
Well then let them hate you but let it be because you are a good person in a bad world and bad always hates good
BUT my sis is being a bitch >:/

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HERE COMES EARLY DISMISSAL!
MON- 12
TUE- 12.10
WED- 1130
THURS- 930
FRI- 12
exams got its positive side(:

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studied till a major distraction came to visit me, hahaha,
but I kinda love this distraction (;
I covered popluation, abit here and there for the rest of the chapters.
had awesome company today, wouldnt replace it for anything else (:

you're a part of me already,
what would I do without you?

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/overdue

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will be studying this afternoon.
bye.

So much for studying, I fell alseep after memorising what air pollution is.
It is the accumilation of harmful substances in the air, which can harm the environment, and our health (?)
And I didnt bother to wake up, I tried but I fell back asleep.
Karen msged me today, I miss tampines): hahaha, would love to go back to stay a day or two
Im lazy to say more, bye.

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Look inside and search your heart, what has she or rather they done to you to deserve this from you, when they said you've changed, I thought they were mad,
But at the end of the day Im right, some people need to learn to cherish,
these good friends dont come easy, Im speaking from experience,
I'll take it as you havent learn.
Grow.
Up.

Roseee(:

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feeling much better than 2 days ago(:
(Im watching ppg) HAHA.
I came home straight after school today, what a good girl(:
Seems like I've alot to do, I havent even started studying,

When I say I miss you,
I mean I miss you more than I've missed anything before.

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I felt so wanted yesterday night,
after sliding away from the odds, and when I finally knew I was wrong, I talked to them,
never knew they would be so happy, so I received a pretty rose from Banana today(:
been long since I've actually type their name in this box.
today was not bad, started off the day with PE, suppose to run with jannelle 3 & 5 round,
but stopped at 2 cos her ankle hurts, I know how you feel, hahah
I felt better today, which is good, sucks to be ill.
Havent been studying, theres something wrong with me, I dont feel anything at allll.
I miss you):

bye.

you're not like anyone I've ever known.
You fascinate me

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Bringing a box of tissue to class solves the problem, hahaha.
to coronation after school for lunch, went to the look at the bons bons and then homed.
I felt worst this morning but eventually got better,
I slept for 3 periods, cos Ms Soroma wasnt teaching, and I was so drowsy after I took my medicine, I got picked on my small handwriting again >:/
I've got lit to do, tho its optional, Im not prepared for the paper, so might as well take this as revision. My aunt sent me to school today, cos it was raining heavily, I hope it rains again tmr,
school is so energy draining, and being sick doesnt help at all):
I've been drinking alot= pee alot. hahaha.
alright off to do my work, bye.
btw I dont like the hand sanitizer at the biometrics, makes your hand sooo sticky >:/

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I would run away.

2 papers down, 6 more to go (including ICAS, which I think is a waste of time)
I was late for school yesterday, cos it was raining so heavily, but luckily we weren't booked.
the papers so far is quite okay, not very difficult, but I hope the results will be good.
Im having stupid flu, imagine having toilet paper in front of you during the exams, hahaha.
I got away without wearing mask, chinese oral today, screw it, it was hor-ree-bel.
monday to Joan's place, today to macs to talk with jamine and dione,
what a waste of time, but it was fun,
dione made me look like a aunty by getting this whole pile of tissue from macs for me,
like I was damn cheapskate.
I didnt know next monday was a holiday, apparently its Vesak Day, I'd rather have school cos I wont be so bored, but on a lighter note, I get to sleep later.
I want mye to be over so badly, I studied so hard im falling sick (HAHAHA)
just a few more days, I pray I survive.
work hard all.

Hi I love you so

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(I wanted to crop myself away, but forget it, all for you da niao)
S: Happy birthday da niao!
D: Thank you xiao niao(: all the 'breast' for the exams too! Lol.
HAHAH, how cute,

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Hi, my best friend came over after 3814715749857 years, I missed her so much):
Idw my early birthday present >:/ you cannot do this to me): HAHA
I studied goeg today, and omly memorised the 4 national taps,
the cause of low and high birth rate, and low death rate.
how productive-.- I burst my blister! accomplishment.
Idiot's sucha sucker, with 1 msg, I distracted her, so much for getting not distracted...
Uncle's going to by supper, he cant stop feeding the family,
one day if you see me 2 times my size, yknow what happened, plus my gf forever getting me to eat and eat and eat, hahaha.
I got a sudden headache>:/

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omg this is so long agoooo,
its so funny, the way I type, how I wrote my profile,
HOW I LOOKED.
how things changed.
dont try to find this, its embarrassing.

I've been studying since 11 plus to 3.
wasnt really productive, lets do a quick recap on what I rmb.
Macbeth (chp. 1 to 3)
Scene 1 Act 2: they were having a war, where Banquo and Macbeth fought bravely, then dk who betrayed the country, so it was decided that Macbeth will be the Thane of Cawor (but macbeth was totally unaware about it)

Scene 1 Act 3: Banquo and Macbeth went to look for the 3 witches, there was where they found out that Macbeth is going to be the Thane of Cawdor and the King. And that Banquo's children will be king, therefore they serve as a threat to Macbeth. At the same scene Ross and Angus appear to inform Macbeth that he became the Thane of Cawdor, and this is when both of them started to believe in the prophercies.

Scene 1 Act 4: nothing much... cant really rmb, boring scene.

Scene 1 Act 5: Macbeth wrote to Lady Macbeth about her prophercies. this is when we see the evil side of Lady Macbeth, she planned something straight away, and that is to kill King Duncan who treated her so dearly. She even talked Macbeth into killing King Duncan. In this scene we can also see that Lady Macbeth is very evil as she said " I have given suck, and know how tender it is to love the babe that milks me. I would, while it were smiling in my face, have plucked my nipple from his boneless gums, and dashed the brains out, had I sworn you have dont to this.

Scene 1 Act 6: He had his first hallucination of the dagger in the air, he decided not to kill Duncan, but Lady Macbeth force him into killing Duncan by questioning his manhood, he eventually carried out the deed. He came back with the daggers, and when Lady Macbeth told him to put the daggers back, he said he dare not look at the sight again. So Lady Macbeth went to put it back and said that she would have killed Duncan herself if he hadnt resemble his own father.

and for science

Diffusion- Its the movement of particles from a higher concentration region to a lower concentration region.
Osmosis- Its the net movement of water particles, from a region with higher water potential to a region with lower water potential.

AND END OF TODAY'S REVISION, I WANTED TO DIE.

going for a run later with my aunt, cos she said she wanted to,
update later. byezx