I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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School's starting in a few hours
got to hit the sack kids,
goodnight, see yall in school tmr~
Get back soon love.

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HI SCHOOL TMR, AFTER TODAY IT'LL BE ANOTHER DAY DOWN, AM I NOT HAPPY(:

I dont like how its...
- night here when its afternoon there
- afternoon here morning there
- morning here night there >:/

Im waking up when your sleeping.

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I toss and turn, trying to get my mind off you for awhile, till I fall asleep,
but to no avail.
yesterday was a bad night, havent felt that way for damn long.
didnt sleep very well, had a hard time waking up this morning.
report for duty -.-
papers today were quite easy, I just hope and pray hard I didnt have any careless mistakes,
which I think I already have.
catch up a little with twin, and off home,
Im typing my notes plus revising for science,
science is a killer, to think that I was once good in it-.-
bye.

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feeling much better than 2 days ago(:
(Im watching ppg) HAHA.
I came home straight after school today, what a good girl(:
Seems like I've alot to do, I havent even started studying,

When I say I miss you,
I mean I miss you more than I've missed anything before.

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I felt so wanted yesterday night,
after sliding away from the odds, and when I finally knew I was wrong, I talked to them,
never knew they would be so happy, so I received a pretty rose from Banana today(:
been long since I've actually type their name in this box.
today was not bad, started off the day with PE, suppose to run with jannelle 3 & 5 round,
but stopped at 2 cos her ankle hurts, I know how you feel, hahah
I felt better today, which is good, sucks to be ill.
Havent been studying, theres something wrong with me, I dont feel anything at allll.
I miss you):

bye.

you're not like anyone I've ever known.
You fascinate me

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Bringing a box of tissue to class solves the problem, hahaha.
to coronation after school for lunch, went to the look at the bons bons and then homed.
I felt worst this morning but eventually got better,
I slept for 3 periods, cos Ms Soroma wasnt teaching, and I was so drowsy after I took my medicine, I got picked on my small handwriting again >:/
I've got lit to do, tho its optional, Im not prepared for the paper, so might as well take this as revision. My aunt sent me to school today, cos it was raining heavily, I hope it rains again tmr,
school is so energy draining, and being sick doesnt help at all):
I've been drinking alot= pee alot. hahaha.
alright off to do my work, bye.
btw I dont like the hand sanitizer at the biometrics, makes your hand sooo sticky >:/

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thumbthumb suffered cos I baked >:/
I could draw the smiley properly cos it was hurting, haha
its really damn pain, im typing so weirdly cos I can't use my thumb,
even tho it only play a small little role,
chinese paper and oral on monday, the start of MYE.
i carried all my books in a box home today,
talked too much with angang, went home with her and ferine,
I've been going home early, the folks must be pleaseee(:
tmr's a happy day(:

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Kay I have more time to blog more details of today,
Lit was pretty funny,
"you eggs" hahaha, Lucy escaped the punishment in math which was pretty funny too,
Had practical today, I hope I did well.
Life/Live session was great, tolerance is wisdom
praise and worship was much better than the previous ones,
good to end term 1 life/live session with.
had dental, and the criss cross the rubber bands,
I just realised it after I went to meet janelle and gf for awhile in bishan.
Joan's brother was pretty outgoing (like Joan) hahaha.
Joan is so the opposite of me, compare my cupboard and her cupboard man, everything is everywhere la.
If you don't mind, I'd love to pack for you(: hahaha.
rushed at reach home at about 7.30
today's a happy day(:
tmr training at ccab, home then NSL at jurong,

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WHO IN THE WORLD TRAINS AT 7.15AM, TRAINING IS GETTING EARLIER AND EARLIER

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