I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

November 2007December 2007January 2008February 2008March 2008April 2008May 2008June 2008July 2008August 2008September 2008October 2008November 2008December 2008January 2009February 2009March 2009April 2009May 2009June 2009July 2009August 2009September 2009October 2009November 2009December 2009January 2010February 2010March 2010April 2010May 2010June 2010August 2010October 2010

Im killing timeeee
school's tmr, at least it'll keep me occupied, rather than stay at home and rot like today,
the gf is doing pretty well over at the other end of the world (not literally)
Training need to start sooooon, I need to lose weight, 9 more kg to go~ HAHA,
and it doesnt really help if I keep snacking, where's the discipline >:/
Im damn bored, you will be the kind soul that will entertain me(:

Labels: love, miss you

Town was crazy today, I walked till my legs broke, looking for everything we wanted.
but forever 21 didnt have those stuff I wanted on my shopaholic post>:/
I got skirt, dress, rubi 'sandals' from cotton on, leather jacket, new eyeliner.
we went to wisma to get our itouch cover first, cos apprently that morning her mum bought her an itouch within 10 min, and I dont like my cover >:/ regretssss, but I couldnt find a nicer rubber one, so I got those plastic kind>:/ and its damn gay >:/ (omg 3 frownies)
headed to far east where we got all our stuff, then headed to cine to eat dinner at lj.
kay I shall tell yall about the mirror incident today.
(I forgot whats the shop name) but the shop has a small stairs to this row of clothes, against the mirror.
We just kept walking towards the mirror, until I got a shock when I saw another Joan, when she was just beside me, hahahahaha, fucking funny.
And Joan is apparently scared of clowns, cos there were clown like people, as its arts festival,
and they were freaking tall, and Joan was being a mouse, sucha joke hahahaha, they WERE scary, but at least dont cling onto me la, omg.
left to Novena to get home, bumped into Idiot, and had a cab ride homeee, THANKS:D
slacker came online, it evening-ish there, while its midnight here,
Im missing something):
Im going to watch A walk to remember again, then the notebook.
pictures up next time.

I think our love can do anything we want it to
bye world, 10 more dayssss, 2 down for me((((:

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My favourite time of the day is when I get to talk to you,
and the saddest time of my day is when you leave - Love Actually.

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omg twin came up with this good idea of tricking people hahahahaha.
I got all kinds of funny answers,
I told them Im going to jump, (and usually people will think jump down the building)
I got answers ranging from not very worried to damn fucking worried.
hahahaha, dont be angry, at least I know who cares (:
Twin, we should come up with more nonsense, hahaha.

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I feel so homely all of a sudden,
cos your away):

If thats all I get, I rather not stay up.
I am sad that your going away, and I dont get to have you physically here with me for 12 days.
And if you dont know, I really always put you before anything else,
I am tired but Im staying up for you,
lets just say, I dont deserve this

Labels: miss you, twin

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Hi I had a good time today, did you? (:
your leaving in a day time):

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see you after the holidays(:

science was okay? Home econs was slightly tough,
exams are officially over
I felt sooo free today, Idk what to do.
I was good to come home today after dental, so hopefully I get my day out mon/tues, I feel like picnic-ing(:
Aunt mary came to visit me, and brought me some pain as well >:
Joan I order youNOW to get me water bag and painkillers:/
hahaha, trainings starting soon, yes? no?
Sarah if you somehow happen to be here, what big thing?
kayzx byez

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Im quite tired :O
Aunt was being crazy just now, she had a high moment, hahaha.
cramps being sucha sucker >:/

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LIT IS OVER(:
last 2 paper for mid years tmr, heehee
science and HE, I gave up studying for them, I figure out my brain is too small.
I wrote quite alot for lit today, but Im afraid I'll get out of point >:/
odds breakfast today, pretty good one,
I cant post the pictures,
cos we were in school uniform and our school doesnt allow us to post pictures of us in uniform, and plus being a prefect the more we cant post it -.-
kay stayed until abouttt 12, then left.
we all got a rose from Lynette and Joanne(: how sweet.
okie dokie got to go off before anyone comes, bye.
Good luck for the last 2 papers!

miss you

Labels: exams, miss you, Odds

I almost ran out of time, but im glad that I finished, it was quite difficult,
but wtv its over anyway,
Im home, doing the 2007 maths paper, Im suppose to sleep but after I bathe quite awake, hahaha, Im getting a stomach ache,
my nose was running like nobody's business during the paper.
kay, Im going to work hard(: hahaha,
all the best to everyoneeee.

take this all away,
any way you want to

Labels: exams, miss you, revision

(I wanted to crop myself away, but forget it, all for you da niao)
S: Happy birthday da niao!
D: Thank you xiao niao(: all the 'breast' for the exams too! Lol.
HAHAH, how cute,

Labels: Happy Birthday(:, miss you, revision

Sunday
church then went for event,
I didnt get darker (thank god)
got my new phone C902
Wanted to get E75 but out of stock, and wouldnt wait for a not so pretty phone so just got this.
I was so close to getting prada/diamond phone, but my aunt would be unhappy, so forget it.
Then my contacts.

Monday
dead tired, idk why either.
Joan's house after school, watched corpse bride,
the title looked so scary, but it turned out to be a cartoon,
it was a torture watching it, but aiya not bad la,
Joan was messing around with my hair, I was like a doll la.
Someone started school >:) hahaha

Today
FCD, everybody head to ben and jerry's for a free cone of ice cream, not worth it, its like a friggin long queue, but for the fun of it la,
I didnt go, I miss it every year, but wtv,
went for a run instead, 5 laps and Im tired, how useless.
2.4 is Thursday, aim is 11 min plus, I hope I dont get higher than that.
I've got alot of work to do today, all the last minute work, damn.
PB is not where I should be, but I've got to be in it, as much as I dont want to,-.-
I miss gf, but we're both so busy since she started school,
kay got to rush work, byezx.

Labels: homework, Joan, miss you, phone

starting of training was killer,
played game, Chng's last one is neverending, I was so tired I swear.
after that prepared for seoul garden,
it was good, the entertainment all.
*stop here to go toilet*
kay back, so yes, after we ate and everything, tricia's table mixed the unwanted food together
we played the number game, loser have to eat a spoonful, it was damn awful,
I ate it twice, how unlucky,
nevine had it twice trina had it once same had it once sarah had it once.
walked around after we finished that bowl of thing,
I bought 2 topman shirt and one tank top from roxy, love love.
but now Im pretty broke, I want to go bangkok to shop >:
hahaha, twin got lost in marina,
explains why we are twins since I got lost in orchard MRT, hahaha.
we got fascinated by how the pillar can make us so skinny, (pictures later)
after that secret place with tricia trina jamie nevine,
change to another secret place, as it was damn hot at the first one.
and theres where all the funny stuff happen, the pictures will explain, I wont blog much.
Gf came online just now, happeeeeee(:

Labels: miss you, secret place, Training.

2 days down 3 more to go.

today was rather boring, but I had myself occupied with all my work.
I only left with 1/4 of the bonus marks for math and the chinese work,
and have yet to read the story book that we were suppose to read.
I redo my cupboard, rather proud of it, I saved my own cupboard,
Tmr training and seoul garden with team,
friday: selections dentist training
saturday: NSL, arrival of love, hahaha.
I woke up only at 12.30 today, and I feel sleepy again.
I shall watch together again(:

Labels: homework, miss you

I feel so boreddddd,
I dont have gf nonsense to entertain me, and her endless complaints about how sore she is, not to forget how she always disturb me, hahaha.
I miss you already):
training today wasnt very tiring but the sun's the killer la,
but we got to get use to it, second round is there.
oh yeah NYHS, TKGS and SNG is in the same group as us.
Its quite a good grouping, but we got to fight hard.
dinner with Tricia Trina Lynette Iris Sylvia and Sarah after that,
then homed, Together is pretty nice, I should go watch it, so that I wont be so bored,
round 2 of 17s trials got like 60 plus people,
and petrina didnt get in):
I dont think I'll get in either but Chng say just go try, nothing to lose.
I've got nothing to do tmr, its going to be a loooooooooong day.
come back sooon, it doesnt feel really good without you):

Labels: miss you, Training.

what a fantabulous vday-.-
training in the morning was cocked, okay not so much, but it annoys the hell out of me when, you try to teach your junior something, and she dont respond to you, and she just keep repeating her mistake, and you just constantly keep telling her the same thing, till you want to just pluck her head out, sorry I dont have the patience, and I do scolding business. And I dont see the motivation in some of you, we're just trying to help, if yall just want to cut us off, go ahead.
kay enough of the angsty, since today is vday(:
lover still never fail to make my day tho she's so far away( that lovely(:
after having a talk with Ms Lum and the rest, went off the bathe,
then headed to Novena with Jamie Tricia Sylvia and Iris,
had lunch, Fish & Co,
then went bra searching, which failed terribly, should have gone to queensway,
whose brilliant idea was it to go novena HUH
hahaha, yeah, then jamie and tricia had to go, so the rest of us walk around Novena Velocity and Square 2, until we were tired and decided to go home,
Iris came over while Sylvia went homeee,
played world tour, then she help me tune my guitar,
then slack around, then farewell, HAHA.
Risa text me, and I just realise it was her since I dont have her number in Joan's phone,
but Im so sorry, babe, should have asked me earlier.
Im going to bathe again, I feel so sticky,

Im still alive and kickin, come back soon):

Labels: miss you, Training.

1pm Jiwonnnyyyy tmr~
Idk how Im going to survive,
I miss you damn damn damn alot,
its not good, loves.

1. My friends are- crazy whiny lame funny joy.
2. I am listening to- cheers.
3. Maybe I should- sleeeeeep.
4. I love- ( friends God.
5. My plan- tmr? watch game.
6. I dont understand- alot of things.
7. I lost- (nothing to lose)
8. People say- I look like a town/rich/pampered keeed.
9. I am missing- love.
10. Love means- uncontrollable/awesome/sucky (HAHAHA)
11. Somewhere, someone- is on the same boat as me,
12. I am always searching for- idk.
13. Forever seems- true at the mean time.
14. I never want- lose you(;
15. My mobile phone is- sucky.
16. When i wake up in the morning- I off my alarm
17. I get annoyed when- I have to repeat wtv I say (depends)
18. Parties are- awesomezx.
19. Hugs or kisses? Hugs and kisses.
20. Today- awesome, not now.
21. Tomorrow I will- Go watch the match,
22. I really want- to eat.
23. I- Koh Sze Lin, got a prob?
24. What is your phone brand?
Sony.

25. What are the last three digits of your phone number?
wtv.

26.What does the second message in your inbox say?
(p&c)

27. Who was the last person you rang?
Auntaye.

28. Who was the last missed call from?
er Idk.

29. What does the oldest message in your inbox say?
Idk its just old.

30. Who comes up after J.
Idk la.

31.Go to your sent messages- What does the tenth message say?
Idk.

32. Who is your network provider
starhub.

33. How many messages are there in your inbox?
- alot.

34. Who do you have on speed dial 3?
-

35. Who's the first person who comes up after C?
- Idk la.

36.What do you have as your main ringtone
Silent.

37.Pass this quiz to ten people
- -

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