I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,I got over you.

there are different sluts in th world,
and yas your the suay slut.
hahahaha.
im a happy kid today yoz.
prize presentation in th morning.
den they had to meet monitress so I went.
den got trick by danielle.
stupid joke.
lols.
english encounter was crappy.
speaking with stupid accent.
den followed by greeting Mr Tan with that stupid accent.
lame shit.
noodle stall aunty not here again,
and I dont like porridge so I didnt bother to eat something light.
Kiana Koh disturb me all the way today.
all the way to 3.40pm
yeah went to take my CT,
I can truthfully say that I hate algebra to the max.
anyway, crapped with Mr Tan,
quite funnaye.
Pizza Hut.
hahahaha.
link link link, wth.
kiana was waiting for me to spit my chrysanthemum out of my mouth again.
whatever la whatever,
im never going to drink in front of you again
training stop for a week, continue next week.
oh yes yas that means I have no time on friday
for the movie.
sucks.
and sat sun wait longgggg.
cos next week probably i got no time,
due to yknow the reason.
this week I got chalet.
that reminds me of the last time I went back for juniors training.
hahahaha.
oh yes Evan call me soon!
I keep forgetting.
oh guess what I saw the paper the sci paper your did on fri
hahahaha.
jac lee let me seeee(:
LUYI GOT BRACESSSS(:
yas go get too.
anyway thanks for the awesome choc and gummy.
quite long away when I give myself a choco treat(:
minus those at games.
tricia is so starting to call me linah.
Lin + Minah=linah.
wth?
hahahaha.
okay idk how long I'll have to go if I continue everything.
hahaha loved today(:

before I go know that I got a reason creating the whole shit,
and Im glad I did it.