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I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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Saturday, September 6, 2008
get lost moodswings

I'm learning to fall I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me


bla bla bla,
went for movie with family,
$$ no enough is damn funny and sad,
but today aint a good day for movie with my screw up mood,
after movies went to visit grandparents, then headed for dinner at united square,
buffet, I basically just drink and eat salad, I wasnt even hungry,
and gawd dinner at 5 plus 6 no no.
home, I dont wna be anywhere else but here,
im so pissed/frustrated/annoyed/angry over nothing-.-
careful I can just bite your head off.
Monday Sunday blueeeee.
I feel so I-don't-know-what-to-do):

Have a good rest, can see that your very tired,
take care(

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You are aloof, mysterious, and distant.
People feel like they really don't know the true you...
Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force.
Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself.
It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose.
You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away.
Whats the part of you that no one knows
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