<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d4833810640530174538\x26blogName\x3dForever?\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://myflyawaylove.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://myflyawaylove.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d-6557668435922102583', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Profile
I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

Archives
November 2007December 2007January 2008February 2008March 2008April 2008May 2008June 2008July 2008August 2008September 2008October 2008November 2008December 2008January 2009February 2009March 2009April 2009May 2009June 2009July 2009August 2009September 2009October 2009November 2009December 2009January 2010February 2010March 2010April 2010May 2010June 2010August 2010October 2010

Friday, February 29, 2008
I love you for the last time


This is a edited post.

I feel like shit now.
please promise to take care of yourself.
No choc or ice cream when you got sore throat.
please no training if your wrist hurts or anything.
Dont kill yourself on court or killing others.
and remember control your mood.
stay the way you are happy go lucky type as you said.
I'll be happy to see you happy.
thanks for everything.
encouragements and being my pillar of strength
I have to give up cos I've ben waiting too long
and I know you cant possibly change back.
everytime I hold on to a little hope
but I fail again and again.
I'll still remember how you made me feel like Im in heaven.
you are the one the builds me up and tears me down.
just know I still have
the bear
the letters
the smses
the balloon
the memories
and love.
goodbye.
goodbye to 180307.
goodbye to love.
goodbye to those ily to death.
goodbye to you.
Its hard to get over you honey.
It hurts when I think about you.
I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do.
thanks for being with me for 11 months 17 days.
11th Oct 07 and 1st March 08 these date just breaks me down.
now 18th of every months hold memories.
Its not going to be a happy day anymore.
knowing that your not mine, knowing that.
Everytime I read through all the letters and smses, i smile.
but now its tears that replace all those smiles.
remember when I asked all good things come to an end, will we?
You answered I hope not.
But now yes it did.
whenever I see or hear 18 I think of you.
whenever I see people in your uni I think of you.
whatever that has something got to do with you, its makes me think of you.
yknow how much it hurts when I've to say goodbye.
I still worry about you, dont be stubborn anymore alrights.
I look at pictures and stop to just take a look at you.
I never thought it'll hurt me so much after you're gone.
I still miss you.
I love you to death for the last time.
It always hurts me to see you hurt.
God, must this be the end?
8:21 PM
how broken inside,

Sorry Kiana scare you again):

The more I think about it the more scared I am.
Its either a yes or no.
I dont quite seem to understand everything.
I've been kept from all the truth.
It has been almost a year.

first thing I did when I got into class was sat down and blast music.
with alot of eh your music very loud.
yah I dont care.
well nobody does.
PE was first period.
oh well.
Had our assesment for dribbling and passing.
full marks.
was feeder for passing together with jannelle.
den it was recess bla bla.
class commendation walking distance very long thats all I have to say.
training was killer.
1000 skips both legs 400 each leg.
den 4 rounds.
den handball.
den fun game.
did some homework in school den went home at 6.
SzeLin dont feel like blogging.
what a nice I love you day.
it comes every 4 years and yet.
6:53 AM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Shut Up.

I duno if its true okay.
maybe its the reason why I am feeling fucked up.
its about breakup.
3:39 AM
You're still part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo

Please if your phone rang in class, admit it before everyone gets a demerit point.
PLEASEEE.
seriously its not fair for the rest of us.
someone's phone rang during practical test.
we all thought it was Mr Goh's phone but it wasnt.
10s later he ask who's phone.
slow reaction man.
den Kiana and I have to check all the phone.
wth luhh.
den Miss ow found out den Mr lim.
argh.
den Kiana and I got held back.
awesome.
i reached home at like 3.30pm.
anyway that male teacher Mr Tan is go rahh.
10 weeks isit?
suffer, Mrs Khoo better seyy.
hahahaha.
any pissing thing
wth did my pick went to?
tskkkk.
rahhh tmr training.
will be fitness.
den handball and all(:
fitness is needed but..
hahahhahaha.
alrights dinnering byeeee.
childish kid<3
2:43 AM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
cos I'll run away with you,

AINSLEY CHEW SHIMIN IS PRO-ER(:
5:53 AM
Run wild run,

St.Margs VS Cedar
21 - 15. to st. margs.
Miss Lum is angry and ignoring us.
Admit that my play was screwed.
sucks alot.
go on running and running and running without getting the ball is stupid.
and yes I did it.
stupidity.
plus how can I twist my ankle while running. even stupider.
wth. right ankle somemore.
rawr.
anyway we got to work harder alrights.
seniors(:
nice game(:
rahh.
Wan Wen was funny when jannelle and I left.
"you better get third ah. we already lost 1st and 2nd if not i'll kill you.
lols.
a way of encouragement.
lols.
class is the bomb.
lols.
can we do it single. lols, its so wrong.
lynette is crazy, like seriously.
I am her partner I can tell. lols.
Getting annoyed okay.
dont be blur or suck up. I am getting annoyed.
stop it.
4:47 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Tell me why you're looking so confuse when I'm the one who didnt know the truth.

eeeks.
my mood's swinging everyday.
Its bad okay baddd.
so yes. when I went to the toilet,
I found out janelle tan sms-ed me.
so yes ofc I replied.
lols.
thats when my mood started swinging.
on thoughts of how we're drifting apart and so.
its just part of growing up.
anyways so I've been always making my way to the toiilet after dif lessons. lols.
so yes mood singed to really really hyper
until Miss aw said.
what happen to your asst monitress and your monitress?
cos yes kiana was also high.
den yah luh.
New maths cher coming in...idk when
anyways training after school.
we waited till 3 den started.
so yes 5 up downs den mainly down the lines and games.
changing position was disappointing.
but still I'll do my best.
tmr game will be goood(: I hope.
game vs cedar tmr.
we must winnnn(:
Nevine chillllllllll. lols.
byeeeee.

rahh. much to disappointment.
you turned me down.
you didnt even bother. should I say at all?
5:17 AM
Monday, February 25, 2008
Overdue Pics.

star(:
Sam Nevine Jac and I
Everybody(:
Everybody.
skating(:
Yes funny faces.
whoops censored.
Everybody of everybody.
After a fall.
Yes again.
Jamie Sam Nevine.
3:41 AM

Tricia Shooting
I got no idea why that expression but yeah.
Tricia Shooting.
Garce defending.
May Yin.
hahah sam.
Me defending beckah.
Overall game
Over all game for C div.
3:24 AM
Stamina,

Today pass quite quickly?
lols.
Despite the morning.
I think I scare Kiana.
lols.
Thanks for comforting(:
Oh well had DOT and so on.
Lao Shi was being super lame.
she caught vanessa reading book so confiscate.
class: you know how to read meh?
lao shi: yah i know
class: read lor read lor
lao shi: T-H-E-C
lols. if you dont understand nvm.
training was strengthening?
oh well before that went to time our timing?
ah hah time our timing wth.
hahahaha.
yeah. den ran for 20 min.
den sprint.
blah my joint hurts.
where your leg connects to your hips.
oh well sam dont laugh.
it hurts okay.
rawr.
waited for the bus went home.
stopped for a hershey((:
lols.
den went home.
doing the scrap book thingy.
oh well.

how many days have I been waiting?
yet it feels like a thousand days.
maybe I should just pack and go.
I might just stop believing.
just stop waiting.
and just give up.
2:35 AM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
fuck

Rawr.
okay today's sucky,
due to the fact that scolding and scolding and more scolding.l
suck uh.
oh well.
I sms-ed yas from 10.35am all the way to 5.
anyway I revived can sms already.
lols.
and then she reminded me of friday.
zomg, embarrassing.
but its not that bad yas.
tmr they'll be like reporting the results of our game)):
imagine.
tskkk.
dinnered at sakae.
after that walked abit i was looking into the body shop.
then suddenly this person banged me with plastic bag.
turned around it was risa.
kinda shock eh.
lols.
went off to grandma's house.
then went back home.
and now Im all red.
red tank top red fbt.
uh hot.
lols.
gtg peace yo!
5:43 AM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Roam.

I bombed again yes again.
this is crazy.
roamed about orchard today with ecpb.
one whole round awesome.
ecpb, buy tissue.
lols.
anyway yes I went to novena to old chang kee and bought fishcake for my bro.
I know random my bro just said he wanted fishcake.
I reach home at 5pm SHARP.
hahahaha. still rmb I left at 4.37pm
lols.
den I slack slack slack.
den went out for dinner
smsed yas and evan.
oh well.
mon run tues training wed finals.
all ready for national rounds(:
AND EVERYONE I BOMBED SORRY IF I AM UNABLE TO REPLY YOUR TEXT MSG):
7:15 AM
Friday, February 22, 2008
Defeat,

PE.
Recess.
Maths.
headed for training.
1h den went to bathe.
bla bla.
during training mouth hit on Jac shoulder it started bleeding.
have to run all the way down to the toilet.
stupid skin there so irritating.
but tricia was like no dont touch it.
rawr.
left for ccab.
oh well mood was alright.
everything went fine.
pacae was good but when it comes to the game itself its all screwed.
we lost 27-18
that wasnt our best.
theres still national st.margs no worries.
seniors, you did your best today(: we all saw that(:
jamie and I scream like some mad women hahaha. worthwhile(:
teamtalk. played while.
tricia you owe me 50 cents okay.
anyway thanks supporters.
xin tian choo jia ivie amelia and those I missed out.
thanks for comforting me(:
JET nabilah Mel Nat(: thanks tons too(:
Mel scold the umpire. lols.
tricia stop saying sorry. its a team game.
rah okay darn embarrassing when I went the wrong way just now.
lols.
rech home at about 7.30pm.
had dinner bathe.
den here.
and okay its dearest birthday today(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANELLE ELISE TAN(:
I have alot to say. hahahaha. I miss crying on your shoulders like how i did just now(: IMY! anyway you turn 14 now your older than me. how nice? hahaha. now your in sports school, we're really drifting further. but I still rmb those times yeah. KL trip bunkmate(: lols. I wouldnt have overcome all the tough training with miss seng without you(: How you encourgae me on. phone calls for more than 2h. theraphy. How you help me through everything. Thanks a hell loads. and I love you((: Thanks for today too(:
5:21 AM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Island Creamery

Oh well.
tmr is the match.
rahh.
dismiss at 10 to train.
today. stayed back for nothing-.-
so went island with jannelle and danielle.
while jac and trina came while we were eating half way.
alrights danielle got pissed cos we bought nutella again.
lols.
we like it ((:
ah hah.
Yasira's finger got hit by ball.
hahahaha.
hope your fine buddy.
bla bla.
Chinese new year will be over after today)):
no more ang paos.
siannnn.
natalie bilah might me able to go down for tmr match(:
hahahaha.
oh yes sorry dajie didnt recognise your voice man.
hahahaha. took quite long to figure out.
and grats to singapore for winning the bid to host the youth olympics((:
oh well I thought it would be funner in Moscow mocow
lols.
I was at my grandmother's house for dinner.
when katherena koh was doing her homework.
so being nice I went to help her.
then when I was about to leave she stopped me cause we wanted the ans.
wth?
shes doing my last year CA1 paper.
I scored badly. hahaha.
I still remember the lowest I scored for maths.
embarrassing man.
AND SARAH JOY THANKS FOR THE BLOG POST SUPPORTING US FOR TMR!!
AND I KNOW YOU'LL BE THERE(:
hahahahaha. thanks a million.
and both of you uh.
stop fighting already.
small matter uh.
idk luh but get over it okayy.
I dont want to see both of you crying anymore yeah(:
the end of today.
match tmr match tmr.
and I know St.Margs your putting in your best(:
1:44 AM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008

lalalalas~
how fun today.
hahaha.
anyway yes it was still tiring.
On the bus I was half asleep.
No kind soul wake me up, lucky enough I open my eyes when the door open.
yeah.
sleep wake up sleep wake up during Chinese.
den i cannnnn sleep after common test.
idk how Im going to do.
I scored 23/30 for post test for maths again.
no improvement sian.
A2 for sci. blahs.
chiong down to canteen after school.
only to know we're only leaving at 2.40pm
danielle and may yin crapped alot uh.
hahahaha.
sorry and not accepted story.
danielle got banged on the head.
ah hah.
left school for ccab.
changed at the jacob's duno what place.
hahahaha.
when we saw the super cute toilet bowl.
lols.
went back started warm up.
drill 27 D27
hahahaha.
oh well square drill game.
and a fun game.
ah hah. crapped alot.
stupid ankle.
tskkk.
rawr.
ecpb, hope you like the present eh(:
came home stretched stretched.
lynette sms me asking me is there cure to muscle pull?
i said idk just stretch
she said then you know how to stretch your butt?
wth??
hahahahaha. so weird.
oh well.
tmr got compo test, chinese spelling. mann.
alrights.
chao go play guitar((:
thanks pris for the chords.
friday........
5:15 AM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Oh well, tired today.
rawr,
I got locked outside when I went home again.
so I decided to do some skipping.
anyway game with outram.
41-10 to St.margs
semi against RGS.
Miss Seng expects the best C div.
Pass the msg. If you see this.
I was so hyped up after game today.
so yes you didnt see sze lin sze lin.
you saw the sze lin sze lin.
hahahahaha.
Evan joined in the fun((:
Ms Chng chased us home)):
hahahaha.
walked to bus stop.
all strolling.
hahahaha.
was the last one to leave AGAIN
hahahaha. oh well.
Yes then when I reach home I was stuck outside.
sucks.
yeahh.
common test tmr.
dearest evan remind me cannot fail.
hahahaha.
alrights alrights.
chao.
4:47 AM
Monday, February 18, 2008

alrights, I actually forgot I wanted to post.
but anyway.
hahahaha.
woke up late at 6.11a.m.
i woke up anita called me, I panicked.
told her to go first and I realised how I got up late.
I put alarm to wish hon 11th month.
den I offed the wrong alarm.
lucky I woke up when I realise the alarm didnt go off.
I cabbed to school.
but the uncle was super nice(:
fare was 6.40 he said I only have to pay 6 bucks((:
May Yin is jealous.
without my sports shoes, and my student application form.
wow?
My aunt had to send it to school for me.
hahahaha.
devotion was super long.
time passed really slowly.
and i sin.
hahahaha.
oops.
i was passing notes during chi.
den lao shi caught me i said i was writing down the notes.
den he okay thank you thank you.
ah hah.
I was like omg so close.
hahaha.
after school went down to CCAB supprt seniors.
gosh I was so tense,
hahahhaa.
good game seniors((:
oh well trained.
my finger. gosh.
I bring ur present back and forth everyday, ecpb.
-.-
and for nevine punish her for leting me bring the kit kat home everyday.
now she have to bring it home.
yeah((:
oh well.
I was the last to board the bus,
when i reach home i was locked out.
everybody wasnt at home and I forgot my keys.
rightt.
went home.
blah blah.
kayy im off...
game tmr against outram.
5:18 AM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Sucky week,

ello(:
dont remind me of how this week sucks so much.
Clara is still scared, cos I blowed up on Fri.
It wasnt cos I am moody la Kiana.
I got my tolerance level okay.
stop hitting.
yeah.
sms yas like the whole day under 1 subject.
hahahaha.
ahem ahem and ahem.
lols. funnaye.
so yes she bombed and I bombed too.
lols, hahahahaha.
And thats how my uncle said later i throw away ur phone whole day sms
-.- please luh.
you throw luh.
I slept at 3 yesterday.
I waited and waited and waited.
gave up went to sleep.
yeah but before that talked to NATALIE NG((:
it has been about 3 years since we met uh?
oh well shes coming back((:
hahahaha. yayness((:
and and today have to prepare all the food for steamboat.
guess what I was suppose to deep fry the prawns,
den my uncle came acting all so pro.
say cannot have extra crumbs.
so he showed me, den crumbs everywhere.
so pai seh please.
lols.
hahahaha.
seniors got big game tmr.
hmm. all the best((:
No matter what the outcome is do your best alright((:
oh well.
training tmr too
finally training.
hais.
alright.
byeeeee.
yas see yaaaaa. lols.
4:20 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
NAT NG(:

Sophisticated Kisses, says:
coming back anytime?
[c=12][ \\'♥ NaTaLiE[/c] says:
yea!
[c=12][ \\'♥ NaTaLiE[/c] says:
in june!


EVAN LUYI OUR BUDDY IS COMING TO VISIT((:
10:32 AM
Sad Life,

BOO(:
the whole world is ignoring me today)):
tskkk.
saddening.
got pick on today.
stupiddd.
sucks.
went visiting.
hanged around with cousins(:
they are still the best((:
prata shop.
we sat there for like 3h?
hahahahaha.
after 3 groups of people sat there and left we were still there.
hahahaha.
yeah.. then came back lor.
hais.
9:16 AM
Friday, February 15, 2008
Happy brithday,

oh yes HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH CHEN LUYI(:
hope you enjoyed your birthday this year.
sorry I am one day late here.
But I was on time wishing you.
oh well.
thanks for being that greattt friend(:
rmb sentosa(: rmb going over to your house that time. rmb escape. rmb jac's birthday party(: rmb basketball inter-class. rmb captain ball inter-class. rmb supplementry. rmb those cries on grad night. rmb P4 being monitress. rmb EVERYTHING.
we had all the fun.
The bond we had(:
Thanks alot. happy birthday. ily((:
8:16 AM
Thanks(:

Whooo.
okay I am tired today.
anyway thanks for some gifts again.
Choo Jia for chocs.
Kiana for another choc.
Yu Xuan for choc.
Veno for choc.
if I miss you out sorry thanks((:
hahaha.
alrights.
total defence today.
morning did the mosiac thingy.
oh well.
Fearon got 3rd.
nvm its still nice(:
hahahaha.
chapel was greatt(:
yeah. den after school went for my dental appointment.
I was stupidly waiting there in school and my aunt forgot all about me.
I had to take a cab down.
it was freaking 7.20 when I only have 9 bucks.
I am so broke.
hahahaha.
I change colour to green((:
luminous or lime. idk.
hahahaha.
dentist was damn mean luh.
dentist: how you defend uh, so short.
szelin: can luh.
*put on green rubber bands*
dentist: oh I know! you defend the person you open your mouth then so bright the shooter cannot shoot.
wth la. tskkkk.
so lameeee.
went down to ccab.
catch seniors game vs AMK.
exciting.
hahahaha.
grats seniors.
had training.
Miss Chng was darn cute please.
square cross circle. idk la.
lols.
anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ECBP(:
you dont want present uhh.
lols.
get it from me on Mon(:
Nevine is forgetful please.
Kit Kats for seniors for v day.
gave some that came down for game yesterday.
so today still have to give the rest.
told nevine to give she never give, then I have to bring it home again-.-
tskkkk.
yayness you like the choc((:
sore throat dont eat okay.
and you cannot be sad((:
hahaha.
okay byeeeee.
6:42 AM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Valentines day(:

Kayy I havent updated for a day.
so here it goes.
yesterday early dismissal .
trained for 1h.
den headed down for senior's match.
they won(:
kayy den went to tp buy choc.
went home den stick the hearts.
yeah.
today
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY(:
Thanks Lynette for choc.
Thanks Kiana for choc.
Thanks Danielle for the shock and straw hearts.
Thanks clara for sweet and note.
Thanks Yasira for lollipop.
Thanks Vanessa for note.
Thanks Hon for balloon.
Thanks Mrs Khoo for sweets.
Thanks KC that give me cookies.
Thanks Nevine for the choc.
Thanks Tricia and Trina for starburst.
THANKS((:
and I dont thank JOAN for the kiss!
omg. freaky you.
hahahaha.
game against cedar today.
did badly.
won cos of God's grace(:
22 to 25.
to st.margs.
I got no comments so yeah.
yepps.
Max and jack and jane are hard to handle.
lols.
they are as hyper as you.
hahahaha.
alrights.
byeeeeee.
2:39 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Game,

St.Margs vs STC
41 to 4 I think.
If I gave wrong info sorry:/
oh well.
C GD WA GD
Like omg first time played so many positions not many but 3 luh.
anyway yes.
watched Cedar.
then ran 2 rounds.
teamtalk.
went home.
took 170 with jamie sam jac jan may.
when we were going up the bus this indian lady came to sam and started to talk to her in tamil,
or might as well ask her something.
sam was like sorry I dont speak tamil.
lols.
den she was complaining she felt bad bla bla.
took mrt form newton to novena
Its just 1 stop.
lols.
I went to buy choc den meet jamie at ljs.
lols.
when we were leaving she was super blur please.
she was holding on to the ball then she turn to me and ask.
eh where's the ball?
hahahahahaha.
so blur pleasee.
hahahaha.
got home.
super hungry.
watch jamie eat. lols
ate then bathe.
studyyy. yes i studied.
believe it or not I studied.
lols.
4:31 AM
Monday, February 11, 2008
I dont pole dance.

KIANA KOH AND LEE XIN TIAN
I DONT POLE DANCE!!
5:07 AM
Screwed up mood,

First day of school.
siannn..
Got the fixtures.
12th Feb-STC
14th Feb-Cedar
19th Feb-Outram
Oh well. okay luhh.
so yes.
Mr Goh was wearing a red shirt.
When he stepped into class.
Kiana immediatly turn back and said ehh insult to your fav colour.
I was like wth??
lols.
anyway. I was sleepy throughout, besides recess that is.
hahahaha.
after school met the rest went to Mr Prata.
Then headed for ccab. which is just like opposite?
lols.
Went to the toilet without bringing my shirt.
so have to go back to the court then in again.
-.-
watched basketball then went back.
then went back in to watch again with ecpb nevine trina.
hide and seek uh?
lols.
went back shoot shoot.
I think Danielle was going high or something.
crap alot.
and danielle you dont rock.
whooots.
lols.
I rock more((:
egoooooo.
lols.
home home home.
bla bla bla.
nothing interesting to talk about home.
so yeah byeee.
4:30 AM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
boo(:

blah blah blah.
feel crappy.
my hand is small.
SMALL.
train or dont train.
my muscles are aching.
dont train I also wna run. might as well train.
tskkk.
boring boring.
hon's moodswinging.
chill dont moodswing((:
JET left for school)):
its seems like so long since we met)):
I chiong my compo homework.
although I dont really understand.
LOL.
think I'll fail it.
nvm.
blah blah blah.
3:42 AM
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Maybe its best you leave me alone.

RAWR.
training todday.
fitness.
3 rounds.
up down stuff.
sprints.
duno what drill.
so vomitty. had gums. thanks slyvia.
had to spit it out I realise I aint suppose to eat gums.
lols.
oh well sorry ecpb.
Game on Tues.
Mon going down to idk.
I just dont wna go home.
so accompany danielle.
yeahhh.
I wna run.
my damn bro just pee on the floor.
and i have to clear it.
wtf?
anyway yes nevine just have to drag me all the way to TP when I can take 186 home.
hahaha.
Veno is sick get well soon(:
went cousin's house for dinner.
dearest grandma was there((:
she played black jack with us and she lost over 50 bucks.
lols.
I won 10((:
Playing with her is freaking fun.
I love her(:
and yes came home.
My aunt bought red wine. coolness.
drink drink drink.
lols.
I have been drinking alot during cny. lols.
fun.
yeah.
chao.
6:38 AM
Friday, February 8, 2008
Everytime I try I get my tongues tied,

BOO(:
went out with dearest today.
AMKH. got a blister thanks to my shoes.
training tmr.
sheesh.
anyway wanted to watch movie.
but found out there's nothing to watch.
or might as well all nc 16 bla bla bla.
den forget it la went take neos.
pepper lunch-ed.
den went to her duno who's house to bai nian.
earn 3 ang paos. not bad.
den had to head home.
bought the cake.
$102.
I am broke.
well not really.
lols.
relative came over to my house.
gambled.
I lost 9 bucks.
tskk.
anyway went for dinner.
home iron.
den here.
blah blah.
CHAO.
7:03 AM
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Boredom.

I am BORED
bored bored bored.
after a few rounds of black jack.
I won 40 cents.
pathetic uh?
I am having a damn sore throat.
Its getting worst.
sheesh.
blah blah blah blah.
dont leave me alone to stone.
7:40 AM
I fake a smile so he wont see,

alright back here.
slept well last night after getting half drunk.
everything blur.
lols.
went grandma's house again for lunch.
salmon((:
yeah. was helping out my aunt with those valentines gift for her shop.
its 1 week away.
hahahaha.
hmmm..
cny is boring.
I got 6 ang baos((:
hahaha okay thats the only fun thing.
lols.
blehs blehs I hate boredom.
hon I wna talk to max and play with those fishes.
lols.
cny is all about food man.
food food food. free food.
lol.
12:18 AM
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
I rock((:

ello((:
nothing much in school today.
just concert.
yeah.
went back to smps.
caught up with luyi tiara jae young glenda jet elle bilah +++
I swear sota uni is niceeee.
oh well.
I didnt have any pizza cos I was late.
so yeah.
I didnt really have lunch.
And I felt full.
yeah.
talked crap.
some left some came back.
left ith danielle JET Nabilah Jac and I.
Elle got kidnapped.
sadden-ing.
blasted music.
27 is just right luh.
not loud.
hahaha.
blahs blahs Miss Seng and Miss Chua.
Handphone=private.
lol.
anyway Danielle's laughter always make me laugh.
hahahaha.
jac and I walked down with Danielle chasing behind.
we knew that she'll be running after us luh.
so we ran also.
yeaps.
AND AND JAE YOUNG I KEPT TO MY PROMISE AND GAVE YOU A BIG HUG((:
lols.
and cpb you angry eh? sorry uh.
boredom.
I dont like the AGAPE ROOM.
tskkkk.
I wna go out on wed((:
hahahahas.

mamaliew; wtv lynette. I can change it around((:
Cant tell you: I know your namira((: thanks
Joanne; Ehh so ego I rock more okayy.
Sam; hey happy chinese new year to you too((:
6:49 AM
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
I miss how you say sorry):

Its not just that,
I feel it I do,

Kiana is sitting beside me(:
but I still miss lynette
hahaha,
anyway class was super boring today.
so noth of us were talking forever
ent marissa down to office after recess.
get well soon the other partner(:
haha.
and thats when the teacher came in to scold the class and everyone had to stand until the teacher came.
but we were suppose to go down to the com lab so this was what happen.
*everyone standing*
Teacher: err you all know got IT training today right?
Us: yeah.
Teacher: and then your never come down, all of you standing here? got punished ah?
Us: No no its fun.
hahaha you should see the teacher's reaction.
im so glad I wasnt in class, if not I'll be the one getting scolding.
after that Ainur was super funny.
we was like:" I got scolded for pinning the board, so lame" haha the tone she used.
funny
Science was copying down work.
hahaha.
oop.
class meeting sucks to the max.
thanks to those that cooperate.
those that didnt idk what to say.
after school yas followed me to tp to order jersey,
but there wasnt any red and black, only got white and black, so yeah
didnt prder bought bubble tea
sat at the bus interchange drink before going down to MRT
aunt called and ask me to go down to PS to get new phone((:
W910i(: RED.
finally.
Its still charging.
I love my new phone,
I have to give my sis my old phone,
which means messages are to be deleted.
and that's sad.
all the sms, delete them one by one):
I've kept some for more than a year.
hmmm.
I was suppose to delete them, but I can't
so just take this s a chance.
)):
I hate transfering contacts too.
Oh those who haven't got my new number ask from me aite(:
I chose my number.
and there's number 18.
coolios.
I love purple FBTS(:
chao.
11:11 PM

BOO(:
remind me someone bring oranges tmr.
I'll love you.
thanks.
Back to SMPS tmr((:
and and you, you can dao me for all you want, you wont get ur present.
hahahahaha.
so you want your present??
lols.
anyway training today.
more of fitness uh.
basketball-ed.
my knee is complaining.
stupid.
I just realise we got a game on valentines day>>Luyi's birthday.
I remember((: but for today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YASIRA!!
Your finally 13 uh.
stop ur shes nice but scary thingy.
lols. kayy had fun at sentosa with you eh.
jump jump((:
inner joke man.
lols.
miss the reading well((:
hahahahas. kayy luh happy birthday.
ily friend!

Yes let me continue.
hon be jealous I drank your drink.
and and i have alot of it at home now.
hahahaha.
my skirt is size S and XS.
amazingly.
I have to give in to danielle since her leg longer than mine.
but your waist is freaking small please.
lols.
I am having a sore throat):
there goes my cny.
and listen everyone I got a gang.
lols gang for retrieving balls.
lols.
kayy I am crapping.
next training's on sat.
lalalalas~
JET SEE YOU((:
LUYI SEE YOU((:
NABILAH SEE YOU((:
TIARA SEE YOU((:
ELLE SEE YOU((:
YOU SEE YOU((:
4:38 AM
Monday, February 4, 2008
Sorry I changed):

Went to Joanne's house after school for that project.
rawrs. hardly do anything just research.
and and dione looks retarded in the photo please.
went macs for lunch with lynette jannelle joanne.
den went to her house.
into her room crap research went down for a stroll.
when we found a tennis ball in the pool.
we played with it for awhile.
den Joanne sent us out and waited for the bus with me.
Met Veno and Nevine at clementi.
they wanted to try the other direction.
superrr long please.
tskkk. i reached home lateee.
yeah. eh someone hot uh? lols.
dao dao dao.

cpb, cheer up.
I think I know why you arent alright.

Pris; alrights I'll wait for it
3:32 AM
Saturday, February 2, 2008
round up

round up for round 1 zonals((:
crescent; 25-5
guangyang; 69-0
serangoon gardens; 53-1

hahahaha I am bored la okay.
hon actually left me to look for max and sleep.
tskkk.
6:40 AM
Broken this fraglile thing now.

blahs.
woke up a 5.45am.
den after I prepared and everything I realise I was late.
so I took cab down to novena to meet veno.
den went to meet nevine and CPB at tp.
Nevine: hello sze lin where are you?
szelin: where the mrt is.
Nevine: where I dont see you?
szelin: Wait I walk down and find you.
*walk walk walk*
szelin: where are you
*ding dong (mrt)*
nevine: you at down there isit? aiyo come up la.
szelin: ohh okok.
hahahaha.
so funny please den after that cpb called.
upstairs upstairs.
lols.
anyway. I wasnt emo-ing laa.
walked to CCAB den yeah la.
final score 28-18 to st.margs.
grats seniors.
den went home.
was bugging for my bear.
after I got up the bus and reach mrt veno gave it to me-.-
and I gave to bring that bottle of yours home.
anyway lunched with veno.
den went home.
yeah.
and please stop the rumors man.
nabilah and everyone its not true.
4:31 AM
Friday, February 1, 2008

kayy its has been such a long time since I posted.
yes I know.
like since sunday?
okay well hello world I am backk(:
lols.
I forgot what happen on Monday and and Tuesday.
On Wednesday I had commitee training thing.
got a run date with tricia and trina.
we wanted to run in school
but we found out the seniors left nevine behind.
so we accompanied her there.
yeah.
I went for 6 rounds both of them went for another.
I was already half dead when I sprinted the last 300m.
like omg they went for another one.
Veno was cheering us on hahahaha.
she jog 1 round.
well at least luh.
defended nic.
test my evaluation uh.
lols.
stretched alot.
bus ride home.
someone complain my socks too low skirt very high no name tag-.-
lols.
anyway I almost miss my stop but thanks to nevine((:
oh well.
On thurs.
found out our houses.
I am in fearon.
I was hoping either cooke or gage brown.
but ended up in fearon.
but nvm jannelle danielle desirae are also in fearon.
so yeah not bad not forgetting sam luh huh.
yeah thurs was match too.
against serangoon gardens.
53-1 to st.margs.
I hit the C.
omg so sorry uh.
sam trcia danielle trina
I cared okayy!
lols.
After game cedar rgs stmargs came together to pray.
I am very social okayy one cedar on my left one rgs on my right.
lols.
anyway pray for good draws.
yes.
we waited and waited debrief in the meanwhile.
after that slack around den sam kept counting down to the time they are going to draw
omg damn scary please.
after the draw.
most of us ran there.
Miss Lum gave us that look.
But it was good draw(((:
Cedar outram STC st.margs((:
RGS IJ Toa Payoh Crescent Chong Boon.
I was screaming but no I wasnt the worst.
you should look at Trina Sam and Tricia's reaction.
omg super funny.
and TODAY((:
went off at 1pm
but left at 2.15pm
nice.
it was raining and the game is postponed to tmr.
well we werent there for game we were supporting our seniors.
yeah. then about 4+ we left.
nevine and I wanted to leave without Jamie who knows she fell. HAHA.
Atiqa: Nevine!
*NEVINE FALL*
HAHA. super funny please.
Its like how she fell during ice skating.
lols.
darn funny.
yeah so went home.
got bullied by the 3 people.
tskk.
my phone was all around the place.
OH YES MY PHONE GOT SCRATCHED.
anyway yes my phone was all around the place,
I didnt know where it was.
I search Jamie it aint there.
I knew it aint with Nevine.
so yes it was either Jamie or Aitqa.
they made me do the shark thingy.
in order to get my phone backk.
BUT BUT BUT the phone drop out of atiqa's pocket i grabbed it,
but she pulled and got bear bear out)):
i took her shoe bag.
anyway went dinner lunch with veno and jamie nevine pangseh us luh.
yes den went home.
yess. kiana koh stop distracting me!!
tskkk.
have make announcements for the designing thing again.
siannn..
3:34 AM