I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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sat

*phone vibraters*
sze lin:*wakes up pick up call* hello
sam: hello. sze lin where are you?
sze lin: OMG! shit, what's the time now?!
sam: 7.20am
sze lin: shit! okay bye


what a great way to start the day.
my alarm didn't ring, almost late for U14s.
went there met tricia trina sam JT bilah evan elle beckah,
my number 131. group E.
i was the only one in E.
awesome.
but i made friends with Adeline(?) she's niceeee(:
my ass hurts the whole day.
i played i didn't care.
got through round 1
waiting for my round 2 results.
hoping and prayind i made through.
went home. met ratana at the bus stop.
she didn't see me first.
she saw JT first ):
anyway, she looked different.
okay went home, soon went for chalet.
grandma's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA.
I LOVE YOU (:
she's one of a kind, so cute(:
went for bowling and pool.
first time for pool, i was quite good at it (:
HAHA ego.
fun with lovelies.
cousins were high.
laughing at every single thing
suppose to than fell asleep.
i went back to aunty's house. slept at 4+ woke up at 1+.
woke up ate brunch.
then followed my grandma to the temple with roseanne.
my grandma super cute lah she omg!
hahaha.
then they sent me home.
home is hatred man.
sucks.

thanks to amelia, that she help me post (amelia here)
tmr is juniors final
all the best(: your dearest senior will be there,
look out for me(:
school today was quite okay.
besides the fact that i got stomach ache during MT
i got to go to the toilet(: hahaha
i love fishes (inner joke) hahaha.
okay byeeee.


She left me - McFly

She walked in and said she didn't wanna know
Anymore
Before i could ask why she was gone out the door
I didn't know, what i did wrong
But now i just can't move on

Since she left me
She told me
Don't worry
You'll be OK you don't need me
Believe me you'll be fine
Then i knew what she meant
And it's not what she said
Now i can't believe that she's gone

I tried calling her up on her phone
No one's there,
I've left messages after the tone...
Really?
Yeah man loads

I didn't know, what i did wrong
But now i just can't move on

[Chorus]