I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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Thanks tons man.
all the post dedicated to me and so on.
this is from clara(:
It's not the pain,
It's not the hurt,
It's the hole in your heart
I bet,
It's Like a mark without it's visibility,
Like darkness without light.
Isn't it?
Don't be down,
Love comes from all sources,
Since it's the closest thing we have to a miracle,
A miracle in it's special way,
God made sure there was much to give,
In different places,
In different ways.
You are loved my friend,
You are loved for you.
Everyone wants it,yet they don't realise it.
Fill up that hole,by giving that missing love.
Give it & receive it,
Own it and have neverending supply.
We love because God first loved us,
Make love your own and share it,
So smile.
whoo thanks uh(:
this is from Kiana(:
[ SPECIAL NOTE TO SZELIN:)))]
EII!!!
dun emo le lahh!!!
be take verii super, high person!!!
tat side of you is more lovable:)))
hahas...
you wont "recover" so fast, tat i know...
but waddever happens...
i'll be here okay???
(OKAY...I'M NOT LES... DUN EVEN TINK 'BOUT IT!!!)
but...
juzz keep smiling okay???
its healthier...
and you can get better results:))))))))))))
hahas...
HOPING TO SEE YOU WITH A SMILE 2MORO MORNING IN SCHOOL!!!
:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))(like tat^^)
JIAYOUS MONITRESS!!!
hahas...
BYE BYE:)))
Thanks alot alot.
Idk what to say.
sorry for throwing temper if I did.
Just know that I'll be okay after reccess.
Its killing me.
anyway, just thanks for everything(:
the consideration the encouragement.
we only knew each other for almost 1 term for some of you,
yet its like how many years.
hahaha.
nt that bad afterall.
Risa was being totally hyper.
after school that was.
with her crap.
muahaha.
totally gross though.
human body(: hahaha.
at least it did make me laugh my heads off.
house practice was slack?
ran twice only.
then went to do hw with danielle den go home.
oh well.
today is a cold day.
cuddling up with my bro cookie monster pillow and small lil blanket.
yes although I heard some unwanted stuff today.
Kiana was high?
hahaha.
I thought I would like to mention you in my bloggy again.
Tmr is prize giving.
leaving at 12 again.
however training is tough uh?
TP stadium.
track here I come.

dang, I feel useless, so many people around me who got my back.
yet I cant move on.
sorry. hide those pain and worry with just a smile(: