I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

November 2007December 2007January 2008February 2008March 2008April 2008May 2008June 2008July 2008August 2008September 2008October 2008November 2008December 2008January 2009February 2009March 2009April 2009May 2009June 2009July 2009August 2009September 2009October 2009November 2009December 2009January 2010February 2010March 2010April 2010May 2010June 2010August 2010October 2010

Woke up at about 10.24am
then realise nevine wanted to meet me at boon keng,
at 10.35, panic panic then change to 10.45,
at least I could make it by then
so walked to boon keng and realise the bus just gone.
breakfast/lunch with nevine iris lynette and LJ,
walked to tp, playing Iris DS, I'd probably like miss a step going up the bridge but i didnt,
reach there change, get to work.
kinda boring,
my back got all black thanks to Atiqa
so I made her back turn orange, well hers is not as bad as mine,
then soon went into sports hall for duno what thang.
some boring soccer match, so left la get outside help a bit,
didnt really help,
cos we went to play on the balloon bouncy thingy.
hahaha,
cos of that my shirt got even dirtier,
the paint was on that thing inself, and then fall and so on so my shirt is in deep trouble.
hahahaha,
Atiqa you knock into my knee laaaaa,
pinning down game,
kerayzee,
you should've gone for Jamie alright, you haven't got her back,
and your hair is like cannot be tied.
hahahaha,
oh ended off sad,
went to change, my PE shirt was like shitzx,
oh well, so went off with most of the people to interchange,
hahaha tricia got on atiqa's bike nd then she came back running
"I made the wrong choice" I found it quite hilarious,
hahahaha, went homeee then everything was same boring stuff,
have to chiong homework, havent do it yet.
eeeeks,
kay kay, gtg bathe and all,
byeeeee

almost everyone's down,
about anything and everything,
well imcluding myself.
I really hope everything end as fast as possible,
well who doesnt.
we'll pull through :D
cheer up whoever you are.
ilysfm yknow(:

I think your a selfish freak how about that?
you get your way all the time,
while im forever fucking giving in to you,
give me a little space,
dont look me up.

I GOT TAGGED,
List out the top 5 birthday present that you wish for:
#1 Camera
#2 Find my wallet
#3 Dang, more cash
#4 Friends
#5 Happiness

#1 The person who last tagged you is:
Yanwen

#2 Your relationship with him/her is:
Friend:D

#3 Your 5 impressions of him/her:-
Funny. sweet. daring. nice. friendly

#4 The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Cheer me up.

#5 The most memorable word he/she has said to you:
hmm, memorable? idk.

#6 If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
erm, idk.

#7 If he/she was your lover, a few things he/she has to improve on will be:
Idk.

#8 If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
-

#9 If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
-

#10 The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
omg idk.

#11 Your overall impression of her is:
hahaha, erm ncie :D

#12 How do you think about how people around you will feel about you:
Scary-.-

#13 The character you love about yourself are:
-

#14 On the contrary, things that you hate about yourself are:
Everything

#15 The most ideal person you want to be is:
A better me.

#16 For people that care about and like you, say something to them:
ilysfm.

#17 Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you
1) Jamie
2) Nevine
3) Tricia
4) Kiana
5) Lynette
6) Ainley
7) Glenda
8) Nabilah
9) Janelle
10) Evan.

#18 Who is 6 having relationship with? [ Ainsley ]
Idk :x

#19 Is 9 a female or a male? [Janelle]
Female.

#20 If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [ Glenda/Evan]
NO-.-

#21 How about no.8 and 5? [Nabilah/Lynette]
NO-.-

#22 What is no.2 studying about? [ Nevine ]
Go check her time table.

#23 When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [ Tricia ]
a real long chat?
ehh afternoon?

#24 What kind of music band does no.8 like? [ Nabilah ]
err, idk :x

#25 Does no.1 has any siblings? [ Jamie ]
Yeahh.

#26 Will you woo no.3? [Tricia]
haha, no.

#27 How about no.7? [Glenda]
No-.-

#28 Is no.4 single? [Kiana]
Yeah.

#29 What's the surname of no.5? [ Lynette ]
LIEW

#30 What's the hobby of no.4? [Kiana]
hahaha, whining.

#31 Do no.5 and 9 get along well? [Lynette/Janelle]
-

#32 Where is no.2 studying ? [ Nevine ]
SMSS.

#33 Talk something casually about no.1 [ Jamie ]
LAMEEE.

#34 Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [ Nabilah ]
NO-.-

#35 Where does no.9 live at? [ Janelle ]
SSP

#36 What color does no.4 like? [Kiana]
PINK.

#37 Are no.5 and 1 best friends? [Lynette/Jamie]
No.

#38 Does no.7 like no.2? [Glenda/Nevine]
As a senior?

#39 How do you get to know no.2? [Nevine]
Netball.

#40 Does no.1 have any pets? [Jamie]
A pearl.

#41 Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Glenda]
HAHAHAHAHAHA. I shall leave this blank.

okay right,
havent blog for 2 days,
so mainly, wed was learning journey,
and nope I didnt enjoy it except for playing around cold storage and all.
had game at night, didnt play any quarters but,
good job 14s(:
so I don't really remember anything about that day,
Thurs, hmmm, idk what happen seriously.
Friday had training,
2 rounds then ball work and all,
my buddy is Deborah.
hahahaha,
when I pinch you, your not suppose to slap me back.
hahahaha,
kay so the sun was like crazy,
stayed to do some stuff for farewell then went home.
well some shit happen,
Today was pethaton,
first half of the day hanged around in canteen,
second half with tricia and people,
Atiqa your going to get it alright.
so this was what she did,
dione dedicated a song to me,
and then she only wrote to szelin
and atiqa went to add, to szelin aka korean sexy legs.
wthck,
embarrassing to the maxxxx,
hung around the balloon booth thingy,
I made a doggy, and Trina didnt teach me how to make a crabby
hahaha, omg it reminds me of chapel; bestie
hahaha, anyway risa had a balloon bra, omg we tie a dead knot hahaha,
after everything went up to the hall dismiss then waited for the rest,
went lunch with Jamie Nevine Tricia Trina Iris Hui Yin (?) sorry if I got your name wrong :x
oh well, then chao to nevine's house,
played at 2 different playgrounds picture up later.
Then went to play basetball,
well I play cooking mama.
hahahaha.
kay and then while walking back they heard ice cream man ringing the bell
so we wanted to buy,
and then I couldnt find my wallet.
so I panic panic,
walk to everywhere we go.
still couldnt find,
fuck the fucking someone who stole me fucking wallet
lets see in total how much I lost.
Wallet=$12
Neos = $10
Money= $34
EZlink = $19
Total = $75
and some photos for memories (trina guesss).
wow, I hate that person.
went up to Nevine's house,
then soon gtg,
so tricia trina and I went home first,
with trina making so much noise cos I didnt want to tell her something.
whooohoo.
Im still depressed cos of my lost wallet,
Iris Nevine Became my loan shark,
very nice loan shark.
hahahahaha.
photos later

starjump can kill :X

after school yesterday went to Trina's house first

first day of school,

- Camera
- Singfest

It'll be okay

Maybe its good for me to not know,
but I want to know,

they forgot I was sleeping and didnt eat dinner,
so I shall not eat dinner,
which means I hardly ate anything today.
just erm 1 quarter bread, 1 grape and 1 donut.
and I got freaking sunburn on both sides of my face forehead and nose.
ah dang.
so now I shall put sunblock (lets see if I will)
okay anyway lets start with my usual grandmother story.
today morning, nevine and I we were webcaming, then I had to go so I told her I'd text her
cos apparently we were being damn smart to stay up (which we failed)
so text text text and planned to meet for breakfast the next morning,
then suddenly my phone got cocked up at 2+, so I spend 1 whole hour fixing it, but failed.
so I fell asleep, then suddenly my aunt came into my room
"Eh so early you got phone call"
I was like me me me?!
so I answered the phone.
Nevine: Eh we just meet at novena at 6.35 can
Me: okok, eh sorry my phone got hanged.
Nevine: nevine okay *hang up*
I wanted to go back to sleep, after I dive into my bed, but then I was like,
omg whats the time?!
look at time 6.05am
so I chiong like madddd.
and reach there in time, we saw miss lum on the train, okay that's out of point.
so I told her about earlier in the morning.
then she said she slept once I didnt reply her,
and the whole time I was being like some idiot fixing my phone til 3+
when she was sleeping.
oh well nevine atiqa not my fault I didnt reply you, its my phone.
kay so met the rest and walked to padanggg.
so nevine and I were very bouncy here and there while the others were like as dead as everrrr
hahaha, okay so we lost to MGS and what erm Idk some other school.
so after that was fun game where everybody starts having fun.
I screamed when I knew I was defending cheryl.
ahmygawd okay but not hat bad la,
jamie was cramping, hahaha, oops.
Nevine had to go early.
and miss the fun.
Jamie you better not blog about whatever okay,
your the one having the cone shaped boobs, and and you came from that that thing.
hahahaha,
I got no idea whats the result for B div, I guess they won?
But they were superb:D
Sarah failed wetting me, while atiqa wet me like shit.
*got splash and squat down*
Sarah: Kids dont *get up back away* ahh.
*I looked at her and actually she wanted to spill the water on me, I swear I didnt know*
crazy captain=crazy team.
cheered for C div, wave wave slow mo and all.
lets see if I remember the nick given by the team.
Jamie: Duck (?)
Sarah: Luck Duck
Sylvia: Fridge/refrigerator
Atiqa: ding dong-.-
sam: limbo
SzeLin: Minah me no minah aite.
Vivien: (whats yours im cracking my brains!)
imaginary is awesome, cos I can score from anywhere.
hahaha, which make me awesome too.
decided to go home,
Jamie and I went to get starbucks, leaving atiqa strolling behind.
but she caught up anyway.
we were damn tired.
when I got home, bathe, read my story book, and slept.
Jamie still can go basketball-ing and Atiqa Cycling,
I go sleeping.
I look like some dead zombie by now, well someone's worst,
webcaming with nevine
and she's boring.

right the show knock some sense into me,
I know you'll be here, reading this, but I don't think yknow who you are,
sorry for all the childish stuff I've done, really.
I might not even frigging know you, but hey, Idw another person to dislike

I finished my science homework,
so it means everything is doneee.
except for book review which I don't plan to do only after the hols are over.
hahahaha,
I took the wholeeee afternoon to do it man.
tmr's SRC carnival, havent got grapes yet.
ah dang,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLENDA(:
Although maybe Im not the first,
but nvm, your finally 13(:
and your growing very very fast, and almost taller than me,
please no, haha but good for you anyway.
hope your doing fine in Cedar,
must meet up moreeee
see you at SRC carnival hopefully
HAPPY BIRTHDAY((:

nevine is being lame at 12 midnight,
and im reflecting hard now at 1.11

im back from dinner and mustafa,
not that I wna go there, but my siblings need to get their birthday presents.
oh well,
Nevine says its not good to be high cos I get egoistic.
fuck moodswings,
sorry, anyway.
cutting the cake in a few min time,
then will follow up by photos,
reminds me I have to save up for a new camera,
yes asb? yes I know you agree.
ahahaha.
lynette was smsing my old number
and then she called me and ask why I didnt reply-.-
I know you like my old number like I do but I changed number sadly,
im no longer using
81144098
91006198
No none of these awesome numbers,
thanks.

I love loathe you.

I find this very cute.
hahaha ivie's friendster.
okay so yesterday was like rushing here and there.
in the morning rushed for U14 training.
did the belt drill,
and Noraida had to pair me up with nashita, which I had a very very hard time with.
so yeah push ups. altogether 20 push ups.
only 6 U14 people today so
attention much
which equals to more courtwork.
so yeah, killher again
well, asked to change my type of pass,
not as in change la but the way I pass,
cos my ball is spinning and its not good.
and its oh so difficult to not let the ball spin.
oh yeah did I mention we did suicides?
rahh,
not normal suicide,
I wont explain you won't get me anyway
there are 5 lines.
kay anyway after everything I rushed to smps,
to get a ride to kallang,
walking up the hill seems to take forever.
went to kallang then went back to school again cos it was raining
only 7 of us were there so game luh,
lotsa lameness,
walked down the awesome hill.
then went back home,
and I just came back from my bro school just downstairs,
and I think the photos I took sucks I shall upload later.

I do not never will

oh maybe just one thing,
its none of your business anyway.

I shall shuddup,
it doesnt make a fucking sense.
anyway so yesterday, we won that match(:
good job.
it was against bedok bb blue,
was the score 29-42?
I think so.
WD WD C C, my legs were like omg aching.
I told the story tall fisher man story,
kim chased after me man.
sorry la, hahahaha,
today went for training,
I thought I was going to die or something,
im like so tired after yesterday's match.
but its not that bad luh.
tmr friendly with smps, 2 pm.
so I might be able to go for U14 training.
9 to 11, rush down to kallang?
no need to rush actually, can even go home first,
yeah, lunched with jannelle jacqueline danielle.
attempts trying to make jannelle laugh but fail,
oh yeah sci centre trip was boring,
just some DNA stuff,
the liquid can be found in your shit.
disgusting, and it stinks,
went home,
somehow idiot knew I was there
babe, I think I'll settle it,
don't be too fucked up alright.
byeee, tmr's busy.
a joke to you, not to the rest

( I wanted to leave a message here but I decided not to, its kinda bleh)


Try to read between the lines says:
how did you get my email anyway?
nameera(: says:
gt it from some paper in zah's bag.
nameera(: says:
haha

haha, somehow I find this damn cute hahaha.

Kiana said her dad enrolled her into music school overseas,
Lynette's parents might transfer her to crescent next year,
awesome or what, they are like probably the very close new friends I got to know,
God, your playing me.

my title is so cheena, I just heard it. hahaha.
hey I saw the offline message,
thanks, at least it made me feel appreciated.
thanks, really.
so yeah, I just came home, roseanne followed me home and left.
yeah dinner was really filling.
let peektures do the talking,
idw to be home):

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that
I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another dayI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

bah, it sucks when you don't know how you feel,

right this is blodly sad cosmy aunt just left for work and I won't see her again in the long time to come,
so now, im fuckingly sad.
):
anyway so yesterday went bugis after like 234138702357 years of roseanne choosing what to wear.
is very terrible yknow,
I take 45 min to get ready you took 2h.
pengsan.
bought 2boyfriend tees.
den like chao to take neos then went back,
when we went back it was about 8-9 already so yah.
ate dinner then audi audi audi until 11.30 then I went back to where im suppose to be which is here.
bathe watched teevee waited for aunt to come home,
then slept till this morning.
and then she left for work)):
pfffft, im leaving today she off tmr, wtf?
hais, picutres will be up soon,
not at homeeeee.
so yeah.
NAT IS COMING OVER ?! AND HER FLIGHT IS ON 20TH?!
YAS ARE YOU SERIOUS?!
yas you better dont frigging pon school cos I cant,
we just go meet her everyday after school(:
hahaha, deal deal deal.
but Ibet looyee cant.

oh fuckster my drama enrichment is starting first week tuesday,
wtf.

Blog later on, will be edited,
see y'all online later about 12.
hahaha.
byeeeeeeeee.
photos wait till Monday.

Today, had training,
dead tiring manzxz.
like 6 friendly matches,
and b div only got like exact 7 players,
c div best 6 players,
so iris and I went to help too(:
game with Cedar was fun game,
and I mean really really fun game
hahaha,
anyways juniors were there so got aircon and all,
then went to bathe,
lunched at pasta mania with jamie iris sylvia,
HELLO SLYVIA:D
haha, she's going to kill me.
Jamie is a cheese freak,
Iris is a salt freak
oh well.
arcade then seperate from them, to join
danielle jac glen june,
June had to go like earlier.
yeah soleft with the 4 of us,
cold storage-d bought stuff then went back,
played game then chao home,
walked down the hill,
finally after like how many months not walking down,
hmm, walked down with the same people somemore,
awesomezxz.
Primary school is quite different, but itsstill thesame,
ifyou kow what I mean , it does make sense,
bus-ed home.
den my aunt sy that I can go to my cousin's place to stayover,
so after lunch I bus-ed there,
I miss you alot alot cuzzies(:
damn loved man y'all.
chao to bugis with lovely tmr(:
bball-ed then talked then went back up,
so now Im clean and online,
and im very tired after a day of netball netball netball.
so byeeee.

im damn bored going off to sleep soon.
quiz quizzzzzz.

1) Have you given your first kiss away?
Nopes.

2) If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the buddies you would take with you?
06 07(:

3) Where is the place that you want to go the most?
To the past.

4) If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Have everything wha I want it to be.

5) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yeah.

6) Who/What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Lovelies.

7) If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Spend. Save. Give.

8) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No.

9) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
mmm.

10) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
understanding. looks. happiness.

11) Which type of person do you hate the most?
bitches.

12) What is your ambition?
Idk.

13) If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Tell me.

14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God.

15) Are you a shopaholic or not?
Yeah.

16) If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Forgive others easily.

17) What do you usually do at home?
Nothing actually.

18) Any weird habits or quirks?
idk.

19) How do you think the person who tagged you can change to be a better person?
idk?

20) What would you be doing if you were not taking this quiz?
Sleeping.

I visited my previous blog,
dont visit it seriously, itshx damn ah lianzxz, and stoopid.
iie shall typez lyke tt. hahaha.
iie realise how carefree primary sch ishzx, and how happy iie were back den.
everything seems lyke yesterday nia,
time ishzx passing so fast,
I was happy with uue back den, but im not sad now either,
hahaha, wow, 007 iie really want uue back.
omg this is damn crappy I swear,
seriously, how can I blog like this last time,
roflmao.

I got 2 new best friends.

I was thinking of going back to ecp to scream again.
fuck this world.

sorry don't work
show what you can do

- Book review 1.
- Book review 2.
- Book review 3.
- 50 expressions.
- Chinese Letter Writing.
- Chinese Compo.
- Chinese Diary Entry 1.
- Chinese Diary Entry 2.
- Chinese News Paper Article
- Read That Chinese Story Book.
- IH answer the questions.
- Science that 500-1000 words Report.
- Hey maths.

Did I miss out anything? Im still chiong-ing homework
I cannot find anything related to that stupid electricity thingy.
help puhleaseee, tell me the website((:
oh yes whats that trinity guildhall thingy.
fucking homework, rahh.

A third experience?
no thanks,

IM APPEARING OFFLINE TILL IDK WHEN, JUST TO ACCOMPANY MEL,
SEE IM SUCHA NICE KIDDDO.
fixtures are out for friday.
B div we are playing against:
-northland sec
-Anglican A
-Anglican B
-Cedar A
-Cedar B
-Chong Boon
-NJC
C div your playing against:
-Northland
-Anglican
-Cedar
-Chong Boon

this is getting damn annoying
anyway today's training was suppose to be at 9 but some of us thought it was at what, 8.30 so yeah.
I went there early.
training was -.-
after training went to kallang with bilah and beckah
got lunch then just went back
break for them wasnt over yet.
so after we ate went inside luh.
then few minutes later they had to get out.
so yeah, train train then 3 of us sat there,
no luh bekah and I lie there,
then soon 3 of us fell asleep,
bekah slap my face to wake me up-.-
so played game 3 quarters,
then mel came in and all,
pulled kat to stay with me go home with me,
so took bus with mel bekah esther and kat then went home.
nothing much im lazy to blog,
but funny stuff happened today,
mel's flying off tmr, hahaha, have fun(:

I feel cocked up,
thanks to some people

I finsh 1 book review just
awesome.
had my 50 ex typed out.
yeah, Im starting on hols hw, haha, and Im starting on sci next,
I NEED 1C TB FOR IH PUHLEASEEE SOMEONEEE
desperately,
anyway so class outing today, I was lateeee.
by like 15 min,
but they waited for me still
took 66, they didnt tell me they were taking 66,
66 so goes to boon keng, and they make me wake up so early just to meet them,
like wth la please,
anyway reach there macs breakfast then head to the beach and all,
not alot of people turn up so well, free and easy,
beach then bowling,m
we headed to the bus stop and then waited for the bloody bus and realise bus don't go there, it only go there during Sunday and Public hols,
but we stayed there discussing where to go anyway,
so we settled with the nearest starbucks we can find,
which was at raffles city,
wasted time there totally,
haha, talked and drink and laugh and all,
den went to novena with Xin tian and joanne, I didnt buy anything,
nothing caught my eyes.
hahahaha.
bus-ed home, I was dragging my roler blade home,
I brought it all th way there never use,
thanks uh lynette
hahaha jkjk.
anyway boling I got 2nd)): score was 91, not bad okay. hahahaha.
pictures to be up soon. lynette post those pictures too okay,
tme got U14 training better go get some sleep(:
nighto.

ps wow, now your againt me too? what wrong with that anyway, thanks alot, I didnt know you were like that though

today was funess?
hahaha, so I woke up at like what 10.30 then mel called me say meet earlier.
so I left house earlier.
reach there at like what 11.30 den they still not there yet,
so waited there like freaking longgg.
but then they came the bus came,
so got one the bus, and amazingly mel didnt know that the bus stops at kallang leisure.
yeah so went there for lunch.
pasta mania, beckah ate 6 pieces of pizza-.- and mel only ate 2.
hahaha, anyway walked to KNC, juniors were like already in the room,
so none of us wanted to open th door cos damn pai seh,
mel knock knock open the door run away, so I thought later miss seng angry so I just went in la,
den they totally hide behind the doors,
so asked them to come in.
then once mel went in they start laughing-.- wth.
laze around and all, then about 2 went out so they train train then we sit down there laugh laugh.
oh yeah anyway, mel was being damn mean to laugh at ___ hair. damn funneh manzxz.
then later bilah ira and nashita and bev came,
bev being a spy,
hahahaha anyway played game 2 quarrters,
played C and GD(:
awesome, but slacked alot
den they split into like what shooter attacker/midfielder defender,
took midfielder with ira and bilah, the drill blurred them I think, haha, anyway after that training end already,
so bilah beckah, janelle, ira and I walked to kallang leisure to eat again, KFC this time,
damn lame opposite netball centre got KFC we went there to eat KFC-.-
cos actually we thought of watching movie but den we have to cut short la so, aiya eat dinner lo.
then after walked back, feeling damn vomitty and yes, game didnt went well after that,
dang dang dang,
i totally crapped la,
didnt stick close, and what slack during 1st quarter,
seriously sze lin buck up man, you have to go find your aggressiveness back.
you suck yknow.
kim and amaninah get well soon soon(:
hahaha.
JAMIE YOU ARE MORE DARING!!

wthck give my email to habbo people.
wtf can?
its bloody childish okay.

bahh, mel you seriously have to teasing me manzxz.
hahaha.
Nic still deoesnt want to tell me anything.
I cant find my earphones.
Im hungry
I want edward and jake to be real
Its 1.44 am and I want to sleep,
goodnight.
ahaha, dont tell me you think you look any better okay.
tsk tsk.
hahahaha,

XINTIAN CAN'T SPELL.
you're a band-aid for a bullet wound says:
you lousy addgole!
you're a band-aid for a bullet wound says:
I CHALL TELL YOU ON 10TH JUNE
you're a band-aid for a bullet wound says:
YOU NOOV

Im a pig today, pig
Woke up at 12.30 ate read 13 pages of my story book fell asleep at like what 2 and woke up at 5.30
hahahaha.
pro xia me,
I didnt just use xia, you didnt see it,
meeting kat tmr down at my block at like about 5.40
I got no idea why shes going to school so fucking early but yeah,
have to take the first bus, damn lame,
meeting beckah and mel for lunch,
cos im not eating the craoppy lunch I've always eaten in my primary school netball days.
but now im getting out of that place and going out to macs/kfc
yayness,
I can't recognise mel's voice la,
I was like wthck who's that, then suddenly I heard beckah.
I was laughing after I hang up.
lols, anyway nevine emos at the wrong time, and its annoying.
yes iot annoying nevine


this thing called"life" is tearing me apart.especially my broken heart

bla bla bla,
nothing much today, I finish reading a book today, for book review,
Im a broke slut now, great.
I was trying to dig the 50 dollar note out from my piggy bank,
hahaha, but failed la.
uncle birthday in 2 days time, hmm.
I got no plans, oops.
nothing much today la,

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me

Treeeecia and Treeeena, Guess y'all are like going to board the plane, but anyway take care have fun, we'll miss you alot alot(: more chicken rice dates((: COME BACK SOON:D

I changed my number, thanks, get it from me soon
so today training, started off with human maze catching. I hit alot of people cos of my slow movement, hahaha, but yeah it was funn.
Street netball just tire us out.
thanks to the sabo-ing.
1st round we won so we decided to stay,
2nd round we won decided to stay again,
3rd round we lose so since winner decide the other team say we'll stay
4th round we lose stay again
5th round we lose stay again
so we stayed for everything, killer,
then we still had to continue with netball,
it was total crapness,
thank god theres no forfeit in school training,
so discuss about next friday's friendly and all,
oh yeah juniors will be having day camp on mon wed fri, and I'll be going down((:
DAY CAMPS LOVEDDDD.
so on monday I'll probably be at kallang or the whole day.
and on wednesday, I feel like chaoing half of the camp in the afternoon, then go somewhere else.
hahaha.
friday will be friendly in the morning at KNC stay there till 5.
kay monday is going to be awesomely tiring.
kay anyway lunched with tricia trina jamie atiqa, nevine so pang sehhed us.
hahaha. vah lao vah lao, lols,
pearl fights were disgustingly fun,
and jamie couldnt hide atiqa's wallet properly and it drop out,
the worst thing is when it drop atiqa turn and look, then she turn back start looking for her wallet in her bag-.-
oh well, said bye huggies and all then chao home.
YES JAMIE SLIDING DOORS AND TRANSPARENT TOILET GLASS DOORS
lols, went home first before her.
Yes I fell asleep later in the afternoon.
Kay so here come the updates about sending sanchanaa off,
so I left home then waited for Kiana Jannelle and Joanne in Kallang,
Kiana and Jannelle was there earlier,
so we were waiting for Joanne and since she was late, and we were afraid we cant make it in time, so we board the traing that joanne say she was in,
So we went into the train 3rd door from the front, so we told joanne to run out of the train to the front,
but 2 attempts and failed,
how awesome.
hahaha
but in the end yeah she made it over,
the most embarrassing part is when jannelle and kiana both stcik their heads out of the door, then people behind excuse me excuse me,
omg seriously,
anyway reached the airport took bus to budget terminal then send her off and all,
sanchanaa I'll miss your kerayzee-ness!!!
hahaha,
must come back soon soon,
1E5 will be more then happy to have you back((:
dinner at macs, more like supper at 9+
so everybody started hypering and all,
when I say, Jannelle got sesame seed on your chilli she started laughing,
and the worst thing was she was drinking coke,
so yes the 2nd time she choke on coke, and then it all comes out either from her nose or her mouth.
hahahaha.
den she sudenly turn to me while I was laughing and say stop laughing if not I shove this into your nose (french fries)
but I laugh even more so yeah.
Toilet was funny,
train was tiring and pissing, cos the train went the wrong direction-.-
jannelle stayed over at my house,
and yknow what we woke everybody in my room up.
lols, jannelle I bet you didnt know,
anyway we were talking to Kiana and Joanne on the phone,
and thats when I realise my phone number changed,
I was super panicking
and I don't like my new number))))):
anyway, we slept at 1 woke up at 6.30
explanation of why I was so tired during training.
hahaha,
thats about all, I have enough of typing,
and yes kiana I'll post the photos(:
for both days,
and and I just saw a video on tongue piercing.
hahaha, I want one((: