I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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I hate mornings.
Ah miss one bus then miss la its not like we're going to school late,
the other bus that comes bring us to school at 7.
shut your crap up and stop asking me to run to the bus stop.
we just look so idiotic okay?
anyway okay cut the thing on top.
so yeah in the morning lynette tried to trick me saying she's not coming to school.
but she failed
I knew it was a trick((:
but I got trick by kiana koh.
rawr.
anyway, erm after school, wait to macs to discuss for gallery walk thingy.
but we didnt,
I went back to school by 3 to meet nevine and jamie and tricia and trina.
hilarious trip back the wind too strong when Joanne and I ran it flip the other side.
Planned to go back primary school but since it was raining we went to Novena instead.
and and Jamieeee met ahem ahem.
she didnt even hear me say eh jamie nike shop.
hahahahaha.
anyway we roam around there, finding a place to eat.
we went into the ramen restaurant then we sat then we didnt want to eat.
so we ran out of the store.
embarrassing I tell you.
so went sakae sushi instead.
and since I ate and Nevine didnt want to eat we sat at a seperate table.
Retarded.
den we decided to go and buy DONUTS
awesomest.
Nevine was retarded la she.
she keep saying eh why is the table vibrating why is the table vibrating in the end its cos her phone vibrating.
-.-
omg la.
anyway nevine had to go so she took her donuts and left.
before that we were like drawing on the box.
oh well,
after 3 of the sushi people finishes eating wanted to pay.
so they were like erm bill.
those who knows how the bill thingy works.
this is what they did they sat there and waited until trina said I think we're suppose to go to the counter to pay-.-
and den when they went to pay they didnt bring the bill thingy along.
hilarious.
anyway I was so desperate of donuts I went out and took out a donut and ate.
and then the chocolate squirt out,
so in the end everyone started eating donuts IN the toilet.
until we finish everything.
after that decided to chao home so walked to the bus stop.
and I think I was stupid enough to say this.
*bus coming and us walking to the bus stop*
jamie: EH SZELIN 21!
szelin: oh oh *run*. *sudden stop* was that April fool? *look at bus* oh really! *ran*
stupid la please.
hahaha, I seriously thought it was April fool.
and guess what I trick sarah using yas trick.
eh you got bloog stain!
hahaha.
hilarious.

why did I wipe away my tears,
when you didnt even shed a tear?
It have been fucking 1 month,
saying missing you wont make a difference,
you have got it going, find a new love.
just my luck.
luck and love is just not on my side.
love? quite interesting uh?
start of story: oh ily oh so much
end of story: sorry, I might come back to you again.
oh probably I'll just forget that sentence.
stop being my nightmare, its scary.
Its often a fucked up feeling I get
Im going to stop all the nonsense Im doing.
your the cause to what im now.
thanks alot.
you'll never know how difficult it is for me,
Im the one experiencing it not you.
you're probably lying like how you did.
taste my pillow, its probably salty.
all the things you said just doesnt feel right.
today's probably your happy day
I hope there'll be a scar,
cos that means I stop bleeding.