I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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THANKS TO NADIA AND NIC FOR SHOWING ME THE WAY TO MGS(:
AND TO NADIA FOR SENDING ME THE SONG.
(SHE FORCE ME TO DO THIS, IF NOT SHE'LL CALL ME A MEANO AND TELL ME TO GO AND DIE, I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING SHE'S SUCHA MEANO, AND A TOTAL MAT)

/edit
I just went to janelle's blog, didnt know my blog made her ask herself so many things.
hahaha, I think I've found myself back,
laughing and enjoying myself(:
kim(sss) is chao chao chao chao ah liannnn. not me okayy.
she's a meano too): but eventually I won the arguement of her being a more lian(:

What's the connection between you & the last person that called you ?
- Lynette,cliqueo

Have you ever turn your cell phone off ?
- Yeah, low batt or when I sense that gna have spot check

What happened at 10.00am today ?
- I stained my white FBTS

When did you last cry ?
- Idk

What is your fav thing to eat with peanut butter ?
- I don't like peanut butter.

What do you want in your life right now ?
- good question.

Do you carry your umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood ?
- Umbrella or nothing

What's the fav thing you wanna have on your bed ?
- EEYOREEE and BEAR(:

What bottom are you wearing now ?
-brown shorts

What's the nicest text in your inbox says ?
- -

Do you tend to make a r/s complicated ?
- Wtf, no?

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
- Nopes

What was the last movie you caught ?
- Forgot

What are you proud of ?
- -

What does the oldest msg in your inbox says ?
- its very very old. -

What was the last song you sang out loud ?
- -

Do you have any nicknames ? What are they ?
- sze,zinny

What does your last received text msg says ? Who was it from ?
- okay- tricia

What time did you go to bed last night ?
- 2+

Are you currently happy ?
- yeah:D

Who gives you best advice ?
- JET(:

Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
- No, omfg?

Who did you talk to on the phone last night ?
- None.

Is anything bugging you right now ?
- Nopes(:

Who was the last person to make you laugh ?
- sisters

Do you ever wear toe socks ?
- Nopes

Who was the last person you missed a call from ?
- JAMIE TAN

Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
-Yeah.

Who annoys you most in a person ?
- Alot of people

Do you have a crush on anyone ?
- -

Have you ever done any crimes ?
- Vandalism, small crime luh.

What is the colour of your room ?
- Pinkish purple

Would you kill someone you hate for a billion ?
- Nopes

Do you believed in the saying " talk in cheap " ?
- -

Who was the last person to hug you ?
- Eh idk.

Did anyone see the last person you kiss ?
- who isit?

Do you have a life ?
- Yes I have a fucking life.

Have you ever think someone died , when they don't ?
- Kinda

What is the reason of the song in your profile ?
- No song.

Who was the last person you saw in your dream ?
- No dreams recently, or maybe I forgot

Last time you smiled .
- Just.

Have you changed this year ?
- Yeah alot, I don't need any comments I know it myself, but c'mon everyone changes

What are you listening to right now ?
- Nothing

Are you talking to someone when you do this ?
- Yeah

Do you walk with your eyes open or close ?
- OPEN-.-

Is there a quote you live by ?
- Nothing to regret, everything's done.

Do you want someone you can't have ?
- -

Have you ever played a instrument ?
- yeah, harmonica and a bit of guitar.

What was the worst idea you had in this week ?
- Idk

What were you doing last night at 11.00pm ?
- watching something.

Are you happy with your love life right now ?
- -

What song describe your love life ?
- -

Does the person know you love him/her ?
- -

Who always makes you laugh ?
- DANIELLE CHOOOOOOOONGKALIBOOM

Do you speak other language other than english ? what other?
- Yeah. Chinese Teo Chew and abit of malay

Are you blond ?
- No-.-

What your middle name ?
- sze

What are you going to do tomorrow ?
- ADIDAS CARNIVAL(:

What do you think you are like ?
- Idk, answer for me.

Who will you choose to die with ?
- I'll die myself

Where have you been today ?
- Shaw plaza

What game do you play often ?
- mm?

Who are you missing right now ?
- Everyone I hang around with(:

If you've to choose between friends & love , what will you choose ?
- I don't know how to answer this.

What are you doing right now ?
- This, and msn.

Which Pri sch are you from ?
- SMPS,rockker(:

Name 3 colours that you like .
- red black white

What emotion you like to show ?
- -

What is life to you ?
- tell me more about it

If you have something troubling you , what will you do ?
- settle it asap

Who did you last chat in msn today ?
- Nadia

Who do you admire the most ?
- -

Which month are you born in ?
- Im a NOVEMBER baby

How are you feeling right now ?
- retarded-ness

What is the time now ?
- 6.13pm

Where are you now ?
- Singapore , Mcnair, My house, living room

What colour did you use to dye your hair ?
-

Why did you do this test ?
- cos I was boreddd

What do you do when you're moody ?
- STONE:D

At which age you wish to get marry ?
- IDK

Who is more important to you ? Boyf or friends ?
- BOTH

Do you think you've enough confident ?
- Depends

Who is the person you trust the most ?
- JET(: YAS(:

Do you belive in seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
- Yes

If you can have a dream come true , what would it be ?
- Everything I wish to come true

What is your goal for this year ?
- Get good result for EOY(:

Do you belive in eternity love ?
- DADDYGOD(:

What feeling you love the most ?
- what I used to feel

Do you really think its global warming now ?
- YES

What feeling you hate the most ?
- ALOT

Do you cherish every friendship of yours ?
- Yes, don't doubt it

Do you belive in God ?
- YES:D

Who cares for you the most ?
- Idk?

What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
- everything

What you'll bring when you fight ?
- Sorry I don't fight

What have you regretted doing in your whole life ?
- Everything I did, which was a wrong choice

What would you feel when no one longer cares for you ?
- They will still be someone I know.

What if your stead two-timed you ?
- Break.

Who i miss now ?
- Everyone I hang out with((:

Idk wtf is happening in her life don't ask me,
thank you oh so much

WHO WANTS TO SELL THEIR BOYFRIEND BLOUSE TO ME(:
red and white checkered preferably.
Buffet lunch today,
ate alot, double work now train harder, burn calories,
sorry couldnt join y'all for movie today, too last min uh.
oh yeah, I heard its a no smoking day, coolios la please,
oh yeah anyone know how to get to MGS? please please I NEED HELP TO GET TO MGS TMR!
despo shitz.
and anyone have the song
- fall for you snippet by secondhand serenade
- Sorry by I forgot who.
3 ways to please me today.
- sell me your boyfriend blouse
- tell me how to get to mgs (!!)
- and send me the song(:

Oh yes I forgot something,
lynette text me this morning saying you appear in my dreams dont sleep until 12 anymore horh!
haha so sweet, okay so I ask what happen to me in her dreams
she say after sports day or something, this guy suddenly hold her hand dont want to let go, then I crazy crazy go hold that guy hands, but later that guy turn out to be my brother-.-
I don't have an older brother.
hahaha, its gna be cool though.
so I ask, wth is that guy handsome??
she was like yes yes yes, but I don't like him in my dreams (retarded)
so I said okay let's go find him,
hahahahahaha, omg retarded manz,
LYNETTE I MISS YOUR CRAPS
only damini and maisarah got back to me for class outing.
tmr last day

/edit
whatthefuck, a guy added me on msn,
and said I gave him my email on habbo
(who the heck habbos) and talked to him yesterday on habbo
whatonearthisthis?

I got fucking eyebags, shit, I shouldn't have woke up after I slept,
after I woke up tada eyebags.
dang dang dang.
training was funner today, with games and all.
so husband and wife was up next. I kept sitting beside beside nevine's partner causing her to run.
hahahahaha. sarah's was the funniest.
*sit beside her partner*
*nevine tap her*
Sarah: why? why? you tap me? what I do? *look around saw me* oh so you.
fucking funny I swear.
then since I have habit of pinching people when I see the cement mixer,
(all thanks to ASB) There was once this cement mixer pass, so I pinch Jamie and Nevine who was sitting side to side, so ounch nevine then nevine knoew it was me then I pinch jamie,
she turn to nevine,
Jamie: what why you pinch me?!
omg, I ran away before she could do anything.
oh yeah I was being child-LIKE and started threwing the red rock like stuff you find on tracks and started throwing at danielle, who was sitting beside me,
I threw one then duno how many seconds later she started ohmygoshing.
Danielle: omg something went in I think its an insect!
*I get up and run*
Danielle: so its you, you know its very tickilish and it went through my body! *chase after me*
Today's sucha chasing day, whatever you call it.
So yes Sunday is adidas carnival and Monday is game against SSS A.
its gna be tiring.
I waited for ASB till 12 then went home together same usual thing la,
just talked and talked then bye.
im tired and im dead.

bah, suddenly got back to I'll remember you,
what an old song,
anyway, today I did 1 diary entry and 1 letter writing for compo(:
sense of accomplishment, its only 2.42pm,
probably go up onto the nlb website and reserve the books I want to do for book review.
I dont have alot of free days during these hols, i only have about 10+ after minusing school training and games,
wtf? imagine with U14 training?
give me the dates man, I need to plan for class outing too.
crapness.
2 more days and I'll decide on a date for class outing, I receive no emails,
repeat no emails.
so I'll assume everyone can make it on anyday if I dont get any on 31st.
If you say you can't make it sorry, I already say let me know but no one is responding.
stupid kiana, left me with all the planning.
tsk tsk. alrighto.
bye.

omfg, shes hotness, okay anyway Im free now till tmr?
today's such an ass.
besides school training.
after I left off to meet janelle, I miss a stop so I was running to meet her at douby.
and then 16 came and we werent late we reached at like 6.25pm
okay so here goes changing into jerseys and everything.
when I reach there I was despo for toilet.
lols, okay so continued with warm up,
did the dynamic thingy, square and shuttle,
after that it came to something like half court but not half court.
omg I wanted to kill myself,
first I tripped on farah, I got up and offer again, and then a few steps later I trip on another person's foot.
omg I tell you, like wth?!?
didnt play for first and second quarter so took score.
den played C for 3rd quarter, I did okay.
but 4th quarter played WA omg, i suckedddddddd,
I dont even know what I was doing, maybe I was th cause to the defeat.
but overall good job guys.
score 38-45 to speed.
yeah so after game slack, den kim(sss) came eh got frog there got frog there.
then I was wondering why on earth would there me frog in KNC?!
both kim ask me to close my eyes then they drag me there.
but I being scared open my eyes half way.
hahaha, my justea packet I threw at the frog or rather a toad,
like no reaction luh.
but I felt mean,
I went to retrieve my packet then suddenly one lizard from up there drop down,
by that time kim (sss) was already hugging the pillar there.'
hahaha, okay so we went back sit down,
joanne was so despo to go to the toilet so kim and I follow,
I was dragged along but kim wanted to change so yeah.
I was like what la? what's so nice about the toilet?!
but it turned out to be the person outside the toilet at the playground.
hahahaha,
they were having ice bath, I want):
okay anyway kim said there was somethin interesting on the floor,
so she showed me wl, bra there, omg, gross.
hahahaha, so after that my aunt called and said she reached so yeah chao,
got to have dinner/lunch with them soon soon soon.
alrighto see ya!

Im on now, coz I HAD to kill time.
training was fine, well no idea why I got so high,
yeah but still fun.
I only play C for a quarter (thank god). playing eith kalishna is scary cos she grabs you.
hahahaha. oh well,
we jogged 5 rounds around school too.
and my shooting improved (somehow)
After everything it was about 11.03am,
so yeah yas wanted me to wait for her, and so I waited till about 12.
den went home together and all.
hmm, I miss breakfast with you):
game is later game is later.
the size 's' skirt seems so big.
and I feel like a total life saver.
cos kim took 'm' and its too big for her, so I told her to go borrow from zah.
ah smart smart smart ass.
oh yeah my pony tail is a water fountain(:

today's sucha wastage of timeeee.
so I woke up about 12 again, im a heavy sleeper man
okay so ate and everything, den started to do my work.
omg 50 expressions that hard to fine?!
oh well, text Yas Kiana the whole way,
abit of amelia abit of lynette abit of jannelle abit of janelle
amazing how I havent bomb yet.
stil got 227 text left,
I don't think I can survive till 31st.
tmr's going to be busy.
8-11 school training.
6.30-8.30(?) U14 competition
tmr's going to be tiring, hope for easy training.
yeah, everyone seems to have problems uh,
now its yas, and for goodness sake uh, I can't give you advice on that, cos Im doing a lousy job myself.
sorry, but ily(:
reminds me of the last time I said Ily to someone. hahaha,
ilysfm whoever you are:D

okay I felt very smart for the moment I gave JET advice.
I can't believe I actually said that.
there's a saying: 'If you love a person change for him/her' but if you adapt to the person doesnt that show that you him/her more.
It might not make any sense to you, but she gets the meaning.
loves,

I was late for training today, but yeah nvm
training was mainly courtwork, passes and movement.
not much.
kim so tricked me.
and she was laughing at my expression
beckah trick me also, with sisscors paper stone
whats with everybody and tricking me manz.
tsk tsk, hahaha.
didnt join them for dinner.
so JET Bev Beckah and I headed home
Bev so laugh the same way as me,
scarily funny.
hahahaha, went to causeway to get their bubble tea first.
yeah so at sweet talk,
there was a group of mats,
yes they were staring at our side,
but JET BEV they wont staring at me for god's sake.
beckah was just totally blur the whole time we were talking about it.
and so bev was siding JET the whole time, and beckah was there not knowing what we were talkin about.
blur sotong, bought my waffle and headed for MRT.
there's something with me and waffles(:
lols, so disgusting talk in the MRT,
and JET said ______ so loudly in the MRT, omg I literally hide my face
like ohamgeeeeeeeee.
so beckah and JET got off then bev den me.
They kept me awake during my ride home.
hahaha, and so tmr, im suppose to finish my chi compo,
oh well,
janelle's having problem, helping her out, well she helped me when I felt like shit and everything, so yeah, cheer up babe, yknow he's not everything (as for now)

oh yes shawn is on teevee,
and janelle's going crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
lol,
okok, let me tell you mummy
I AM NOT LIAN
this is what she thinks that make me lian,
which is total kerap.
- My fringe
- My braces
- Eyeliner
- My big bags
- Skinnies
- Mainly the way I dress
- And my everything
I know everyone don't agree
I love you alot. hahahaha
***
I was watching the fund raising for sichuan people,
they told us a story about the earthquake actually I thought it was really touching or wtv.
after the earthquake, they found a women, she was dead, but her positionm was really weird like yknow knees on the ground and hands in front, they when they removed the body, they found a baby underneath her, and the baby was wrapped in a towel, sleeping very soundly. In the towel they found a handphone and it typed:
qin ai the bao bei, ru guo ni hai huo zhe de huo, yi ding yao ji de wo, wo ai ni
in eng it means
dearest, if your still alive you have to remember me, I love you.
***
Its crazy how we I lost myself tonight):
Ah fuck fuck fuck fuck I don't like this feeling.
it'll hurt when it heals too

ah today, boring boring boring.
so I went for the art thingy vivien asked me to go,
and turn out I was the only one there, with people I dont really know,
got stuck there for 2h,
so entertained myself by texting yas,
and guess what I drew?
2 lines-.-
you just go up to that big big piece of paper,
draw lines and thats it.
had refreshment then I headed home.
had to buy lunch/dinner/tea for family,
so I went to macs, omg they got no idea how heavy it is,
and still, pick on oh you didnt buy this buy this,
never even say thank you.
forget it.
havent receive any updates for u14 training/game tmr.
oh did I say my U14 skirt is RED and its super short.
hahaha.
oh yes 1E5 dearest can you please mail me the dates that you cannot make for the class outing so I can plan everything.
some of them are already asking for the date,
If I dont get any dates by 31st May, I'll decide a date with the class commitee,
if you can't make it, sorry, we'll see you at the next outing.
and pay up for the class jersey.
$20.
thanks.
mail: myflyawaylove@hotmail.com
My sis is on the massage chair, and she's like presing every button she find,
hahahaha, sooner or later this thang will spoil.
and for god's sake its like 7000+
I shall go help her.
byeeeeeeee

Hillsong was a bombbbbb:D
okay quite a number of stuff happened today.
first I woke up ealry for meet the parent, then went to school
mis ow didnt say much about me cos she had to go down to get some stuff or wtv it is.
so here my results.
English Language: 64.3 B4
Chinese: 57.5 C5
Mathematics: 61.9 B4
Science: 72.7 A2
IH: 70.0 A2
Design and Technology: 72.8 A2
Visual arts: 78 A2
Civics and Moral Education: A
Class position: 14/40
yepps, somewhat satisfied, just have to work on Eng, Chi and Maths,
mmmhm,
so after that rushed to my sis school then rushed home.
1.30pm.
I was suppose to meet Jamie at 2 at orchard.
I was rushing and rushing and rushing la.
30 min is not not not enough.
so rush, left home at 2,
meet jamie at about 2.30?
den went to city hall.
THE JOKE OF THE DAY: JAMIE FORGOT HER TIX.
omg I almost fainted.
so I went back with her.
all the rushing, for what???
tsk tsk,
went to her house search for ticket high and low, realise it was beside her bed-.-
left her house then reach there like 4+ to 5.
went in waited.
decided to eat some stuff so we went to buy.
then we sat down suddenly my phone rang so I took out and answer
but I realise it was a sms.
I was being such an ass.
The second joke for the day.
after we went in, Jamie and I were totally lost,
cannot find the rest,
den they called and said,
we wont be able to come in.
crapness,
but jac was nice enough to save seat(:
so went through.
may yin hen high can.
hahahaha,
den lynette called me and asked:
" If you find me I'll ______(idk what she said)"
so I started looking around, when she's like 2 rows in front of me?
soon it started it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I repeat awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
jumping screaming singing.
fun much,
DADDY GOD I LOVE LOVE YOU(:
i was jumping and pulling up my pants quite hilarious,
hahahaha,
they came out 3 times, in total.
praise and worship.
lotsa songs:D
after everything jamie wanted to buy the disc, so went to buy it
then while I was walking out.
suddenly trina scream and ran to me.
I really really got a shock la please.
den the rest of her gang came after her.
jamie and I went home together,
sitting at the place we were standing in the mrt.
too tired.
we stood jumping for like 4h?
so yeah,
wanted to go for supper.
we wanted to go but didnt want to go.
so in the end we toss a coin which say GO HOME.
so we went home.
Jamie's bus came when we arrived at the bus stop,
I had to wait for my uncle to pick me up,
but he didnt take long.
came home got some food bathe and im here.
tmr have to go to school, to help out with some stuff.
hmmm,
Photos of just now and list of hols plans coming up.
cliqueo, its only the frist day hols,
and I miss you already):
I've been used being alone all these while.
time is passing fast, really fast.






Holiday Plans:
- School trainings.
- U14 trainings
- ENL (energizer national league)
- SRC Cranival
- Seoul Garden
- Ice skating with clique
- Settle class outing date with class commitee
- Go back for juniors training ( SNT06 SNT07:are asked to have friendly with them, thanks)
- Book Review
- Maths Online
- Chinese compos.
- Science research.
- Science Centre excursion.
- WAIT FOR NATALIE NG ARRIVAL.
- send sanchanaa off (if I can make it)
- Revise for IH and science.
- Chinese ASSESSMENT.
- Soft rebond my hair
- Movie marathon
- Stayovers at my house :D
- Spend more time with God(:
- reflect double hard for term 1.
- Find myself.
will edit if more coming up. remind me if I forget anything.

Let's just conclude that szelin takes nicer picture then tricia:D

Balloon(szelin)

Jamieeee(Trina)

Oh balloon(Tricia)

Nevine was in a hurry(Tricia)

Joyce(Szelin)

Trina(Szelin)

Viv and Val(Tricia)

ALL THE BALLOONS THERE:D(szelin)

Waiting for the rest(Trina)

EH my hair<3 (Trina)

Yessa(Szelin)
kay done with pictures(:

ps,
If you think the person is me doing fucking boring stuff,
sorry I got a life to live.

sports day did not rock it did not suck either
screamed crazily (suprisingly)
my event was after 100m
so yeah quite a short period of time.
came in first for 200m
anjali was close to me.
pheww.
but anyway the end results was.
gagebrown- first
fearon- second
cooke- third
tolley- forth
it ended quickly, den fast forward to after lunch,
went to tricia and trina's place.
fun much?
althought its a long way back in.
nice balloons everywhere.
played guitar hero.
sucked at it.
I prefer real guitar.
haha, but its fun anyway,
sent nevine out with tricia got some photos.
then after a while jamie and I had to go,
And i found a new route back home.
lol, although I have to walk from boon keng mrt all the way home.
tiring.
the weather today was wayyyyyyy hot.
so yeah.
tmr parent teacher meeting.
oh pray that, miss ow wont say anything bad,
if not.....
hahaha, hillsongs too is tmr.
got no idea how late its going to end anyway.
and luyi! its a concert!!
hahaha
18 was seen 5 times on thurs.
oh well,
Oh yes HAPPY HOLIDAYS:D
hahaha, after sports day hugs to friends(:
cliqueo, see you sooooooooon(:

so yes the rest went to check the internet during recess
results: david cook won):
and they were screaming in class
im satisfied.
hahaha,
training yesterday.
there was circuit.
but fun, with tab in my group.
funnaye.
FAREWELL SANCHANAA,
i might be going to send you alright.
will miss you(: although idk you well.
today cleaned the class room,
i was at the cupboard, arranging everybody's books
it was crazy.
Amelia and blank too.
hahaha.
i'll be back tmr to blog myself.
don't miss me too much(:
hahahaha.

'And there you see the distinction between our feelings: had he been in my place and i in his, though i hated him with a hatred that turned my life to gall, i never would have raised a hand against him. you may look incredulous, if you please! i never would have banished him from her society as long as she desired his. the moment her regaine ceased, i wolud have torn his heart out and drank his bood- but, till then- if you don't believe me- then , i would have died by inches before i touched a sindle hair of his head!'

those little parts from eclipse(: <3
when im still on twilight.
crappy. im buying the, so expect me to read it over and over again
lols.
oh well. only class attended is maths, d n t and science
d&t sucks luhhh.
good news(:
i got into both u14 and enl team(:
oh well the results was that bad.
hahaha.
first training tmr.

reminder:
-training tmr
-bring health booklet
-bring petathon card
-bring books tmr
- read my books!

Hello world, Im back from the picnic(:

kay so this was what happened todayy.
so in the morning, nevine woke me up(:
and then I got ready and all and headed off to Jamie's house.
met nevine at the bus stop,
I thought she'll be on bus 131, that came just when I reached there but she came from behind me and said she took a cab.
oh wells. den she said she told Jamie she's not going,
and Jamie actually believed.
hahaha, den when we went up to her house jamie was laughing and laughing
set off after that, early as usual the rest lateeee.
hahaha, and iris lost her way.
awesome, waited waited then finally poof iris,
nevine and jamie went to look for her:D
walked and finally found a place, but I guess we're not good at it,
soon the sun like cover the whole place la.
hahaha,
ate then played twister.
it was tiring but it makes you feel flexible,
then the rest continue throwing the rugby here and there.
then again, sat down calling for water here and there.
so iris and I went to the place idk what you call that,
and look for water but tis super ex so we didnt buy,
instead enjoyed the aircon.
went back.
rest then later the rest couldnt take it so,
tricia jamie viven nevine went to look for water.
they went different direction and came back with waterrrr.
by the time iris was already sleeping, i almost fell asleep, trina laughing at the video, lynette reading.
hahaha,
oh I didnt mention we played taboo while eating.
lotsa screaming.
lol, okay so after drinking they started playing with the ball again.
so i lie there relak abit.
then joined in for frisbee.
omg okay this part is damn funny, i swear.
I think nevine threw the frisbee demn far damn high,
so tricia was very determine to catch it so she go back go back not knowing who is behind her and bang into this women hahaha, then continue, trina and jamie were snatching the frisbee. then tricia being so pai sey she threw the frisbee she got anywhere, and the two of them snatching the other frisbee, too engross in snatching, didnt know the frisbee coming, then it hit jamie's head. hahaha damn funny, iris lynette and i were already on the ground.
lols, then after that idk how the ball got into the game,
so we decided to play contact rugby,
uber fun.
hahaha.
but after everything were itchy everywhere,
thanks to the grass we were on, attack and we're on the ground.
hahaha, saw some very very cute kids, that roll down the hill hahaha.
the picnic ended like that uh.
iris nevine and I cabbed down to Novena, while tricia trina went off to city hall,
yeah about it.
so let the pictures do th talking now(:
the first picture is that super cute girl we saw.
I felt like a stalker, hahaha, but im not(:
edited it though.
enjoy.




Lotsa food, I should have ate moreee im hungry.
meditate

wowza, everybody talked so much about NSL on their bloggg.
hahaha.
I saw my new friendss.
hahah. okay stop here.
tmr, come faster faster.
did nothing in the afternoon, just snacked(shit) and watched the cheena show.
hurhur. I cried like some idiot la.
but not like my sis, extreme much.
hahahaha,
my auint just came in and said I spoil her comb,
haha, maybe I did, cos she said it melt, and its cos I was using the hairdryer.
ooops.
hahaha. dearies are back from camp.
okay I got no idea why, but all of a sudden Im calling them dearies.
hahaha. okok byeeeeee.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.


B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.


#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Move on yaw, he/she don't need your love, they have the other person.


#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
all my dreams to come true.


#3 What have been bugging you?
Everytime you come up to my mind, oh well, rarely tho.


#4 Last kiss? How was it like?
crapster, valentines day Joan. tskkkk. It was sudden, unexpected and wrong.


#5 A part of a song your listening to:
No matter how hard it is, I wil be fine without you.


#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Blessed that someone loves you, and blessed if you know that you love someone.


#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I waited long enough yo,


#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Say nothing, and slowly move on.


#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yeah, kinda, lotsa people suddenly at the same time talked about what happen to me. wthck luh.


#10 What do you want most in life?
I want to know about alot alot of things, I dont understand.


#11 Last text, what did it say and who isit from?
Y'all at macs?-Melody

#12 Register number in school?
22.


#13 Who is currently the most important person to you?
Those I share my problems with, ilymmmm.


#14 Are you a fighter?
No not really. but if I have to, sorry I'll probably knock the lights out of you, if it comses down to it.


#15 Name the places you went today:
Bugis; Bugis street; Primary School; TP indoor; TP


#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes and say, God I know I'll pull through today.


#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Yeah.



#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
So what if I fall in love with them, both of them might probably might not. what kind of question is this?


#19 The last thing you ate?
Honey dew:D

#20 Been cheated on?
Yeah I guess.


8 People:
-JAMIEEE
-KIANA
-JOANNE
-LYNETTE
-YASIRA
-NAT
-AINSLEY
-GLENDA

oh well, tagboard link and links scroll all the way down.
loves,
szelin

better in time-Leona Lewis
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

freaking piss yesterday nighttt.
my sis sprayed my perfume on her pillow.
look at it pillow!
and alot of it.
eff la please.
woke up in the morning.
got ready and held back by my aunt.
rahh.
whatever crap la.
so I was about 10 min late.
oh well.
but before that met jac somewhere
we couldnt find each other.
we took more then 10 min to find each other.
dang. hahaha.
reach there ate.
okay I have to say its the most boring seoul garden ever.
juniors are anti social people.lols.
so after that shop around with evan glen june.
glen evan bought a shirt I bought 2.
hahaha.
being me.
lols after awhile we got tired so we went to macs to drink something.
then realise its 4.10 so glen and I chao for pri school.
apparently miss seng didnt know NSL finals was changed to 6.30
we thought she knew so we reached tp at 4.40+?
damn early.
so both of us went to tp
bought bubble tea for miss seng
den went to cheers boughts some stuff.
went back.
I swear the journey was freaking long.
hahaha.
walked sat walked again.
soon JET arrived.
then evan could come too.
mel mumble alot.
mel stop mumbling dont be like jamie
hahahaha.
I wanted to see TIAN shang de xing xing
but someone pai sehh.
hahaha. oh well so I didnt get to see TIAN shang de xing xing in the end.
tsk tsk.
saddd.
beckah and evan got the shirt and I dont):
I went to shoot and it bounce off.
tskkkkk.
beckah got it by shooting and evan got it by answering a question.
siannn.
And me I didnt bother to run after the first try.
hahaha.
snack abit. although Im dieting.oh well.
left after everybod did.
grats to mel for U21 and opens.
I told you you'll get it.
Anna Soo too but she dont know me so.
hahaha.I got home at about 9.
and I really have to bathe now so byeeeeeee.

WHO IS BOOBOO?
WHO IS MIFFI?

hey, im so sorry, if i've made you sad or wtv. but sorry, it all depends on who I like, Its really hard to say it but yeah, I prefer you to be my good friend alright, your not my type yknow, sorry if I gave you hope, some time back or even now, im sorry, I've only treated you as a friend. If this short little message make you feel worst. sorry. I didnt expect you to ask me, I thought you got the clue, that I want it to stay like this yknow. you said:"its very difficult to like someone from a different school" its true yknow, come on turn back straight, its not going to be easy I know, you can still come to me if you have any problems okay. im sorry friend.

and I love SarahJoyKoh, cos she knock some sense into me.
it've been a long time.
'time may change you. but you cant change time'
wow nice one, thank you thank you.
for all the scenarios and stuff.
so let me tell you what she told me that I thought quite meaningful.
the phrase up there.
you cant scold time, you cant murder time.
although I wish I could,
so join them if you can't beat them.
be as happy as they can be,
stop faking smiles and laughter, they are not going to work
didnt expect these from her.
but yeah, she really knock sense into me.
one step closer to see the world.
thanks sarah,
ilymmmmmmmmmmmmm.
ahahaha, thats what you did.

I probably like post exam days,
its like bonding with people and all.
like today, recess was 1 hour,
so xintian joanne kiana and I were crapping outside the PAS,
laughing so loudly, the teacher told us to lower down our vol. cos there was a meeting going on.
well girl to girl talk was quite boring.
oh well.
went for dental after school, I made the wrong choice of colour,
damn.
hahaha,
freaking results for U14's not out yet.
within this week yeah within this week.
went back to school for training,
played handball twice, moved on to netball.
I cant shoot anymore.
lol, suck in it, amazing I was once a shooter.
bla bla bla.
tmr's soul garden.
den NSL,
den homeeee.
JOANNE KIANA COME STAYOVERRRR.
:D
a msn convo just pop up,
unexpected, one.
the one that ask you alot alot of question about your frigging life.
wow, okayokay I should stop doing these,
hahaha.
anyway while going home Jamie pang seh-ed me to take cab)):
saddening.
anyway, helped vivien solve the cube, and lets see what her sis reaction, if she tell her she did it.
lol,
hillsongs is one day after results,
awesome, what if last min kena grounded.
siannn.
tsk tsk.
oh yes, amelia you help me post got alot alot of typos man,
more than mine.
hahahaha.
Im getting a new watch tmr.
:D
byeeeeeeeeee

'i wait till we were close enough to the ground, get a good grip of you.
kick out the wall, and jump. Then i'd run you back to the scene at
the accident, and we'd stumble around like the two luckiest survivors in history.'

my freakin sunburn is killing me.
idk how to sleep
idk how to put on and off my jacket.
idk how not to make it hurs to much
suckz yaw.


might be able to blog myself soon.


yas is goin off to malaysia and im gonna be so lonely
get somethin from me(:

sports day next friday
this week post exams activity
i got a ' so what if i'm bithchy' tag.
ahhhah, niceness.
no mood to blog.
plus got sunburn on my back from yesterday.



The taste of your breath,
I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
Oh
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

SENTOSA:D
Its going to be a picture day.
hahaha. I took like 75 pictures but I'll just upload some.
So Kiana last min pang seh-ed us cos sick
xian zai lai geng wo men shen bing. tsk tsk,
so yes my phone so poor thing cos its all so sandy and wet.
okay I'll go get a waterproof camera so start saving now.
candy empire(:
bought tim tam its on sale.
3.45 only(:
yes, only spent like 1h on the beach, den went to bathe and everything.
and when we arrived and met we realise everyone was on the same train.
hahaha.
after sentosa vivo.
we got a deal save then go buy those 65 bucks shirt.
omg super nice la.
miss bitch miss slut miss pms.
hahaha.
so cute.
joanne's brownies are so chocolatey(:
and im getting stomach ache now.
awesome.
Joan was being emo and high emo and high.
shared ice cream with her again.
yesterday did the same for lunch.
its really weight gaining.
hahaha.
im so tired, fever tmr please,
i dont want to go to school
hahaha.
okay they are going after me for pictures so im not going to blog any longer.
hahaha.

Jump(: Picture of the day

I was hoping the wave wont come Failed

Im the darkest, great everyone

alive and the dead hahaha

Without Jannelle Without Joan

Oh its the same. Without Joanne.

Without Lynette Wihout lynette 2

oh yes you like my shades(: I know you like this so grab it.

choooo so wet la y'all

hahaha sanddd thanks lynette

haha, okay this is cute Alive and dead

Her body went somewhere else Where's joanne?

Joanne and Joan ah everybody

ya la ya la very cute. Without me.
LJ for post