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I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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Monday, December 31, 2007

To you:
You dont have to apologise if you dont want to. Just wondering why I even have a junior like you. That calls people rude while your there blabbering non stop. I'll let you go on okay. I dont give it a damn anymore. If you dont change for the better you'll suffer in future. Maybe my that kind of attitude is used towards you only.

I feel so fucked up luh.
tskkk.
its 1st of January and it sucks.
Tmr 1st day of school.
And yo~ I dont know what to bring.
hahahaha.
and argh what kind of stupid rule la.
have to sleep at 9.
argh this sucks omg everything sucks.
janelle nabilah.
ur gna check in in less than 1h):
Gna miss you huh. tskkkk.
Will update you about st.margs alumni meet up(:
take care huh.
Dont drop out cos of injuries =x
hahahahas.
okok short post byeee.
10:56 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR(:
byebye 2007 hello 2008
byebye primary school hello sec school):
Man it ended too quickly.
hahahahas.
Apologise sanged was niceeee.
ahahahas.
stupid network all jam-ed.
TSKKK.
comeon la.
TSKKK.
Eh you, lazy huh dont find out luh. HAHAHA
8:24 AM

Kayy.
I took a nap:/ and came back here.
Its boring la this year's new year eve.
tskkk.
Anyway I got an announcment to make.
SNT07 will be setting up a St.Margs Alumni.
So if you wna be a part of it please inform me or evan.
thank you. This is for St.margs Pri netballers.
Yea forgot to tell everyone in the chalet.
So here it goes.
Hahahas.
2007 coming to an end huh.
Nabilah I copy you hahahaha.
Short story(:
Remember on the first day of school, everyone were all around the place.
Hugs were given to friends that we've havent been seeing.
Finding out that Miss Chua was form teacher of 6 Patience,
was a joy.
How she banged the ruler and everyone got a shocked.
Woa. we thought and there goes the beginning of nightmare.
Library was a place hated.
scolding were given there lectures and so on.
But many wonderful memories were made there too.
Netball training were tough but we pulled through and make it to the championship.
Time was passing so fast.
PSLE OVER.
Enjoying our time in school.
Without training was abit weird. But soon sec sch training started.
Nativity was great team bonding and so on.
2007 ending in 5h 8min.
AND NABILAH!! BYEEE.
hahahas.
I WILL MISS JANELLE ELISE TAN.
I WILL MISS NABILAH.
I WILL MISS EVANGELYN KOH SIHUI.
I WILL MISS SARAH CHEN LUYI.
I WILL MISS JAEYOUNG(:
I WILL MISS SEORIN.
I WILL MISS EVERYONE WHO WONT BE WITH ME NEXT YEAR(:
hahahahas.
yea bilah dont scold me huh.
hahahahahaha.
anyway I have my resolution for 2008.
* Do well in both netball and studies.
* Save more $$$ luh.
* Study hard move up to a better class.
* Be more understanding to people around.
* Be a good girl(:
* lessen all the bitching (Janelle you too)
* Smile more(: so I wont look so scary like some people said)
* pay attention in class.
yepps.
maybe thats all.
And and nabilah finally got a blog go see(:
LOVES

Yea. alright byee.
Je vous manquez(: to you go find out what it means. HAHAHA.
2:34 AM
Sunday, December 30, 2007

I am home((:
hahahah.
Its New Year Eve today.
I cant believe it man.
I am gna buy a red skipping rope from Miss Seng((:
Hehehe.
Jac red is HOT
Hahahaha.
Rightt. Okay today's game.
Man I was slacking all the way.
I didnt run at my full speed and I was sticking la.
I tend to use area defence and I sucked at it.
RAWR.
And this girl hit my mouth with her elbow.
and and I got a cut on my lips thanks to braces-.-
The worst thing that the person can do is not to apologise.
tskkk.
Played C WD(: GD.
Hahahaha.
I walk past sherly with my GD bib on she was like.
Ooh your playing GD!
Hahahahah.
Hilarious look at her expression.
Hahahaha.
Skipping today well not as tough as those we had in Primary school.
200 both feet den 100 left 100 right.
Ran 3 rounds around their track there which is quite big.
Managable.
Miss chng bought the ankle guard ready. THANKS(:
Talked about orientation camp.
Red bucket hahahaha.
Inner joke.
hahahah.
okay luh byeee.
11:21 PM













Ice Skating(: 2nd day(:













Pictionary(:













Reach up high!













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291207(:













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Jamie and I(:

I am back home(:
So I upload the photos.
Haha. Got more but its not with me.
Its in my cousin's camera.
Hahaha.
Yea. its 11.28pm.
Gotto sleep man wake up at 6.45 tmr.
Yea so byee.







7:16 AM

Ice skated((:
Yay. Sitira I know your jealous(:
hahahaha.
There's irritating people in the ring huh.
Stupid luh.
And we were laughing while he/she was trying to say something
and skate away so I guess the person got super pissed.
hahaha.
ate pasta mania((:
niceeee.
hahaha.
took some crazy pics and went home. HAHA
yea tmr's carnival((:
Not really carnival luh friendly match cant wait seyy.
HAHA.
okayy thats it byeeee.
1:55 AM
Saturday, December 29, 2007

Haha.
Amazingly I am back hereso I can say something i forgot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM!!
hahaha okay. Although I am late cos its like 12.44am.
Butyes I still have to blog it.
hahaha.
I am calling for skipping ropes!!
I dont have skipping rope for training die =x
My ankle abit swollen.
Blame it on me man juniors training I was still playing.
Who cares luh.
yea so I am at aunt's house.
And thanks to ___ that i dun have to die cos my prepaid running low.
HAHA.
THANK YOU((:
Janelle smsed me once she landed.
I called her((:
I miss her hell loads.
Man I got lots to tell her luh.
But I have to hang up.
1 month lots of stuff happen.
hmm. yea.
and She said I influence mel to be nice((:
haha see mel I told you I am nicer((:
haha.
and i found out how to tie a tie((:
hahaha. I am going ice skating tmr again((:
with cousins this time.
Hahaha.
alright its getting late
byeee.
8:40 AM
Whoohoo

[mood: Happyyyy(:]
[beat of: I gotta go my own way- HSM2]

BACK~
hahaha.
went to Sam's party today.
I swear its super fun((:
I went to Kally leisure park meet them for ice skateing((:
hahaha.
Ice skating part. hahaha.
Man i tried it and i knew it cos of roller blading.
Its the same luh.
So taught Jamie and nevine.
And they got it in the end.
But before that sam jac jamie nevine and I fell lots of times.
thanks to sam and nevine endless falling while holding hands.
HAHA.
But there was a damn lady that said bla bla bla:
bleh: If your not doing anything please do not stand in the middle and dont hold hands like this cos its very dangerous.
F her luh.
Her place arh.
Haha. But still okay we continued. Uploading of pics would be when I feel like it.
Soon soon.
When I have the mood.
Jamioe got a blister cos of ice skating get well sooon man((:
and then went back they played bridge which I got no idea how.
Then had lunch. Niceee salad.
I was the only one eating it.
And I shouldnt mention what I heard.
HAHA. jamie will kill me.
Hahaha. okay den played pictionary which was super fun.
cos jac and I were in 1 group and I draw like super lousy haha. she cant guess.
especially SOFT DRINK those there you'll know why.
Hahaha. headed down for captains ball and swim.
Captain ball FUNNNN
hahahaha. swimming played marco polo got chased by sam.
omg can I almost drown.
hahaha.
Jamie was right ion front of sam and sam didnt know and jamie escaped.
that was argh close.
hahahaha. went up bathe sat cut cake rush home.
Going to my cousins's place later so wouldnt be able to come online I guess.
Hahaha. PS Sam started sending all her pics to everyone. And I saw one in perth with me wearing that stupid specs.
HAHA.
okay gtg byeee.

-insert name- Stop winning let me win((: love you to death((:
2:12 AM
Friday, December 28, 2007

[mood: Angry]
[beat of: -]

Argh okay.
Yes I am back here.
Idk why I am posting like so many times a day.
Dont mind but.
yes I am venting it all here.
Thanks to someone thats 2 years younger than me.
I doubt she seen the post I posted about stop asking questions.
omg la.
But since she visit here I wont get so argh.
I can say something worst.
And and you dont say sorry like saying goodnight everyday.
Man. this sucks.
Thanks to yas that talked to me. HAHA.
And agreeded.

Change tmr is sam's party.
Ice skating cant wait((:
swimming? maybe.
Then have to pass kxn the $$ for all the oreders for skinnies and little miss tees.
Ahh. damn packed how to pass??
idk =x
tskkk.
hahaha.
okok I gtg help mel with duno what.
BYEEE.
7:43 AM
Ooops.

[mood: pissed]
[beat of: -]

Bilah here it goes..
Haha.
Today woke up at 6.30am
with my body aching all over.
tskkk.
hurried and met Katherena Koh down at my block and walked to the bus stop.
We were early today reached about 6.28?
Idk but we were third to reach as usual.
Haha.
Training strated their rounds.
5 5 haha.
Bomp Bomp Bomp! Elle goes on the ball of your toes?
I was wondering Ball of your toes?
Hahaha. I find it funny or rather weird.
Haha. kayy so Bilah dressed up like a Chirstmas tree.
Hahaha. Bilah I am so sorry.
Lols.
Anyway yes walked around for awhile.
den helped out in training.
With my twisted ankle.
Indeed it kinda hurts.
Bilah too. ( she sprain it again after I left. tskkk. get well soon(:)
Yea so as I said I left early.
Thanks to my stupid uni that had to be changed.
They 'scolded' me luh.
Hahaha.
Especially that Elle and Nabilah!
hahaha. I know you'll miss me but I have to leave.
HAHA.
okay thats ego.
lols.
Yea so I left and went to change my uni.
After I left receive call from them
Hahaha.
With Pris asking how do you make a sandwich?
Hahahaha.
Pris go ask your mum!
lols.
Yea so went there smss prefects were there.
I think I heard Sam's voice hahaha
yea Bilah I POSTED and you can READ((:
hahaha. okayy byeeee.
1:49 AM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Stop it.

Dearerst juniors as in not only netball
I would appreaciate if you stop asking stuff
cos you dont have to know everything.
I am so sorry but yah just stop it.
5:34 AM
Day Camp((:

day camp today(:
well funn-er than the rest of the training.
HAHA. new drill-complicated
but its funnnn luh.
games and I twisted my ankle.
tsk nic run banged me I twist.
Pain pain pain.
thought it was a sprin thank god its just a twist.
then 3h break then continue in the afternoon.
It was friendly with Anderson.
both teams won I guess.
played C for 1st 3 quarters and GD for last.
hehe.
Yes I bought my books and change my uni and stuff.
and great now my uni is TOO BIG
Wtv. And and,
grats to sam and tricia.
asst. cap and cap of next yr C Div.
well last training for the year 31st next monday.
Having friendly match with,
RGS Cedar Clementi Town Crescent(B Div) ++
Which I forgot. wtv.
I am tired but I dont want to sleep.
And my ankle is painful yes it is.
My knee too.
Tomorrow juniors training man cant wait(:
hahaha. getting my 9 other candy canes((:
hehehe. alright okay byeeee.
4:27 AM
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
ALERT((:

Yo~
I know I blogged ready but I've to state it out
Hiveee, I am not slim and chio
you are(:
Ainsley to you too okay(:
Get facts right((:
&& Hivee Bee loves you too((:
Hahaha. But becareful of this cunning bee((:
Hahahaha.
1:13 AM
MISS YOU((:

[mood: tired]
[beat of: 1 2 step-Siara]

Tired.
Well I went to bed at 12 yesterday and slept only at 2+
I cant sleep uh:/
Yea woke up at 6.30am
Rush luh. didnt eat breakfats didnt bathe.
brush teeth change wear shoe off I go.
I thought I was late but dearest katherena koh shuan lin was stil walking.
okay. she was damn gan chiong can.
Haha. she was like walk faster can??
We reached at about 7.32?
3rd there okay still early luh.
Elle werent there yet so I sms her she was on her way down.
So I ran and POOF! ELLE((:
hahaha. and and I got something to say.
Everyone is growing taller and taller except for me.
Awesome huh?
Wtv okay. yah so 2 of us wander around.
yea then jannelle came out of nowhere.
she gave me cookies((:
thank you((:
helped miss seng pack some stuff. yea.
den the rest came.
helped out with training.
kinda killer =x
I dont want to demo anymore.
all thanks to nabilah and elle.
I died.
L shape drill snatches and hooks.
XP.
anyway game was funnn(:
worked with elle as shooter 1 quarter.
amazingly I can shoot.
HAHA.
Second quarter C + GK.
Hahaha. niceee.
Tiring cann.
Lols.
At least luh huh.
Second Miss Seng is scary.
tskkkk.
I didnt cross I was beside.
Lols.

Ppl advertise for my twin((:
shes selling skinnies at $24 per piece and
little miss tees at $10 per piece
You can see its very cheap. huh.
And any colour for skinnies is available
as well as any colour for the little miss tees.
you can get her number from me.
or you can just tell me what you want and I'll help you order from her((:
Hurry buy((:

Haha. yea.
go buy its very cheap huh.
hahaha.
oh and I almost break my wrist thanks to iron board luh.
I was closing it den suddenly BUM! there it goes.
But I was lucky((:
And okay stop asking me about my leg.
I was ironing and I iron myself okayy.
Hahaha. Yea thats it.
BYEEE.
12:02 AM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
HELLO(:

JANELLE ELISE TAN CAME ONLINE AND I TALKED TO HER((:
I SPIKED MY BRO'S HAIR((: COOLIOS.
7:35 AM
Everytime I try I get my tongues tied,

[mood: excited((:]
[beat of: big girls dont cry-Fergie feat. Sean Kingston (remix)]

Tmr training((:
Elle cant wait to meet up!!
HAHA. we need 7 to play game and MEL come!!
If not only 6 seyy.
HAHA.
I am eating candy cane((:
Pris tmr more more more.
gimme gimme gimme more....HAHA
Today went escape with family (which is weird)
I didnt play ANYTHING.
well maybe yes the spin to win stupid game.
well at least luck was on my side
1st: 3rd prize
2nd: consolation
Yea den went to macs
then went to grandma's house((:
AH MA HAPPY BIRTHDAY((:
yea grandma's birthday(:
swensense cake((:
I contribute $2 for it kayy.
HAHA. well everyone did.
went home after getting my christmas presents
which is biscuits and pencil and candy cane??
I grow up ready leh.
HAHA. but be thankful((:
Thanks for well wishing ppl((:
MERY CHRISTMAS((:
6:36 AM
Monday, December 24, 2007
Merry xmas((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS(:
& MERRY XMAS TO ALL(:

YAY! okay christmas here((:
yea merry xmas!
hahaha.
time passing so fast eh?
hahaha.
everybody pris owe me 9 candy canes(:
asked for 3 she say too little
ask for 18 she say too much
so 8+1=9 so yea 9.
hahaha. with PINK ribbons somemore((:
HAHA.
got date with twin((:
Bugis someday((:
okok thats all.
MERRY XMAS AGAIN((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS((:
8:18 AM
ILY(:

[mood: sick]
[beat of: All You Wanted- Michelle Branch]

Bugissss((:
not that fun though.
cos shopped for sis stuff only):
Hahaha. Tmr will be mine((:
Hahaha.
I wna go Bugis Street((:
Someone....
AND CHIOBU! ZOOOO(:
I wna go zooooooooooooo((((:
hahahaha. CHIOLANG ADDED((:
yas spell it cheenah minah. hahahaha
Yea okayy you guys might be totally blur.
hahaha yes anyway yes i bugis-ed all the way.
And come to know Chistmas is in 52 mins((:
and thats means how many days till school reopen?
I miss primary school hell loads.
hahaha. Nevine said she'll try to make it for training on 26th(:
Anymore wna tag along??
hahaha. and and to mel save me too on 26th xp.
you might know why.
bilah will save me((:
hahaha. I'll come back ltr for chirstmas((:
hahaha.
PRIS AND JAC I WNA PLAY GUITAR(((:
6:58 AM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
More alchohol please(:

[mood:high]
[beat of: Apologise- Timberland]

more alchohol please((:
hahaha.
went central as in the shopping mall yes the new one.
bought a [air of shoes and den I saw this sunglasses
that actually cost $420
omg can but I LOVE IT
My uncle wanted to buy for me but I rejected luh.
Saw another one at CK I wanted that its$39.90 and he didnt wana buy for me
crap luh :x
anyway yes after that went to eat japanese food((:
forgot whats the name.
ate sashimi((:
Evan I know you are jealous can. HAHA
Ordered this alchohol drink
my sis said my cheeks turned red. HAHA where have can.
But I admit I got a little too hyper after that.
hahaha.
sang in the car HAHA.
Yea and then back here((:
BYE((:
7:25 AM

BACK(:
woke up at 1.07pm
wondering why I slept till so late.
Hahaha.
I got 3 dreams.
Hahaha okay wtf why am I talking about dreams?
HAHA.
Lalala. going out soon which means more clothes((:
Current song: I'll remember you(:
In my heart you'll always be forever baby I'll remember you((:
Hahaha niceeee.
It just happen to be in Dajie's blog(:
hahaha.
Sam's party's coming((: ice skate((:
hahaha. And people friendster comment is needed okay.
Like how many days already huh no comments no nothing.
HAHA. found out that Jia appealing for crescent.
currently in TKGS. good luck to her man(:
Kinda regretted smss. But wtv la its done.
Hmm. how many till JT return? someone got answer?
hais. Its sucking shit here.
boring. althought anita lee is entertaining me.
but arh....
hahaha. yea.

hey elle(:
cheer up okay I know you dont wna go sss. But I am sure God has his reason putting you there.
And yknow what we always welcome you here to St.Margs anytime(: Do your best there. I'll miss you too I've always been. Stay strong okay. Like how you told me to stay strong(: You didnt change much still same old elle. so caring and lovely((: ily and imy okay(:
2:15 AM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
I promise I'll love you till the end

Hellooo(:
This is getting so boring luh.
I woke up at like almost one.
after getting 2 calls 1 from vivien 1 from danielle xp
Regarding party huh.
but after everything I cant go cos have to go grandma's hse):
sorry danielle):
well yes as I said grandma's house.
Watched TV and sms the whole way. HAHA.
Its boring luh.
came homr and hog the com.
cant wait for 26th((: back to primary sch.
meet up with elle bilah((: and evan((:
hahaha.
BYEEE. CHAO!
4:38 AM
Friday, December 21, 2007
You were the one that taught me how to smile(:

Today woke up early to go to report to sec sch.
Reached there immediatly I saw Pris.
Haha. Yea then went to buy my uniform
total is like 100+++. which doesnt include the nectie luh.
ex huh. havent buy my books yet. Last call for books gna buy on 27th.
Any sec1 books??
Well went to register den went home.
hello~ pris danielle havent tell me if your going to the chirstmas party!!
Your dont go I wont be going too so tell me!!
Okayy. Yea then came back home.
Tried on uni.
uni okayy PE too small PE shorts too big Jacket too small.
Wth la. then must change.
Elle suddenly sms me(:
asking me if I wna go sss.
I said yes but impossible which is true.
She seem quite sad):
Well we're meeting up really soon on 26th juniors training(:
Hmm. Duno if can go on the 28th cos of....
went to OG. Jac giordano on sales seh. bought a shirt from there(:
lets see till now i bought mm:
* 3 dress
* 2 striped shirts ( saw one at OG, I want that)
* 1 shirt

Thats quite about all.
People I am yearning for. that striped shirt.
Skinnies: red green white grey.
yea I will be satisfied(:
Haha. Had lunch there den headed to Grandma's place.
Stayed there until abt 9+ (that explain that I am out and my phone died-.-)
About 7+ got chirstmas carols downstairs.
joined in((: the shophouse downstairs happen to be some chiristian shop so yea((:
Went back home and I am here((:
editing photos and so on((:
yea so thats all(:
8:21 AM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Baby, you're driving me crazy.

Oh gawd.
Shab I wasnt ignoring you okayy x/
So sorry):

hmmm. wont be having training until a week ltr :/
been playing with picnik.com and photofiltre.
fun(:
thats like kinda all luh.
Nothing really much today
So it'll be a short post(:
BYEEE.
4:28 AM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
thanks namira for this:

Rose petals is what I gave
the first night of our dance
I knew I would love you from
just the first glance.The smell of
your cologne swept
me off my feet.The touch of
your skin,the feel of your hair almost
stopped my
heartbeat.Rose petals from
my heart to yours. I could not
love anyone else and could
not love you more. you are the
air I breathe;your my sun so
bright.Your the voice I hear
all through the night.Your the
tear on my petal when I need
to cry;your the loneliness in
my heart when you say goodbye.
Rose petals from my heart to
yours. I could not love you
more.
6:55 AM
CHALET(:

back from chalet(:
Super fun(:
First day Danielle and I reached and met Glen and Jannelle
they were standing outside cos miss seng's nephew and some other boys inside and they dont want to go in.
I was like wth. So den I just go in la put my stuff with them following behind.
Soon Bilah reach then we were in the room playing poker cards,
eating jelly beans((:
Den we got really bored and then decided to go bowling.
That Jannelle arh say I dont know how to bowl I dont know how to bowl and came in 1st.
Some logic please! hahaha.
I was 2nd followed by Bilah Glen didnt play.
Yea then we went back after the game.
We were going in by the front door
Miss seng was in there she gave me this blur look den pointed back door.
So we went to the back door and Miss Seng was like oh Its you!
Haha hello?? did I change alot that you guys cant recognise me??
Haha. so funny can she was like you changed.
Den she look a while oh your hair isit?
I was like yar.
Then we went up to the room slack.
Then went down to play cards.
Got bored and started to play taboo.
Funniest taboo game ever EVER
Danielle la. hahaha.
Then yea Jac and Pris arrived with guitar(((((:
yea and den continue playing until beckah and evan arrive then make our way to airport which something that I dont want to happen happened (whispers to bilah) hahaha.
Ate at the whats that called? erm I forgot shoots. okay nvm. I ate a little bit of my beef lagsange and then gave it to Danielle
I got no appetite nowadays sey.
den went to buy stuff den head back to chalet.
then after a while slept.
which is about 3+ cos of Jac and Evan snoring And the Air-Con making all the noise I cant sleep.
Haha. den I woke up at 6+ cos I can sleep anymore.
Went down saw Bilah ask her if she wna wake up. she said yes so woke up.
waited for the rest. drank my milo.
den jannelle woke up den pris den danielle den jac and glen den evan.
Pris taught me how to play guitar((:
and I learnt 5 songs((:
Den nurul came with the lunch.
ate then went bowling((:
I beat everyone for both games((:
68 and 92((:
I know its not very good la but at least.
Although I dropped the ball for a game and attracted all the attention.
Oh yes Mel and Nat arrived before that.
Came back played tai di with them and glenda.
den soon the rest also come out so yea played asshole aka shithead.
sabo me la mel. tsk
and and nat delete that super candid photo la.
yea den shab and nadia arrived den we went up to the room play guitar.
Den after that mmm went to find nat and mel with bilah.
found them at the club house talking
once we reached they stopped.
secretive eh eh eh.
lol.
THEY ate fries not me
den went to play basketball with miss seng's nephew and juniors
soon go back slack den bbq starts.
only ae abt 5 mouths of bee hoon really small mouths that is 2 satay 2 hot dogs and thats it.
Played with Luke and Aishah.
Saved Mel
Haha. after everything clear up. Bathe hide inside the sleeping bag.
It was super super cold can. Maybe it was me
I felt sick.
And mel I wasnt _ _ _ _ sick cos shes with you okay. sick.
Followed by speech and everything.
Its not weird I didnt break down okay maybe it is but it isnt for me.
Haha. It means I am stronger now.
Haha I slept immediatly I guess.
Haha. woke up at 7.30 bathe slept at 8 and woke up at 9.
pack up. super blur den. Hp was in the pocket and i was looking all over for it.
Haha. blur right.
Lols. den we went off to te bus stop. knowing that we missed the bus we went out wanting to take a cab who knows miss seng ask us back den she call cab.
We took went to school get posting results.
I am going to smss which is already kinda confirmed already-.-
So not very interesting
Miss Seng didnt allow me to train
I got a shocked. But manage to pursuade her to let me play.
Lols. walked down lunch den take bus to KNC.
Met some there they went out to have their lunch but some already back.
so yea. we were waiting and suddenly it rained.
Non-stop so the 5 of us we were sleeping.
they were talking and everything.
It stopped abit den we went on but then miss chng saw lightning call us in who knows it stared to rain again.
played game.
den went off.
I went to PP den went to sakae shushi and saw TK's coach.
at first he look at me then turn away.
den when I walked pass waited at the counter he was staring at me.
scary can.
hahaha. didnt bother just walk of.
I bought another white dress((: super niceee.
Pris be jealous. lol.

anyway,
Thanks juniors for holding the farewell for us.
Thanksseniors forthe farewell notes and presents.
Thanks evan elle shab nadia for my birthday presents.
Thanks everybody who were at the chalet for the time spent.
Thanks to pris and Jac for your guitar lessons((:
Thanks Danielle and Bilah and Jannelle for helping me run away.
5:17 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007

1. Spell your name without E.
} sz lin

2. What is your status?
} taken and not very happy?

3. What's your favorite number?
} 18

4. What's your favorite color?
} black red.

5. What's your other favorite colors?
} pink orange.

6. What are you listening to?
} Sweetest girl(dollar bill)

7. Are you happy with your life?
} Not really.

8. If you were to be any animal,whatwould you be?
} I wna be me.

9. What is your favorite subject inschool?
} RECESS. haha.

10. Are you usually outgoing?
} maybe.

11. Where do you wish you were?
} With janelle elise tan pouring out my sorrows.

12. What are you supposed to be doing?
} nothing?

Can you blow a bubble?
} uh huh.

Can you wiggle your ears?
} yea.

Can you roll your tongue?
} Yepps.

Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
} Noppes.

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
} Noppes.

Did you ever want to be a firefighter?
} Noppes.

Do you like roller coasters?
} Yepps.

Do you own a bike?
} Used to.

Does your family have family picnics?
} Noppes.

Last person you hugged?
} Jamie((:

I feel stupid I duno whats happening i wna give up cos theres so much problem but at the same time i just cant bear
6:38 AM
why?

I trust you alright.
its just what others tell me thats make me lose the trust.
I just hope and pray that you tell me the truth.
Maybe I just know some stuff that maybe you didnt want me to know.
Thanks baobei twin i'll take precaution(:
i got nothing else to say I duno wht to say after that conversation.
5:44 AM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
ily(:

oh well its 1.34 am and I dont feel tired at all.
went to grandma's house and saw the food that katherena bought.
2 poackets of nugget(bbq nuggets????) 4 packets of hot dogs 4 packets of crab meat 2 loaf of bread.
and thats too little.
haha.
ate supper(oh no!)
haha. Rez entertain me the whole time I was online.
Although there was some brain cracking questions..
hahaha. I handled them.
talking with mel now.
Its getting all so boring.
cant wait till Mon
Wed will be totally packed.
morning check out then go for posting then training((:
its going to be super funnnn!
I know I said it thousand of times but still. hahaa
okayy la thats nothing I can say.
So bye(:
9:32 AM
Baby lets run away

Yay back here(:
nothing much today
boring boring boring.
fell asleep in the afternoon
haha.
Danielle called abt chalet.
shes coming over then I'll bring her there.
Like last year.
haha.
Its going to be fun fun((:
Got a little information from little Katherena Koh.
Haha. so I know abit.
Hmm..posting day is coming
not excited at all cos which school I going kinda obvious.
But will still be going down to school.
Planning to go for training after posting if have time luh.
so if about 1.30 end den we will be going down.
Time please pass faster I am rotting at home.
haha. yea okie dokie thats all((:

我要知道我对你有多重要
4:27 AM
Friday, December 14, 2007
Back!

finally back here.
penang was not very fun not very boring
cut off all the boring times and scolding it was fun(:
haha.
get out some fun stuff.
water bomb, late nights, watching drama series, swimming, SHOPPING! hahaha. bought some clothes((:
yea.
2 weeks passed quickly not very actually.
I reached home at abt 7+
and then pack all the stuff.
from 11+ I slept to 1 den off i go for training.
I missed celebrating of mrs ang's birthday):
My aunt say I have to rest before afternoon training.
Met rest at KNC I am missed man.Haha. Pris was going crazy tht I was back.
Jamie ran to me. hahaha.
mm..warm up den game. 1st game with cedar won them by abt 4 I thin(:
Den I sat out for the next game against erm... I duno what sch
In the middle of their game Jac and I asked over to play for B div.
I swear I did badly.
Stamina gone and I cant see what they are doing.
my passes wild.
argh when its all over i went back den everybody ask if I was okay.
I was wondering why but I didnt ask.
Den went to refill bottle with Jac
Went back and Ms Chng ask if I was sick.
Well I was having a cough and lack of sleep.
haha.
played cedar again it was tie I think.
den it started raining heavily.
Game cancelled.
Went home early. share umbrella with Jac and Danielle.
Jac was like you better not sing the umbrella song.
Haha. sang abit got her all so irritated.
waited at tht ulu bus stop.
Lol. went douby den to Macs.
Den played hide and seek with yasira I cant find her at the MRT to give her back her jacket.
Den we have to meet at the travelator.
Pris and June walked me home right to my lift((:
hehe. good friend. haha.
Sms all the way then I am here((:
haha yea okayy thats.
Looking forward to netball chalet((:
Fun fun fun.
Is my post longer than Evan's?
Hahaha.
Kayy bye((:
I miss you to death man(:
7:23 AM