I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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okay those who read this post.
note I edited.
not in point form cos Im bored now, and Im super pms.

Thursday
Jannelle went home cos she was sickk,
and I had no one to run my 2.4 with.
get well well well soon :D
2.4 was crazy I didnt print all the way, I ran.
But disapointment when it was reported 11.14.
I was aiming for 10.30
oh well.
Miss Seng said I could too.
but anyway, after the run I almost fainted.
thanks ann or bringing me back(:
I stood there swaying here and there.
with heavy breath.
hate the feeling.
no training= no stamina
sucks.
then before that class kena lecture by Miss Ow.
Omg please la I cant stand her anymore.
rahh.
class cleanliness class cleanliness.
den when nobody talk I just have to start first.
what crap?
argh, afternoon was training.
kinda got lost in woodlands
so cabbed to sss.
reached there quite early then did art and all until everything start.
evan was quite early too.
hanged around.
training was quite demoralising.
whatever.
thanks beckah for the ride to bishan mrt.
I seriously can stink up the whole MRT la.

Today
Scolding from Miss Ow again.
over and over again.
If you see ah our class is not the worst.
the other classes you go look la.
gawdd.
ct, was quite okay.
tricky last question.
hahaha.
Mr Tan and Miss Seow left,
2 teacher of us at once,
oh well, enjoyed their lessons, although they crack up the lamest jokes sometimes.
thanks, and all the best :D
I know for the first time you wish for more maths period more music period,
cos yknow they'll never be teaching you again.
oh well.
treasure your teachers (:
its quite contradicting uh?
here Im saying Miss Ow sucks whatever and there Im saying treasure your teachers.
I dont know either.
Its just.. ah Idk.
Back to primary school today.
played with SNT08.
not bad uh.
must kope some people(:
I like playing GD((((:
hahahaha. so funnnn.
especially defending tall people cos when you tip their ball you feel tall too.
hahaha, defended daisy which IS taller than me wtv.
then so on.
teachers were feeding us.
mainly just Miss Seng and Miss Chua.
Soup Donuts Biscuits cereal ice pop :D
wow.
oh and
SNT08 NEXT SAT WILL BE OUR SOUL GARDEN TREAT TELL ME IF YOU CAN MAKE IT THANKS(:
talked and talked den soon teachers have to go, we made our way out too.
so after thatwent home, do everything I needed to do.
Im so pms now, cos of my aunt den I go reject a 10 bucks that my Uncle gave me,
omg Im such an idiot.
shit shit shit.
ahhh.
oh yeah, sorry if I blew up at anyone (yas etc.)
im so sorry :\
I promise to control my moodswings.
Kiana thanks for understanding.
Im frustrated, I feel like shit.
Havent had quiet time for quite a long time,
got to start start and do it everyday.
God daddy loves me(:


Edit again.
I read yas blog and yes it HAVE to be on my blog too.
people that thinks that yas and I are together.
we are not and never will be.
we're just good friends,
there's nothing wrong when good friends hang around all the time.
stop assuming we are.
THANKS ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT.