I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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I knew it wasnt going to work out, cos I love you too much
[quoted from P.S. I Love You(:]
Sports day.....
went there early with nevine,
to practice
and poof its cancelled.
saddening uh?
whatever.
After we're being dismiss walked around like a lost sheep,
chasing after cabs with sam danielle and yas.
walk up walk down stupid taxi none of them stop.
I hate flagging for cabs.
tskkk.
walked to taxi stand then.
but somehow yas cant go have to go home.
cheer up uh. dont argue argue tao?
and ecpb you scare her.
hahaha.
((;
cab all the way to pri school.
den visit visit.
talked to miss seng for quite sometime.
changed then walked down to douby.
so yeah danielle and I left for movie while sam went home.
lunch-ed in school though.
Gosh I swear I miss the bake rice((: I ate it.
hahaha.
Jac I know you're jealous.
and apparently there's no more nice fishballs,
tskkk.
anyway watched P.S I Love You.
wanted to watch leap years but it wasnt showing at that cinema.
tskk.
anyway watching with danielle quite boring, hahaha.
she showed no emotions to wtv happen.
but it somehow reminded me of you):
okay back here went to bought Jamie's gift before that.
and JET's too.
nothing really great but I want you to use them((:
thats for all the theraphy sessions.
hahaha.
one recently and the other one way back.
reached home at 4.30 straight I came here.
hahaha.
To make me happy you have to colour my life red(:
oh yeah its a bitchy day.
cursing and swearing all around inside me.
cos the next thing I know you are _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
anyway, I think my sister is crazy,
she've been crying to sleep.
she's only 9 please.
maybe she got the disease from me.
oh did I mention I love nabilah bte abdul too?
I can pour out everything on her
but I'll know she's still there(:
oh yeah and I hate those bitches.

Pulled through today,
but the next thing tmr is coming sooner than I know.
But its happy to see you've got over me.
Its now a picture of you and me and the history.