I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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yknow what
dont judge my life for me.
thanks alot for getting out of the way.
call me a bitch slut wtv
im one.
lost the match today.
i wouldnt say we didnt play well at all.
but the last 4 min was great.
i shed a tear
alright it was much better than how i felt the last match.
i gave away how many tons of balls?
sorry :\
pizza after match.
watched the rest of the match and finals.
so yes rgs won cedar for b div.
ij won rgs for c div.
ssp won ij tp for b div.
yepps.
after everything went lj with jamie danielle iris tricia trina.
shit i found myself highing with
ANTI PREFECTS and songs.
trina jamie scared of meeee.
lols.
oh yeah during the rest of the match hang around with jt bilah.
grats la grats la.
hahaha.
jt and my mp3.
and she drank from my bottle sucking right from the top.
jt: *took my bottle drank*
szelin: why are you drinking from my bottle??
jt: *put bottle down*
szelin: why did you drink from my bottle??
jt: *look at bottle* oh shit.
lols. I miss her man.
after today it'll be like a see you once in a while thing.
oh yes evan got to talk to you soon.
about miss seng's birthday.
alumni thingy.
yeps so back to topic after lj went to interchange with iris.
she took 144 and the whole group of ij people (netballer) were there with coach.
hahahaha she was scared or rather she felt embarrassed for duno what reasons.
ride home was much of stoning and all since dearest yas didnt reply my sms.
oh yeah everyone who text me to cheer up and wtv.
thanks loads.
Dione I dont look babelicious.
((:
and Im not fierce(:
Yas dont be scared when I emo
I dont kill tau?
hahahaha.
and dont ever giggle man.
I didnt do it on purpose.
((: be nice.
chocolates for me tmr.although i cant freakingly eat choc.
thanks to my sore throat and everything.
lol.
common test tmr for me.
great.
missed fri common test and tmr common tet replacement for me.
rahh.
dental appointment on fri.
no training for this week.
probably next week?
idk depends if we want to continue.
ofc i want to continue((:
hahaha.
we'll see.

last msg here cos its not neccessary
im moving on im not going to bother
i dont want your dearest to think im still hanging on
cos probably I dont give it a shit anymore
all i get are lies and I dont like it
your moving on oh so fine
and I got no idea why im still here
so goodbye.