I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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I am super tired now.
Its almost 2 and I think Im heading for bed soon.
But I'll have to blog now.
Slept at 2 yesterday woke up at 6.
den cabbed down to primary school with Kat.
yeah.
We were like 2nd to reach.
still got alot of time.
So went to prepare everything and so on.
Hanging around in the CCA room.
Michelle came then,
damn sweet la please the first thing she came in was walk to me and give me a hug.
And I feel tall(:
hahaha.
Hahaha I love her(:
Oh fine JET I love you more.
hahaha.
I didnt know she was like at the door,
and I was making my way out.
Omg the joy to see you again after how many weeks??
Idk, but I was really happy.
I hope you like the present.
Wear the laces(:
Made our way to Kallang.
Miss Seng wasnt in good mood man.
anyway so yeah made our way to Kallang.
Met Nabilah Jannelle and June.
Trained juniors.
Took the defenders together with Nabilah.
Miss Seng say take then take lor.
hahaha.
I think I killed them.
Mainly taught them outer hand and agression like Miss Seng said.
hahaha.
made 2 players contess for one ball.
do 10 before you can rest.
I threw the ball over the whole world.
hahahaha.
I am mean,
hahaha.
WASABI SHOES
I want I want(:
The team dont really want so I guess have to order from Miss Seng myself.
Yeah, the shoes is like so nice please.
hahaha.
okay so after that went macs.
Ate, goodbye):
then smss people continued staying there.
Talked to Evan for awhile then she had to go.
tskk.
kay then went back to Kallang,
warm up game starts.
friendly against VJC.
oh my umpiring sucks la.
hahahaha.
I missed alot of stuff.
when we were playing I thought it was good la.
in the end beat them 24-14.
after that fun game.
den wrote the message.
hahaha damn funny.
they cant draw a heart,
ahahaha.
after everything went KFC with Jamie Tricia and Trina.
omg I thought we crapped alot.
Got choked on coke also laugh until like what la.
hahahaha.
took bus with lynette and the rest.
hahaha I think we were making lot of noise.
and I malu-ed sitira.
hahahaha.
walk and talk.
hahahaha. yeah.
alighted and douby took traing to novena.
train ride was hilarious with Jamie
The women behind me was sleeping while she stand up.
and the other one Jamie you say it. Its funny.
hahahaha.
Bus came at the same time again(: haha
so went home.
yeah.
Guess what hahaha ego sitira is back again.
hahahaha.
Dolly Parker uh? Thats like super random please.
Napkin from cruise.
hahahaha.
Mel I'll support sharks(:
hahahaha.
All the best for NSL yo(:
And I still cant believe it okay.
hahaha. Its was unexpectable please.
lols.
yeah yeah okay I think I shall go sleep now,
And pray that I dont ge sick man.
All of my sib are sick.
fever and all.
tskk.
okay goodnights(:

Oh yeah this song means alot.
Like you said.
Crap its how I feel actually.
Cos all along I dont want to go to bed,
cos Im afraid I might think of you.
Too Close For Comfort-Mcfly
I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget
And yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving Me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry

But it's getting late
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost the words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right
But if you turn your back on me no
When I need you most
But you just let me down, down, down
Would you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in(Yeh yeh yeh)
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
I guess I'll never know...