I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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CCA registration today.
ended at 2.45
den bought toast and set off with jannelle and veno to NUS.
the bus came so we ran all the way.
Veno was darn funny.
she was still eating so she stuff all the blueberry pie into her mouth.
and almost choke.
lols.
anyway we reached there at about 3.15?
and den we walked in and guess what?
the rest that left school at 2 havent reach yet.
hello~
they ate somewhere else instead of school while we rush and ate toast
tskkk.
yeah den after they arrived.
ran 3 rounds (1.2km)
sprinted with sam again.
hahahaha.
ball work and stuff den down the court.
Half court.
it was crazy.
I played GD for 2 halves.
I played the whole way no rest.
tskkk. but nvm.
first half GD guarded sam.
second half GD guarded tricia.
gosh?
second half I over ran and stepped into this muddly puddle.
and Jamie said the mud got on her face.
lols.
sorry man :/
my bad.
jannelle's mum drop sam danielle jamie nevine and I at clementi.
there was a JAM.
hahaha. so we reached there at like about 6.41pm.
yeah den went to Novena together with Jamie.
I AM CRAVING FOR DONUTS((:
and and jamie's 131 and my 21 came at the SAME time.
so we didnt leave anyone behind this time((:
yeah.
I was darn hungry.
Jamie send the food to bus 21 after I got down)):
hahahahas.
Finished my IH research and homework.
Im getting all so moody.
cheer me up((:
chill pill buddeh your job.
LOLS.
and and JOAN STAY AWAY FROM ME.
NO MORE KISSES!!
alrights.
byeeeee.

Im blogging.
I bought clothes today(:
anddd a bag(:
uh huh.
I dont feel like blogging today.
I dont have the mood uh.
thanks JET(:
well at least you told me.
Im moodless.
I dont wna smile.
I dont wna laugh.
Now I wish there aint tmr.

To you:
If dont believe den I got nothing to say.
All you do is tell me I became bitchier and nastier.
That doesnt help me to realise what gone wrong.

Here are the photos((:
they show how retarded I am.
hahahahaha

Tilt I am lazy to turn it.

when they took the omg shot( look below)


no comments =x

Elle look-.-

hahahahaha((:

I didnt know JET's camera shy. lols.

bilah<3>
did i post this? idk

Kay well.
In the morning I went back to primary school again
yes again.
As usual met my cousin downstairs then went together.
I was in a good mood so I cabbed down.
Went there saw Esther and Mum.
We sat down there at the foyer.
And den her Mum left Idk why we were still sitting down there.
Den the security came and tell us stories.hahahahaha.
why do they get such nice security guards after we leave?
tskkk.
But the uncle was really nice(:
I told them to go down and so we went down.
I am like always the earliest.
So I have to sit and wait for the rest to come.
Who arrived first? oh yes jac den elle den bilah.
We ordered macs((:
hahahahaha.
we could have just walk down the hill and eat there but lazy luh.
I ordered big breakfast bilah ordered sausage mcmuffin.
but they didnt take down the order so only mine came.
Yes bilah stupid mac next time order KFC!
hahahahahathe others had only drink
.And dearest JET didnt know we ordered macs she bought drinks when she came.
hahahahaha. kind soul((:
Anyway juniors your improving((:
keep it up yeah.
ju-juniors too((:
today was crazy.
I got so much to vent on I played GK and GS at the same time.
Bilah see me cannot tahan took GK I took GD.
But almost the same la.
thanks bilah anyway.
and and the last game with juniors was crazy.
hahahaha. we were hyped up I think cos of lollipop.
hahahahaha. shared among us not june.
She idk why sat very far away from us.
Anyway yes Miss seng ate one part of it and said.
"that part is mine"
hahahahaha.
but in the end she didnt eat it-.-
I ask her Miss Seng did I grow taller?
she laugh and said no I dont think so
thats meannn.ahahahaha.
Saw Miss yeo(: Miss Chua((:
Mrs Ang wasnt at training today):
anyway yes after training.
JAC AND BILAH YOU'LL GET UR BDAE BLESSING SOOOOON((:
sorry random.
hahahaha.
kay so get back after training katherena koh didnt want to follow me and I got a free taxi ride home((:
hahaha nabilah.
JET was freaking pissed.
cos she only got sent to bugis mrt.hahahahaha.
anyway I think I got a slight muscle pull on my my my my where?
whats that part called?
Its not hamstring nor calf bilah!
hahahahaits behind my thigh.
lols.anyway yes i think I got a pull there.
Thanks to the running and screaming.
hahaha bilah you even notice how much I screamed.lols.
Miss Seng was talking about combine school team for juniors!!
tskkk we dont have it.
She said actually it was suppose to be our batch but osama bombed duno where thats why its affected.
She said bombed twin tower!
hahahahahahaha. and den the twin tower(elle and janelle)
HAHA they were laughing like retarded people.
HAHA.anyway it was a mistake okay osama didnt bomb twin tower.
for those who think its real.
HAHAHA.it was darn funny.
mannn thanks alot huh miss seng wanted me to AGAPE room.
omg jac especially you okay.
tskkk.I almost died.and to elle and janelle that blame me.
oh em gee.
They called me chiobu then miss seng said eh why all ur speak like that.
then they point to me and say neh this ah lian lor.
Pfffffttt.
I am so not an ah lian not a chow want either.
tskkk.
kayy round up the day I am a happy kid((:
-meet up with dearest team((:
-lollipop((:
-free taxi ride home((:
-I got toast to eat when I got back home((:
-I got a cute lil present from JET((:
ILY JET((: NABILAH((: ELLE((:
I miss you tons man.
thanks chill pill buddeh for yesterday and this morning((:
bye today
Hi to tmr
will it be a better day?

Clara told me about it before you did.
I didnt seem appear that I care alot,
you never know how hard I am trying.
To get back but look you guys are not cooperating.
And there you shoot at me.
People think you are bitchier and nastier.
and I said give me time you said its getting worse each day how much time do I need.
I cant answer that.
I know who hated me in primary school I thought it would be okay now.
It just dont seem like it.
I am still trying.


cos I am that bitch that you all had been talking about.
I duno what my life has turn into.
Alot of things happen expecially today.
Its just sucks okay.
I am hanging on no more

everyone I CANT SMS I BOMBED
Its just not my day today.
PFFT.
chill pill buddeh you'll know why I nv reply ur sms.
sorry uh.
TSKKK.
looks like I should go for juniors training tmr.
So i can go getprepaid card.
LOL.
hahahahaha. okay I'll go tmr.
whooooots.
BYEE
Today is sucky.

Rightt.
everything suck besides.
early dismissal cos of water pipe burst
Everyone was so happy I was like why...
lols.
anyway yes after dismissal netballers gathered in the canteen.
I bought toast and guess how chill pill buddeh nevine and trina gobbled half of it all up.
then i bought another one and got chased around.
ahem.
no more toast for you.
lols.
went to buy bubble tea.
thanks for the treat.
Jack left me alone.
hahahahaha.
chill pill buddeh stop shooting pearls they are meant to be eaten.
hahahahaha.
we were strolling luh nobody told us we were late.
they just ran.
tskk.
caught up.
Jac fell. hahaha. sorry okay i shall not be mean,
she trip over this thing.
and I help her treat the wound how cool((:
whooots.
Dr Koh((:
hahahaha. Dr evil. HEEHEE.
okay wth this is getting lame.
anyway yes went there.
5 up downs. 2.4km run.
Sam and I ran together.
Kay maybe it was fun((:
hahahahaha. Cheering each other on.
After we finish we ran with veno.
man it feels good. this team feeling kinda thing.
hahahahaha.
after that touch lines? ball work.
thats when I got pissed I dont know why.
Down the court. screamed, ran as fast as I could.
anger all gone.
not all actually but yeah.
lunched with veno
long john silver((:
whoots.
went back home.
super boreddd.
I know I know alright I shouldnt have went home.
lols.
hahahahaha. okay last game on thurs against serangoon gardens.
training on Mon. Seniors game then.

69-0 to st.margs((:
C div you rock uh.
We had so much fun((:
We cant find the balls how nice?
We lost them.
1 I think
So kind souls if you find them please return.
We labelled it. SZ (number)
Played C 2 quarter played GD 2 quarters.
hahahahaha. team talk.
hoggers of grapes and jelly.
may yin desirae danielle
hog the grapes.
shared umbrella with may yin.
she omg la dont know how to shelter ppl.
my umbrella shelter herself i get wet.
tskk.
blehs.
Mrt-ed back to Novena.
den den I went KFC I was my gosh hungry.
Went home it was like 6.45 i tink.
yeah den bathe and everything.
Mother Tongue common test I think I am failing it.
tskkkk.

Chill Pill Buddeh My pic soo look like me.

Photo taking today.
Made a whole fuss about it.
Veno was waiting for me.
And those ppl there lost the time slot sheet and den they serve ppl
that were there first. wth?
They were like go and tell them ur the monitress.
Fine.
I went they bla bla bla
Until we said 1E4 slot is on 3.05 ours is on 2.50
why let them go first?
I ran all the way down to canteen and rush off with veno.
we got lost walking there.
HAHA. one big round man.
took the bus went there game over.
sam jamie tricia trina all gonee.
tskkkk.
nvm it was raining for awhile.
den after that lob to veno and let her shoot.
Had funn with her man.
she cant shoot when shes happy ppl.
HAHA.
darn funny.
went home.
and how interesting is the ride chill pill buddeh.
hahahahaha.
I was at novena and i saw bus 21 pass.
I said eh bus 21 and i continue walking.
Reach there the bus still there so went up.
I reach home at like 6.15?
ate dinner.
HAHA and man chill pill buddeh how can you get lost at novena???
yes it changed alot.
cos theres square 2.
yes I am craving for donutssss((:
nevine your handphone.
I didnt drop it. You did.
HAHA.
Hilarious man.
I left my homework in school.
Going to sch earlier.
mannnn.
Didnt go for duty today since I went to get jersey.
YES JERSEY IS FINALLY HEREEE.
whoooots.
well about skirt.
HAHAHAHA.
okay la.
Danielle her reaction was so funny.
Aiyoh! sleeveless and short skirt. sze lin if yours too big pass it to me okay. HAHAHA.
rightt okay someone's broke. hahahaha.
byeee

LALALAS~
hahahahahaha.
okay today's training at NUS.
(well theres nothing interesting to talk about sch)
The rest of the school having competition so yeah.
We were training.
RGS Cedar too.
Well maybe not Cedar.
But main point we train.
Did down court half court 1/3 court.
yeah.
tmr got photo taking not sure if going for seniors match.
Veno said she'll wait for me.
tricia need to take too for her ez-link.
duno la.
veno need to head down there to shoot.
yeah.
next game on thurs.
against guang yang.
We'll be serious right from the start eh c div(:
hahahaha.
yeah all thr best seniors.
BYEEE.

well i havent update my blog.
anyway today boring
i was talking alot in class.
idk why.
hahahaha.
went down for seniors match after sch.
Jac tricia trina I.
had fun on the way.
whooots.
seniors beat bendeemer.
by I duno how much
chill pill buddeh dont test me.
hahahaha.
and and nevine jac seriously stop it.
mann.
Tuned my guitar.
now its finally in tuned
and jac still owe me all the chords.
hahahaha.
and for my DP everyone its meee.
yas for goodness sake its not cute man,
chill pill buddeh its ME.
hahahahaha.
alright.
blog soooon.
BYEEE.

Alrights someone told me to post.
Cos shes bired and wna read.
But I seriously got no idea what to post about.
Shes drowning me with songs and comments and smses.
HAHA.
currently getting jealous cos I dont get eyebags.
I dont know whats next hahahaha.
Random.
Its a short one la I dont know what to blog about.
and dont talk to yourself man.
HAHA.
59 more min.

Went for Juniors training today.
met Janelle Jannelle and June.
start with Js and end with Es man.
How unique can I be.
HAHAHA. ego~~
taught them drill then play game
GD((:
Jet C she kinda died.
but she did well((:
Hahahahaha. Jet I bet you feel good.
Lols.
Wet Annabel and Wei Yan.
I miss those birthday blessings.
MMRS(:
Got notebook from Ms Seng((:
Whoooots.
and bought the skipping ropes for nevine and trina and myself.
I GOT RED((:
Hahahahaha.
After that lunch-ed with Jet((:
Pepper lunch((:
talk talk eat eat.
Asked home or walk?
she said home.
So yea I took the same line cos I didnt want to walk so I took MRT den bus.
Imy babe.
Things are changing I just got the feeling.
anyway clip dynasty uh.
hahahaha. Is the deal still on???
Your like losing weight la and I am gaining-.-
BADDD.
Bilahhh you didnt come)):
meet you up some other time okayy.
CNY? come back uh.
I was reading through all the letters man.
It really brought back wonderful mmr.
I wanted to walk down jet!
but too tired right.
hahahaha.
went home.
Did what I was suppose to do.
then took a night.
I dont know if can beat record today man.
Lols.
I've been drinking alot of water recently I dont know why.
hahahahas.
kayy. you owe me a car ride three years from now((:

Man I feel baddd.
cos of my attitude yesterday.
Sheesh, sorry.
I didnt mean it I just cant control man.
Yes during team talk I realise it.
Mental strength training I didnt do it before that,
like I usually do.
I shouldnt blame on that blame it on me.
anyway its over got hell loads to learn from it.
team talk today hardly train.
Man found out something serious..
sam I need to tell you man.
thats if I get the info.
anyway yes
played game after talk. for a few mintue.
fun game luh((:
gone high hahahhaa.
sam we got some click man.
hahahahaha.
juniors training tmr.
lunch out jet make it man i miss you((:
to you:
Happy Birthday and 10th month((:
hehehe.
We've gone this far((:
and your one year older((:
your growing kidd your catching up with me man.
hahahaha.
ily to death yeah((:
rightt.
okayy so chinese class today was super scary.
thanks to ____
she go hold my hands and say I'll wait for you.
wth?
I know your not serious man but your scary.
you put MY egg into YOUR mouth and then spit it out again.
man just eat it.
AND I M PISSED COS YOU ATE IT!
tskkk.
I got a headache dry cough.
suckss.
I hope your not right that I am getting sick.
tskkk.
No yas i aint pms-ing.
pleaseeee.
I am tired.
Mr Sun killed me.
byeee announce dead man.
tskk.
ily to death((:

Game today.
I sucked shit today.
sorry team.
Anyway yes sorry to some cos I know you can tell I was totally pissed.
Sorry man,
I was.
Obstruct alot.
contact alot.
slam alot.

hello siti((: hahaha sorry i contacted you alot. you learnt too right. thanks for encouragement ehh. And yes I'll tell trina. hahahaha.

Wtv Veno you did greatt((:
Anyway Happy birthday slyvia.
My ankle tskk.
June got upset too.
man come on work hard yea.
Tmr got training.
I'm gna DIEE.
tired man.
Mrt train ride home.
right sorry I was stoning hahahaha.
Habit ready luh.
hahahahaha.
Anyone island creamery tmr? after training?
although I am coughing badly.
hahahaha.
We didnt pray after game.
mann saddening.
I see differences,
anyway alright gtg sleeep.
BYEEEE(:

training killed me today.
its totally weird la today.
sam was bouncing bouncing then poof it goes somewhere else.
hahahaha.
I have to finish blogging in 5min.
rightt.
thanks for choc ehh.
((:
welcome for candy canes((:
I was vomiting air just now man.
I went bleh den nothing came out.
I was dying after the first few balls man.
Mann how am I going to play tmrr.
tskk.
I got the birthday cards to do.
I give up la do tmr.
I duno if got time..
went home with sam jamie danielle june veno jannelle may yin.
those who were on the same train they crapped like crazy.
leaders wtv.
hahahaha.
I almost slept in chi lessons
den amelia was like eh lao shi looking.
I woke up immediatly.
crap.
Ms aw randomly called me out and gave me 2 min to talk about myself.
I was like errrrr.
Kiana got it too okayy.
hahahahaha.
OHOH. In the mrt.
Theres this female.
that went: F*** are you serious??
Sam and I were like laughing luhh.
cos she said it with a O.
okay anyway its game tmr.
I didnt do mental training today like I always do.
man.
I didnt perform today quite worried.
Miss Chng said its the toughest in our group.
tskkk.
man...
leaving class at12.30 tmr((:
tell me that i'll miss sci man.
hahaha.
good luck to me.
BYEEE

backkk.
from primary school((:
Really bring back memories man.
walking back from douby.
walking up the hill.
into the library.
notice boards.
canteen((:
staff room((:
we waited for teachers till 4 plus.
den met miss chua((:
collect birthday presents and year book.
everyone look miss chua described me as:
always willing to lend a listening ear, nice to talk to, friendly, sporty, neat, cheerful, helpful, attentive, creative, hardworking, patient, gentle(so not true), willing to share her ideas, focused, sociable, always fun to be around, strong((:, careful, fun to be with, kind, caring, funny, very sweet, athletic, responsible, likeable, loyal, amiable, optimistic, humble, diligent, well-disciplined, sensible, energetic, determined and a great friend!
WHOOOTS!!
hahaha I love her luh.
she sent Jac and I all the way down to cold storage cos it was raining((:
And sadly miss seng wasnt there)):
Luyi dont loser me.
hahahaha.
Miss chua gave us cereal.
hahahaha and her normal biscuits
6 Patience you should know.
hahahas.
Today changed seats.
sucks luh seat right at the window.
No more sleeping.
stone and look out for someone that waves.
hahahahaha.
wow.
moodswings,
Danielle and Jac got my ignorance for a few min.
hahahaha.
EVERYONE MRS ANG SAID I GREWWW((:
yay-ness man((:
and okay now i have to go do research come back on later((:

REMINDER CHOCOLATES((:

Sam complain I didnt post
so here I go((:
Well I dont why
I think my confident level of public speaking boost.
I just stood right in front of the class 2 times and speak speak speak.
I wouldnt normally.
Its super weird uh.
Okayy I owe somebody candy canes I know.
hahahahaha.
And you owe me choc you know that too.
Thursday match first game crescent.
Knew it like yesterday.
Yea.
And i duno who's the next game with.
Someone update me man.
Jersey might not come tmr.
come pleaseeee.
Ohoh. and I was suppose to go back to pri sch today.
WITH SARAH LUYI AND T
But I am SOOO Sorry cos I got last min training)):
Sorry luyi pang seh you))':
I really wna go back.
But training is like on mon wed fri sat.
Packed huh.
I promise I'll make it up with you.
tskkkk.
Trained for less than 1h.
Man get serious I dont like it this wayy.
If you dont be serious for trainings I doubt you'll be serious during game.
And I am getting so dark I dont like it)):
After that walked to Island creamery with jannelle danielle jacqueline veno((:
bonded with veno quite abit(:
shes niceeee.
BUT she cant rmb me she just said i looked familiar. saddening man.
tskkk.
And Jac missed her bus.
she didnt flag for it she thought it was going to stop.
HAHA. the bus just voom off.
And then my bus came((:
Leaving her all alone.
hahahahahaha. yea.
Today aint that bad.
south zone is starting man!
YAY-NESS!

Sorry huh.
I dont wna be single.
Sorry.

I screwed up everything luh.
Sorry.
training KNC met danielle at Douby.
Took bus there.
We were like the second to reach.
Veno was sitting there alone.
Yea so we went to change.
came out.
sat there then my arm got hit by the ball.
And somehow it burns.
hahaha.
den everyone started coming in.
and and Jannelle with FROZEN GRAPES
whooo.
hahahahaha.
GD-ed and C-ed.
2 quarters each.
omg pleaseee no changing position.
I was half dead after the first quarter.
ridiculous.
so I was slacking during 2nd quarter.
den 3rd quarter sandwiched the GS.
coolios.
hahahahaha.after game debrief.
-with no appetite even though i nv eat breakfast-
went macs just to change.
rest stayed there I headed off to PS and then my phone died on me.
But June was there so yea used her phone to call.
and great JT and Bilah didnt go to PS.
Bilah never go junior training.
JT at toa payoh.
And leave me alone.
Eh we are drifting further buddy.
tskkk.
saddening.
so den June and I headed to Macs.
-Silence-
hahahahaha. weird atmosphere luh.
lols. but jac and sam being kind people they came and look for me((:
thanks huh.
helped me finish my food.
there was a part when Jac went to find her friend(toilet)
hahahahaha.
So sam and I we were talking.
then there were 2 balls with us (June didnt bring it home-.-)
one behind me one on the floor.
so den i was playing with it. den suddenly i couldnt find it anywhere.
so den I was like Sam I cant feel the ball.
She look down and said I dont see it anywhere.
I was like what are you sure??
she look yes omg where is it??
Then we found it at the other side of the chair.
hahahahahaha.
after eating den went home luh.
both of them wna go home.
I dun wna be aloner wandering around PS.
yea....
and now I think where I fell yesterday got bruise man.
tskkkk
Everything is going against me.
saddening man.
Byeeee.

Man I think sooner or later I'll be keeping everything to myself.
I got no one to talk to.
No one that I can trust huh.
tskkk.
I cant control the class.
they dont want to listen. tskkk.
pleasee luh I am doing my job right.
Wth.
I gave up went back to my seat and stone.
den I started to tear.
Stupid I know.
JET I cant wait to see you tmr man.
Life sucks.
After that went recess with the normal group.
den they were planning some celebration-.-
for Kiana Koh and I for being the monitresses.
hahahahahaha for the first time ah must celebrate one seyy.
hahahahaha. had LIFE today.
yea then after that went dental appointment.
I dont think the dentist know the definition for red man,
I said red he gave me hot pink-.-
wth lah.
tskkk.
went back for training.
up down 10 times.
then drill-ed.
den game-d
selection.
dalreena cheer up huh.
Pris too.
get in during national.
work hard huh.
suddenly it rained luh.
waited at the bus stop
for that bloody bus that took duno how many min to come.
stup.
yea yea.
tmr game with the malaysia team.
den meet meet man((:
Go buy tumbler((:
hehehehehe(:
den maybe JET late late christmas present((:
I called her and shes already sleeping man=x
hahahahaha. alrights.
byeeee

La Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and
Center, ClarityPeace, Serenity

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and UNO cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da

Kayy rightt.
I got to link new friends((:
hahaha.
Okayy ermm.
I didnt sleep today. Good((:
But still science teacher is a male and he's super soft to start of with.
And he just let the class make as much noise luh.
KIANA STEAL MY JACKET. hahahahaha.
Dearest asst monitress bring your own pleaseeee.
hahahahaha.
And yes I been made the monitress, which means more work luh.
But nvm(:
Fine fine thanks to Jannelle and Amelia.
See your name big big not.
hahahahaha.
Wanted to island creamery AGAIN with jannelle this time.
But she didnt ask her Mum so didnt go.
I took 45 min to reach home.
Yas last day for anti ahem.
ENJOY((:
hahahaha.
Okayy luyi and Evan dont scold me anymore.
I'll try to cut all the vulgarities off okayy.
tskkk.
I want to go back to primary before chi new year.
Someone tagg along((:
South Zone starting soon soon.
God bless us man.
Selection tmr for school team.
Man this is scary.
To all smss C div all the best .
Do your best tmr and get into the team huh.
Which means sze lin tmr NO slacking.
Tmr also got dentist appt huh.
CHANGING MY BRACES TO RED
hot huh? yes it is. HAHA.
Lalalalas~
Janelle and Bilah our date is on huh.
12++ to 1 After juniors training I'll meet you there for lunch most prob((:
Plazaaaa Sing dont forget((:
Argh cant wait when was the last time I saw janelle?
28th November 2007.
And I miss 6 patience and all(:
Byeeee.
Go find a music put in here and and go link((:

Is there something wrong?
I feel totally out of place):
tell me what to do.
I dont wna end so soon.

Right...back from sch.
and and I am tired.
Training argh.
thanks to Mr rain. we gotta run 20min.
and den pair work.
rain stopped went court play game(:
It was tryout day and and DIONE(: went for it((:
Dont ask me I dont know the results.
Hahahaha.
Yes in class I was emo-ing.
tskkk.
I wasnt sick luh.
I just argh got alot of things on my mind.
I duno where to start.
Maybe not alot maybe just one thing.
hmmmm. Janelle didnt say I can call her):
Well I dont need theraphy as YET.
I hope everything will be fine.
I am hoping for the things that shouldnt happen.
I duno why.
change subject.
THANKS TO JOANNE THAT LEND ME PILLOW TO SLEEP IN CLASS((:

School started.
sian..
our science teacher is super boring.
Mr Goh. omg la.
Jannelle was doing something else the whole time and he didnt even care.
Sitting right in front somemore.
and behind me and my partner was hais-ing here hais-ing there.
hahahahahaha. dont really know my partner as yet.
we didnt really talk alot.
But shes smart huh.
Ainur was quite interesting. hahahahaha. in a way.
ainur: Hi whats your name?
me: sze lin
ainur: szelin? nice name((:
for the first time man.
Nice name((:
hahahaha.
and guess what today she asked for my name again.
tskk. hahahahaha.
okay. had LAP=language arts programme today.
FUNN(:
sarah amelia clara jannelle. Groupies for this game.
hahahahhaa. sarah and I poor thing kena push by clara like thousand of times.
tskkk.
Chinese test man I didnt even check la.
I think I'll fail I was so tired la.finish immediatly slept.
hahahahaha.
yea tmr got training((:
rmb to bring shoe ankle guard towel. yes((:
BYEEE(:

We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Kay this is weird.
I find spams interesting.
hahahaha.
maybe now that I am bored.
Lols.
take care bilah and JT check in huh.
take care(:

PMS=Potential Murder Suspect.

hahahahaha. I got it from Dione's DP. hahahaha.
Record 3.11am huh.
hahahaha.
Slept at 3.11am and woke up at 10.48am
Woke me up to help her do work.
tskkkkk.
I was so pissed huh.
tskkk.
I almost fall asleep while ironing.
hahahahah. which is dangerous huh.
hahahahaha.
I miss JT):
Kinda feels weird luh.
Without her.
I feel bad here too mum. I said I would call but I didnt):
So sorry, but I promise I wont break the deal we have.
Ily huh and I guess you know it(:
Buying school shoes later. hahahaha
and I realise I havent pack my bag.
argh. I still got holiday mood.
tsk.
Tmr's like proper lessons and class.
Keep to my new year resolution.
PAY ATTENTION.
Little kid huh? no no no.
hahahaha.
hmmm. lalalalalalas.

I was late for training today
but the rest havent start so yea..
4 rounds as usual.
I was dying man.
hahahahaha.
I sucked in training today la.
I was freakingly pissed with myself.
I started whacking the ball which was BAD
tskkkk.
and yes I am okay now.
I was running and running and running without even thinking
Stupidity.
after training helped danielle with her hair.
bun bun bun((:
hahahaha.
went home la. stupid walk so far.
Tskkk.
Reached home finish my chores and I knock out.
till seven.
went out for dinner.
came back home MSN((:
And and sarah joy!!
HAHAHA WE ARE RETARDS HUH!
hahahahaha.
and let me make some correction dione
not dion.
HAHAHAHA.
Its only 10.58pm and everyone's like i gtg i gtg.
leaving me behind with no one to talk to.
tskkk.
And and I got a guitar((:
not me actually my uncle just randomly bought it for me.
Its not expensive luh.
Its only from super.
Bleh.
But at least I got something to play with now.
Pris lend me your tuner and cords((:
And all the notes((:
I wana photocopy(:
Hehehehe.
Jac aint continueing guitar which is saddening.
hahahaha.
and to yasira.
HAHAHA ALL THE BEST!
lols. scarily nice is weird la.
hahahahaha.
I feel dead.
moodless.
thanks to the sleepy head that went off to sleep.
HAHAHA.
ily huh.
alright. byeee(:

1st day orientation
got in the school.
and woa it feels weird.
hahahahaha but found out my class luh.
1E5(:
and JANNELLE LEONG WEI JUAN is with me((:
hahahaha. for the 3rd year.
hahaha. form teacher Miss Sharon Aw.
No not the celebrity although it will be totally cool but no.
Hahahaha. it was total slack huh 1st day?
I forgot what we had luh.
2nd day
Amazing race(:
rocked it. hahahaha.
Ann is scary.
hahahaha. see how her legs go up like split seyy.
hahahaha. beat record 2.4m with legs((:
hahahaha. scavenger hunt didnt find all luh.
we slacked and gave up.
campfire was kinda cool.
lol but they have to put it off after a few min.
which is bad?
lol 1E5 you rocked the stage yea!
hahaha. i love you la.
grand prize(:
yay! hahaha.
although i was totally moodless for the first half of the day.
after lunch i was hyper.
which freak amelia dawson sarah joy clara jannelle out.
hahahahaha. screaming was the way(:
hahahaha. dion was funny.
hahahaha. and fish is smelly jasmine! hahahaha.
Jac! Jan! middle one. Inner joke((:
hahahaha.
anyway yea fast forward to today.
i was the first to sleep last to wake up. HAHAHA.
and still I was sloppy the whole way.
hahahaha. half dead huh.
assembly was looong.
looong and i mean it.
tskkk. how uncomfortable huh.
hahahaha. CCA fair=chaos.
my gosh join this join that everywhere.
hahahaha. danielle was like i will consider it.
for everything. wth luh hahahaha.
hahahhaha. i came back did everything,
1st thing is call janelle tan((:
she seems to be troubled? should i say that?
well babe push on huh.
I'll always be here(:
ily(:
Thats what ur choice is you havent make the wrong path(:
yea thats all for today (:
byeeee(:

Sorry to those I throw temper at.
Sorry pris.
Not to you though.
Sorry):