'today today is all or nothing, all the way the praise goes on to you'
trainingS today -.-
oh well.
i hate change of seats.
i've been seating around kiana for like MONTHS
and im used to her madness, and she's use to what i do, and what i say.
and how i just suddenly sing.
pffft.
bye.
hahahaha.buy september 17s mags:D
5:12 AM
Monday, July 28, 2008
i deleted everything, over 60 of them, at one shot
lead me on and tear me down
idk wtf you want from me.
goodbye to the pretty lies,
its not going to work on me anymore.
i might be a game to you anyway.
Mel come back soon(:
don't text me, i need a break from talking to you.
hugged. kissed. touched. EW.
5:46 AM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
I will be still and know your god
Ivie:D
Kiana:D
Jasmine:D
Mindy :D
Retarded snap snap
MRT
Before service, screw the hair
YELLOW.
ROCK
Only 3 of us manage up there(:
Service was great,
praise and worship were awesome,
Kiana's cell was friendly, my rubber band snap a few times,
after service headed to sentosa reach there about 4.30?
didnt get my stuff, cannot find any,
Ivie and Jasmine met us there,
so in total Ivie Jasmine Kiana Mindy and I was there,
didnt want to get wet, but still did,
played only for awhile since its late,
then went to bathe,
the toilet was like jammed, so just bathe in that stupid open space,
was hoping none st.margs people was there,
Kiana: are yall very open or im just not open,
hahaha, damn funny, she was wearing her t-shirt and shorts to bathe, like fully dressed,
hahahaha, took some pictures, then 5 of us hurried home,
Aunt ask me to wait at boon keng bus stop, so just sat there waited then headed for untied square jack's place,
I didnt feel like eating la, my braces killing me,
just snack didnt eat breakfast/lunch.
home then quickly made a quick update,
pictures up next:D
6:44 AM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Almost never
You fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images,
no
I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy for you
To walk right in and out of my life?
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
6:14 AM
oh yeah
Found the pic in Beckah's blog.
GUESS MY ROOMY:D
hahaha, amanina, Its probably going to be fun, as in KL trip,
but I idw to miss national day,
Jannelle is taking over me as the as of the lion.
hahaha, dont get exposed uh you, haha,
oh yeah look at the convo my aunt and I had.
aunt: I've been convering up alot for you lately.
me: hahaha, like what.
aunt: that day I went to far east with your uncle and then he said :" Ah see next time bring szelin here, and see hoe teenagers wear lately, she dress like ah lian."
me: HAHAHA, wl yall really got to stop calling me ah lian man
4:32 AM
when darkness turns to light
Picture of the day (:
Had U14 training on thurs,
friendly with U17, I think we got trashed or something,
on my 3rd quarter I couldnt breathe so I had to stop,
my first time getting out of court halfway, I felt damn useless.
Start of the game, I didnt know how to pass, my offer was screwed, being a WD I couldnt intercept any balls, it was mainly just tipping it out of court, it didnt help.
oh well, but my ass hurt after that cos I was saving a ball, didnt care just butt down slide for it, it went out anyway.
that shows how useless.
tsk, went home, with aunt picking me up at novena,
homeworked and slept.
Speech day yesterday was boredom.
I slept, when a prefect was beside me, I bet she found it boring too. hahaha.
went home myself.
went for dental appointment after school was over,
had rubber bands on, and my jaw and teeth are aching like hell.
cant eat much, take it as dieting man.
I think Im texting too much, hahaha, idk my limits.
Im on eclipse,
edward is love :D
well when he say he loves bella he really do,
sidetrack, tmr sentosa, nah im not wearing red kiana.
wake me up uh, or maybe I shall stay up, likely not.
Im getting so tired nowadays.
I slept for 14 hours yesterday, it crazy, but yeah I have to catch up the lost sleep.
hahaha,
bye, can't wait for tmr,
Tag replies;
Joanne; whatever~~~
Mel; hahah, alrighto, come back soon.
Lynnette; Okay la one condition, not to cal me pathetic person.
Ainur; alrighto :D
It ends tonight
3:13 AM
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
you have shown some level of resilience but when faced with a
difficult situation, you have problems being mentally strong. As such, you
find that you may end up giving up or feeling depressed
over the situation you are facing.
today training U14 training speech day rehersal
couldn't make it for U14 man):
chi file is screwed
bye.
Things i want:
- camera
- boxers
- singfest!!!
- new bag
- bulletin board
- wallet
- pencil case
- new nose
- new me :D
6:21 AM
had drums and a little tamberine yst.
welcome back mel, lols
hypothesis: drama's going to suck again.
bye.
i lost you for you
He laughed without a trace of humor. "Just part of the lie, love. There was no distraction from me...the agony. My heart hasnt beat in almost ninety years, but this was different. it was like my heart was gone-like i was hollow. like i'd left everything that was inside me here with you"
"thats funny" i muttered.
he arched one perfect eye brow. "funny?"
" i meant strange-i thought it was just me. lots of pieces of me went missing, too. I haven't been able to really breathe in so long." I filled my lungs, luxuriating in sensation. " and my heart. that was definitely lost."
6:07 AM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
dumbass
stupid, screw the person that took my charger.
my maid will just go Idk Idk, and then she'll put it somewhere,
my batt is running low already,
stupid.
Had been reading new moon the whole day, finishing soon.
"but how could you believe me? After all the thousand times I've told you I love you, how could you let one word break your faith in me?"
Tag replies
Namira; hello!
Kiana; DUH!
MEL; MELLLL hahahaha I bet you miss me, hahahaha, text me when your back(: loves.
3:36 AM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
NIVEETHA
NIVEETHA BE HONOURED YOUR NAME IS HERE.
HAHAHAHAHA,
YOU RETARDED DEER.
and and you owe me a date to search for small little sunflowers
tag reply
kim; hahaha, its so rubbery hahahaha. I love you too! butt slapsssss
6:17 AM
Green grass grow all around all around and the green grass grows all around.
Met TREENA for breakfast today.
I was 10 min late.
hahahaha, oh wellz.
ate talked, went KNC watch the game wait for people.
we were there like what at 9 when our game is at 12.30
then soon everybody came,
Bev can piggyback me, ah-mazing.
hahahaha,
JANELLE TAN GET WELL SOON
kims are amused by my movement of my head,
okay I just realise my head like damn rubber-y stretchy,
hahahahaha, so cool manzxz.
Top the table,
game vs Nanhua was the best :D
somehow, I played normally again, after the 3 or 4 games,
after everything, went to bathe, then dinner/lunch with trina.
hahahaha, on the way to the bus stop it was pouring, and then trina doesnt know how to use muy umbrella, she press the button and the whole umbrella just close. hahahaha.
then being me, I ran all the way to the bus stop, screaming at her,
the scene was retarded,
man on the bus, there was a bleuk scene.
hahaha.
im not against it, but its disgusting.
okay Im tired of typing, bla bla bla
oh and and I look damn retarded in the NSL magazine :/
shitzxzx man. the rest look okay.
Tag replies:
Amelia; Uh huh.
Fion; thats not jia ying, you cousin but my friend. hahahah
/edit
I give up both.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.
3:28 AM
Friday, July 18, 2008
Oh yeah
oh yeah I didnt say,
I hate morning devotion :/ sorry but yeah.
but sometimes, there are really really, encouraging stuff.
hahaha.
are you going to keep your head above the water, or just give up? even if that means all the trouble comes to you at a time.
8:48 AM
Revived
Champion trohpie :D
SNT08
Captain and assistant captains' 07
challenge trophy
Im back:D I know your glad, hahaha,
I kept myself awake just to blog, if not I'll be snoring off,
got to wake up early tmr for pesta sukan.
man, my saturday): netball netball netball, and more netball.
anyway im sore all over, thanks to today's training although its not fitness.
- 2 rounds
- floorball
- abit of volleyball
- abit of frisbee
- touch rugby
- contact rugby
Im sorry Jamie, take care of your baluku :/
Man I hit alot of people, sorry :/
touch rugby was boring, contact was okay,
itching all over after that, I brought soap lucky thing,
she some of us rushed to the toilet and wash up.
rewind rewind, back to morning.
Practice the dance(lion dance),
man, I got so shock when Joyce said I had to be the opera girl.
but in the end Mavis said there was another girl doing it so I was save.
hahahaha, I think our part was screwed, but it was okay according some people down stage.
well they said it was hilarious.
embarrassing for me uh, hahahahaha.
after everything, recess 1h and then normal class for 1 1/2h then went for assembly,
and amazingly Fearon won(: I never expected it though.
hahahahaha.
I didn't forget those photos
Tag replies:
Joanne; Dont lame-.-
Evan; dyou know already?
Ivie; I give up fighting with you im not ah lian, hello.
Claudi; hahaha.
Olivia; congrats :D
mamaliew; Hi bye.
yanwen; welcome :D
7:58 AM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
today was erm good?
yesterday's game was scary
i think i lose control.
hahahaha
jumping and screaming.
and i think there was this moment damn pai seh.
there was extra time, i thought it was only 5 mins
but it was 5 min per quater
so i ran out to court, then the umpire,
sorry. can you get out of the court
i was like walao, lucky i was just at sideline.
it was a very very close match
thay lost 1st quater, down by one but it eventually it was either tie or up(:
eventually we won 31-27.
pictures will be up soon when i get to use the com.
I LOVE SNT'06 SNT'07 SNT'08 :D
now the $4 cup is ours. hahaha.
got yas cosume today, its blue):
neh mind at least got something to wear.
hahaha. got back chinese test, there was improvement
31/50 (: hahaha.
training later, not exactly training, game with melbourne team.
alrighto bye.
2:32 AM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
drum lessons started yesterday :D
mainly learning how to drum -.-
right left right left
im on new moon now, finally
training yesterday, 10 min run seems to be short.
game and game and game
pesta sukan style.
my butt to butt smack buddy did butt to butt smack :D
hahahahaha.
i walk home from novena yesterday.
- quiet time alone
- lose weight.
HAHAHA.
i was faster then the bus.
awsomexzzzz.
my clip dropped into the basin this morning -.-
went to school with hairband, nerd -.- hahahaha.
laugh at myself, LOL
im tired, bye.
i waited for the pain now. i was not numb -my senses felt unusually
intense after so many months of haze- but the normal pain held off. The
only acne was the disappointment that his voice was fading.
6:10 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008
WE ARE ALLOWED TO SKIP REHERSAL :D
AWSOMEST. (((((:
today loveness, no monday blue
okay this very hilarious:
kiana: that yuxuan luh.
me: oaquan ah yuxuan
kiana: i say oaquan la.
me: *laugh like crazy* ......who's he?
i said it withou knowing who he is
today is craxy. okay byeeeee.
WHEEEEE
nop tag replies idk who tag, im not blogging
6:36 AM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
ohoh
OH YES ASB SAID I LOOK LIKE NA STUDENT D:
DO I? ):
6:57 AM
hell no.
bla bla the whole afternoon I was watching this show,
damn sad, lotsa crying, tsk tsk.
went oput for dinner, nothing much,
im looking for a wallet,
and I saw this 39.990 one, start saving!
I got money but, nah save more first.
yes did I mention?
SPEECH DAY REHERSAL VS JUNIORS FINAL
obviously juniors finals, who want to go to speech day rehersal and learn how to walk properly and bow properly. cmon, juniors finals la, last year to keep the cup aand they'll definitely do it, and I'll be jumping and screaming instead of being in school, walk up stage receive the prize, walk bow and thats it, ahhh. okay I shall stop.
hmph.
going to see chers tmr to beg them to let us go(:
and and ira I think you link list is cool. hahaha
tag replies:
chooj; Alrighto :D
zxzxzxintian; hahaha, I think iris will understand the lianess. hahaha
joanne; my tagboard is no communicating service or wtv-.- hahaha, i already bombed thats why I didnt reply man, hahah
6:31 AM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Tag replies
dang I cant tag on my own blog how nice-.-
I'll just reply it here then.
Joanne; oh well, we can't talk, so yeah.
Sam; Yeah I miss everyone):
Glenda; I also have confident that they are going to make it, and I really really want to be there manzxz.
Iraatiqahhh; lols, yeah, I miss being under her man. hahaha
7:11 AM
SNT08, not doubt you are going to do it, there will be another picture adding to this, dont disppoint me or might as well us. these 2 pictures really make me miss those training times man. hmmm. All th tough times, fun times, sad times, wtv, oh well.
5:30 AM
throw it away,
today today,
went to school to help out with racial harmony,
painted the jiu chen gao, "colourful kueh lapis"
hahaha, I think we screwed it up.
lols, at least Ivie and I paint luh, the ann eat eat eat, play play play.
hahahaha.
iris dish part ishzx fer uue worzxz, iie dunt want tuh spoil my whole post.
lols, yeah, alien alien.
ater much painting and mixing, then final job's done.
lunch went back to school, then slack, play with ivie's ds,
den got a ride from her home.
MONESSHA xD says:
she say you came my house yesterday and saw me sleeping O.O
Closed Up, bottle everything up says:
(:
MONESSHA xD says:
AHHHHHHHHHHH !
rofl, damn funneh
4:31 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
not alright not okay
GOOD JOB JUNIORS:D
I told yall can do it one, well if we can you can too.
16th July 08 Wed, your big day, end it well(:
Im having trouble waking up everyday
damn tired, okay nothing much today,
kind souls just remind me I have to do that leadership portal thingy online.
training today was okay, but I think my abs is going to hurt. man.
wasnt that pleasent today though,
after training went island to get free ice cream.
FREE ICE CREAM DAY AT ISLAND CREAMERY:D
I feel so singaporean, free oh go take. hahaha
today is boring,
I wna go nlb tmr, but I dont know if I can make it
dammit.
5:42 AM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
i hate changing out of coloured bras every morning-.-
i didnt just say that. HAHA.
class comittee bla bla long journey bla bla, give you another change bla bla.
she sure had complained about us. cliqueo you know who
contracts are childish
AA. dammit.
fitness today, i guess, run your hearts out:D
well done juniors:D i still got no idea why y'all lost to Tk, work towards your goal
all the best for sems on fri vs IJ OLN.
57/85 for some resillience test we did 'n dot
sucks.
i want to transfer outD:
trinity guild hall preperation sucks, much.
i was 2nd to present, and nothing was on the preparation.
kiana was 1st, i laughed like shit! but i was 2nd-.-
"i love you" he said. "its a poor excause for what i, doing, but it's still true."
...
"Bella". Edward's voice very soft. Alice and Emmet looked out of their windows. "if you let anything happen to yourself-anything at all- i'm holding you personally responsible. do you understand?"
3:56 AM
Sunday, July 6, 2008
bitter sweet
hmm, nothing much today,
but I realise I sms damn alot,
like 1000 already, and its 6th july,
good luck to me :D
Tmr tmr, someone update me if your going,
jamie tricia trina, GO.
hahahaha,
I belong to me,
8:25 AM
Saturday, July 5, 2008
hate u love u
idiot its a ncie song, means alot too,
I never realise it was 1st july, everything is passing fast, very fast
hate u love u-super junior
I want to hate you,
I'm tired of seeing you happy with another person
I had to send you away without you knowing why
It happened so long ago, the feelings are probably all gone now
I tried so hard to erase you
But I can't help it that it's impossible too,
Please stay next to my side
*Nothing's changed except that I'm alone
I tried to believe that I would find another love
But now it's even hard to breath
My sorrow over you keeps getting bigger and bigger
I just can't seem to erase you from my head
I want to hate you
I'm tired of watching you pretend that you've forgotten me
I hate myself for living each day without any strength
I try my best to change but it just won't
I tried so hard to erase you
But I can't help it that it's impossible too,
Please stay next to my side
*Nothing's changed except that I'm alone
I tried to believe that I would find another love
But now it's even hard to breath
My sorrow over you keeps getting bigger and bigger
I just can't seem to erase you from my head
I was going to send you away without any grudges
I believed that I'd be able to take the pain
But it just keeps getting deeper,
this sorrowI can't with
stand this anymore, I'm disliking you more and more..
*Nothing's changed except that I'm alone
I tried to believe that I would find another love
But now it's even hard to breath
My sorrow over you keeps getting bigger and bigger
I just can't seem to erase you from my head
8:50 AM
its like a neverending
okay today I didnt want to wake up I was tired.
but still have to wake up meet jamie tricia and trina for breakfast/lunch
met jamie then went to long john's to wait for them,they're always late as usual.
so after they came ate, then walked up to pri sch.
met grace and that freaking mat,
walk here and there,
ended up in gallery, playing ivie/iris ds,
then janelle called me telling me to go to staff room cos miss seng is back,
so went there with the rest, pass mel her food, then she go off somewhere, guess hanging around the juniors,
after joking and all went back down,after walking and walking and deciding on what to play,
i went to the dunking machine, a
nd people dunk me for 5 min,
i went back soaking hugging alot of people making them wet,
oh yeah met alot alot of people, I miss all of you man,
saw: Seorin Jaeyoung Rachel Luyi Tiara Yue Shan Fion+++ (sorry, i forgot)
hahaha, after dunking went to play the slide thingy,
miss lee made the thing wet for us,so its funner.
i was first to go,
and I was stupid enough to not hold the handles while climbing up,hahaha damn stupid,
jamie was behind, whole load of commotion happen,
I landed very unglam-ly,
cos of the puddle of water below,
when I was climbing up the second time,
janelle fell from the top,
and when everything was about to end, I slip then I hit tricia's ankle, then tricia slipped and hit janelle ankle, then janelle slipped too, so we all slipped.
hahahahadamn funny,they all purposely slip and slip to stay there longer lor,
hahaha,after that went dunking again,
nic kept laughing at me,
that was like damn mean,
and she got a chance to dunk me,
after that got our bags and then walked around,
bought carrot cake,
which didnt taste like carrot cake,
then viv janelle trina jamie sam went to paint those stuff,
so tricia shab nadia and I went into a classroom,
tricia wanted to buy food no more food so we went to change after we change
walk around again,
ended up at the slope part,
then went to wait for them after 1h they still havent finish their painting so sat down there and wait.
they took so damn long la please.
finally they are done the rest went off earlier,
so tricia trina janelle and I walk down,they went high really
kebaby. kebooby,
kerayzee peepel.lols,
and they let a balloon go,
oh yeah i rmb wondering where balloons will go after they are let off
maybe like the book kiana read,
it'll go to some balloon heaven, but no luh, it burst even before reaching th sun
maybe from now on write my troubles on a balloon and let it go,
maybe it'll help :D
photos next. lazy to edit the rest
5:37 AM
Friday, July 4, 2008
please,
Juniors, idk how many of you will read this but,
just word of encouragement,
Yall lost to tk, and nobody wants it to happen, well there might be hiccups during the game, you might have given up, I've been through it, I know the pressure, yall trained hard for it, I saw it myself, I didnt manage to see yall play that day, but Im sure if every single one of you played like how you did in your finals, you'll probably have beat them. kay right I might just be your senior, but cmon don't waste it, its your last year, and its also our last year, if we keep the cup we keep it forever, its going to tough I know, but if you pull through as a team, its not going to be hard, god's there with you, this is just a lesson from him, your playing evergreen next am I right? your going to beat them, make st.margs proud aites, all the best. those we've seen this please help me to tell the others, really work hard, its not going to be impossible, im seeing yall at tp indoor this month yknow, playing in 1st and 2nd (:
let out your what secret?
don't tell me you never bitch about me alright.
i know about ihksltb. explain that.
plus Idk about what fucking reason you cook up this fight,
and got a childish thinking that if a person hangs out with one she cannot to another,
"I think more people hate you"
please look at yourself, thank you
look at how you behave thanks and bye.
9:35 AM
Dont need so much,
okay so today,
I thought it was damn suay but anyway during PE we had to play dog and bone,
which was kinda boring, cos they sit to the pair next to them,
and I don't hear anyone screaming like danielle/sarah.
hahaha,
I hate Fridays cos we have the science thingy which is boringgggg.
really boring.
but I like chapel part and 1.30 dismissal and training,
hahahaha, well no training today, it was farewell.
so first told them to find their presents do forfeit and all,
damn funny,
second, some game, the curtain game what so ever you called that,
im lovable cos everyone loves bringing me over to their side.
hahahaha, well i always end up with rachel/rebecca and I got no idea who is who so don't blame me.
hahahaha, burst the balloon, was torturous, mainly cos, I was the last three, and they all pin me down hold my legs and burst my balloon-.-
but they never realise nevine and jamie had no balloon burst-.-
hahaha,
the tail game got out fast,
then peanut game,
went gambling with trina lynette atiqa, and I became their slave.
great-.-
dog and bone=juicy,
hahaha, we use watermelon as the bone, lucia drop it it starts dripping juice,
and when i kick it the whole watermelon burst,
hahahahah,
I really got enough of disgusting stuff getting onto my shirt atiqa,
tskkk, ate serving food was fun, i pout lotsa carrots on lynette's serving,
hahaha, atiqa gave alot alot of noodles, okay shit its not noodles, im lazy to type,
tricia puts alot alot of sauce depending on how much atiqa puts,
nevine serve disgusting dou fu, hahahaha,
jamie serving prawnssss xiaaa,
hahahaha, and idk what trina was serving,
I just know everything was fun,
ate, then sent nevine out to bus stop,
I like making sylvis angry, hahaha,
me and nevine tried to played the song at the same time, and we succeded after
1223431879 years. haahahahaha.
after she got on the bus, we slow jogged back,
hahaha, then realise everyone was inthe parade gorund so I quickly bathe and went out there.
and the first thing i heard was :"who's that?" *runnnnn*
I wanted to run away so I left my shoe behind, then lynette went to throw it in the bushes, and idk where the other one go, but in the end it ended back to me.
went back to canteen cut the cake, ate the cake, played with cream, well not me but I got it on my hand, saying its sunblock or whatever moisteriser thang,-.-
after everything, jamie and I left went to the bus stop,
went home, and reached about mmm 9+?
idk, but yeah today was fun and all, fooling around,
tmr's fun fair, please comeeeee
8:06 AM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
what if what if
i reached home at 10pm last night
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL
you've been a very nice senior.
man your one year older again, (:
okay so yesterday's game we won 41 to 16 (?)
well i thought it'd be tough since they tied SSS.
oh well.
1st quater: WD
2nd quater: WD
3rd quater: -
4th quater: C
well i thought it was the best game, well at least i did my best in this game,
MEl i saw you playing WD. hahaha.
kay gossip and so on till 9.30++
then uncle came to pick me up.
slept without doing my hw.
i was dead in the morning,
slept during CT, and i finish it in 30 min.
i havent been eating lunch, and shall not.
oh yeah yesterday's training was fitness, qurle okay, but omg it was tiring.
did qifa stuff too.
im getting a stomach ache damn it.
or isit cramps idk.
met told me to go for the game and than she text me saying mdm dont allow.
damn pang seh! ): tskkkk
all the best juniors, rmb keep the cup so work towards that. (:
loves.
what if i say......?
6:59 AM
Ivie:D
Kiana:D
Jasmine:D
Mindy :D
Retarded snap snap
MRT
Before service, screw the hair
YELLOW.
ROCK
Picture of the day (:
