okay so I think I shall blog here, cos really I got more things I wna say yknow, Jamie make alot of sense there anyway,well, from the start you've been telling us to mix around, so your whole point is we're sticking to each other whatever, yah yah jamie is right on that point, we can choose who we want to be close with, cos we can't possibly be close to everyone . I know what your going to say:"you've been close to me before, and this wasnt what you said the last time, and you should really listen to what you said the last time." yeah yeah past past, let is just pass yknow, "life is too short to be upset or irritated with someone" ah you said it yourself, and it wouldnt have pissed me off, if you didnt post that frigging post to start off with, I know danielle will come to me and kill me after I post this but Im going to say this anyway, yes she feels that your sticking to her too. Is that call mixing around then? tell me its yes, then there's nothing wrong with the 5 of us. this is going to be long, cos I want to get over and done with, but if I got something to say again to me LJ. kay so get back here, if you havent posted that paragraoh, I think we'll still be talking, even if im irritated I don't say anything, so there isnt any conflicts, you started everything, andmaybe its cos we gave you the reason to, on friday we thought that okay so its the twins last day, so five of us enjoy ourselves together, anything wrong with that, its not like we totally ignore the rest right, we mix around yes we do we know it, we still have fun with the rest, if you don't realise. so your not jealous, maybe Im wrong then, but lets bring case up okay. basketball match okay so you sms me if I can partner you( which I don't think its needed for you to sms somebody just for partnering matter, anyway) I said I was partnering tricia, okay so you started with the whole thing of how about danielle wouldnt she get hurt and all, I was just thinking if I partner you, its the same thing Im abandoning danielle, say Im contradicting myself, you are too. Have you ever wonder why some friends are drifting further and further from you? I did. Your kind of making everything worst yknow, thats if you didnt realise. Yes I did have fun times with you in primary school and when you were in secondary school. cos I didnt know how you were really like, you were nice back then, maybe cos I don't interact with you pysically, sometimes the look on your face, the expression you give people is very misleading yknow, and your really handling too much, why don't you let tricia play her role as well sometimes. I got no more to say, this post is really really very very long, hurt you or whatever, part of growing up, I didnt know all these problem will end up with me cos all along it've been jamie nevine jamie nevine and suddenly poof it landed on me. Idk what your thinking after you read this, but I said what I want to say. im over and done with this childish blaming and whatever. Im not posting anymore about this I hope. Im not really affected anyway just very pissed.

thanks kim