I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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woke up at 8.30, rushed to meet joanne at kap.
ate breakfast, then off to buy ingredients(:
headed back to her house, START BAKING((:
brownies baking is so fasttttt, so we baked cookies too,
more work for cookies= more fun.
at about 2.15pm, I received a msg saying
" Meet Ms Lum at 2.30pleae. Reply if you received the msg"
Im like wtf, so I cabbed down to school, to realise that, Ms Lum only wanted to tell us
we only had to pay 20% for the trip (Singaporean only)
yah nothing concerns me, pfffft.
started training and all.
Ms Chng quite entertaining today,
and I found out she havent had headache before until today, awesome or whatttt
dogs and bones (HAHA) was fun, tho my team lost,
forfeit on wednesday (oh no)
hungry seniors are not fun, they chase you around for food,
and so my icing is screwed,
had to bite sarah, for her to let go of the container,
Atiqa Viv Sarah, never let them see you've got food, nightmare manzxzx,
Atiqa was doing catwalk, Ms Lum saw, funny shitzxzx, how gracious, HAHA.
went back home after that.
risa is being a pig, omg, impt thing to tell her call her say why call i sleeping_._
omg wake up RISAAAA.
she offed her phone this time-.-

to the someone that means the world to me,
I want you to know that, i'll be here all the time, and I dont like to see you sad,
I'd be sad to yknow): cheer up, love you

aite after a blog, Im going to pigggg,
tmr im going to bake at joanne's house(: damn kewlllll, HAHA
so im supposedly waking up at like 8.30 tmr, and im still awake,
oh gosh,
how am I going to wake up tmr,
I think I got damn cool sibs (-.-)
about 9 plus just now, they plugged in the mike (2 of them)
my brother started singing national anthem ( young kids always think that national anthem damn cool, rmb when we were young? HAHA)
my sister started singing this is me ( so disney channel-y)
awesome right, then my other sister playing piano,
noise pollution, dont ever come over when all my sibs are around,
never, then idk I think my aunt was highing or something,
so she started doing monkey faces and talking to the com
wth htw?
everyone's sleeping now, and kerap im getting scared again,
I need my blankie, its like my protector, HAHA.
aites, goodnight world(:

I didnt know that I woke up that late until my aunt called me,
I caught the last part of fisher and paykel,
So not entertaining,
then watched teevee till aunt came home to cook,
then have lunch, continue watching teevee then went to bathe,
today damn sianzxzx,
Risa called me out to town, but sadly locked in, again
tsk, Vans love giving me shocks,
this year is like full of unbelievable stuff,
Im damn hungryyyyyyyy,
I want starbuckssssssssss):

insertname is so adorable(: it yawned!!

I got a scam call today, from china, would have played with them but I was too sleepy so I hung up.
Then they called back I shouted for my uncle and said
"can you ask them to shut up, they keep calling, pian qian de"
then I went back to sleep, to realise
shit I got training at 3, so I had to wake up,
ate lunch bathe, got sent to school.
training kinda tiring today,
stupid down the line drill with no water breaks,
but it probably really help in fitness,
got a really bad headache after training D:
bus-ed home, with may vans cass,
yasira texted me and said she saw idiot, so to make sure she's NOT (hahaha) there anymore I text her, that idiot want to compare height only-.-
go and die luh you, hahahaha.
felt much much much better after I ate dinner,
Banana made me happy by saying
"you want towels, dont want camera ah"
but cmon that cam cost a bomb, you can just get towels for me(:
Vans you got nice colour contacts(:
hahaha, I think Joan and Vans damn kerayzee,
once I walked back from court they ran to me,
hahaha, Im oh so lovedddd(:
remind me to text dione

Kiana and Ivie is over now,
Ivie just came,
eating ice cream(:
Im already like coughing and trying to catch my nose, HAHA.
watching money no enough 2 (again)
omg, banana havent watch, so watch again luh.
okay nothing to blog about.
haisssss, today sucha sian/not happy dayyyy.
so gloooooooooooooomy.

Memories(:

my gosh, I was looking thru my memory card, of my dead camera.
How fugly I was in plimaly school, can faint manzxzx.
not that im even not ugly now but wtf, primary school was worst,
I'll upload some later, yall can have a good laugh,
my later is at 12 am(:
all the peektures got me thinking of those happy times manzxzx.
how I always go "Jia Jia you want go monkey bar during recess?" In primary one
how I always go "Jamine Xin Yi Priscilla! lets go play catching!" In primary two.
how I always go "Let's go and shoot" In primary three.
how I always go "Janelle let's go to the court now!" In primary four.
how I always go "Eh need to go take class already" In primary five.
how I always go "So not a true friend" In primary six.
I miss going ohsix, Kl trip and perth trip, double champs, awesome year.
How I always cry like a baby when 06 had to leave,
how life was pretty much carefree, and people dont friggin judge, at least not as much,
how we always get to assembly all so wet and sticky,
screaming/laughing like kerayzee people
how training was such joyyyy, haiiii,
its always ncie to look back(:

/edit
joanne banana ivie coming over tmr(:
better make sure yall do work mannn,

loveee, i like your dp(:
hahaha

brudder

(:

I fell asleep yesterday while replying sms and woke up at hmm, 12?
but someone was pig-ger than me and woke up at like 1 hahaha.
had to follow aunt and uncle to temple (bring me anywhere just not here)
pffft, then went for lunch at ichiban boshi at great world city,
had like salmon feast-.-
salmon salad/smoke salmon salad/14 piece salmon/ baked salmon,
kerayzee la, damn fulled so i cancelled my sukiyaki ,
walked around, eyed on a tank top and esprit<3
get wii after sissys exams and all,
Im watching anaconda part 3,
hate snakessssss,

make every second count

Was on pet society just now,
and then I found my pet sleeping,
damn cuteeeee(:
as pig as me, HAHA

In the morning i was sleeping so soundly suddenly my brother came in and asked
"do you want to go church?"

i was shocked but im sure I'll be damn late if i go so I just continue sleeping.
I was awake for the wholeeee day,
doing sudoku, damn lousy at it, hahaha.
went to united square for lunch again then tp for dinner.

sleepless night- Faber Drive
Another sleepless night
I'm still starin at the ceiling
I can hear him fightin
With her for no good reason
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way I'd corner him and say
Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Another day goes by
And nothing changed, he's still the same I can hear her cryin'
Thinkin she's the one to blame
Will this ever end?
Will this house be a home again?
If I had my way I'd corner him and say
Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Another sleepless night
Nothing changed, he's still the same
Another stupid fight
And someone's gotta say
Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Love's not enough when you say it
Don't you know you've gotta mean it
Screwin up the best thing ever
Is something you'll regret forever
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go
Put yourself in her position
All she needs is recognition
Take her and make sure she feels it
Let her know you'll never let her go

From Ivie Lynnette and Joanne.

1) Who was the first NEW friend you made?
- hmm, should be Kiana (and jasmine tan)

2)Who was the first person you saw from your class this year?
- Jannelle?

3)Who was the first person you talked to?
- Jannelle?

4) Who was the first person who talked to you?
- Jannelle?

5) Who slept beside you during the orientation camp?
- Jannelle. (omg flooded with jannelle.)

6) What were the first problems you encountered when entering the school?
- most were strangers.

7) What House are you in?
- fearon(:

8)Name a person you enjoyed doing something with during this year.
- sitting next to Kiana/Lynette during class talking non stop
- ego-ing with Kiana/lynette/Ivie/Joanne
- How xintian high
- Lynnette screaming with me during horror movies.
- competition period with team.
- U14 trainings/kerayzeeness/fun
- how I just enjoy sitting with love and talk.

9) What was your first impression of your form teacher?
- Idk.

10) The first people whom you thought were cute?
None.

Pass this quiz on to 10 people.
anyone.

just as I was thinking of janelle (cos I went to her blog) she came online
(:
I woke up at 11 today,
like 13 hours of sleeep, wow.
went paragon with my aunt to send sis for piano then walked around,
then went to buy some snacks went homeee,
then I slack and sleep again,
my gosh, i can really say my hobby is sleeping
HAHAHA,

I think lomo/holga/fisheye cameras damn cool (((((:

/edit

this is from vans

Szelin
Soulmate! Yup, you've got my back. And indeed, I've gotten yours as well. =) It wasnt your fault at all k! Nobody's to blame except me. I am the one who chose the wrong person to fall in love with :/ Hahha, no to worry. 4 months is the time you've given me. I'll try me bestest of the bestest aite? =) You've been the most wonderfullest soulmate anyone can have yup. Its great to spend time with you and throwing all my problems, sharing my secrest and gossiping with you =) Tell you smth, actually, I've been praying to God hoping that one day you'll become my close friend, and it came true! Hurhur, yup yup. Its quite ridiculous. Cause I think you are a cool friend to hang with aite!! Hahaha, you've provided me with all the advices I need in life. Thanks for your listenning ears. And it was fun and awesome abing to watch the beautiful fireworks with you =) I had a great time that night. Though its not nice talking to you over the phone at all, but it was GREAT talking to you face to face. Haha! I hope we could still be soulmate like at least up to our secondary life. Hahahha, thanks for everthing. I love you very much, my favourite bitch
Thanks soulmates(: definitely missing all your craps/nonsense, HAHA, your very much loved(: keep to the 4 months babe, I know its long enough(: rmb im here anything, thru the holidays, whenever, hahaha, confession yes its not nice to talk to me over the phone, cos im at a total lost of words, HAHA, will miss you(: must sing for me again okay, you damn beautiful voice, am i not jealous, hahaha. love you bitch(:

this was from Joan

SZELIN!
no more study dates!
no more!
but more life stories!
more sweet stories!
more gossips!
more hyper-nessmore animal sounds like meow
more FIONA
more advices
more tips!
MORE OF YOU AND YOU AND YOU TOOO!
we shall go Sentosa again sooon!
iloveyou ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT
like crazehhhhhhhh!:DDDD

JOANNNNN, hahaha, rmb how you hated me so much at the beginning right, tsk tsk. hahaha, made me so stress the pass few days ah you, worried for you yknow! haha, anyhow you've been a great friend(: how you always bring laughter and joy to cheena class, and your damn tight hugs, how disgustingly you eat, you different expressions, how loud you are. missing that man, love you(:

missed love online again
i came online 3 min after claudi called me, but still):
im damn pig la today still sleep so early):
nehmind, tmr's coming after I post I'll go back to sleeeeeeep.
50 min ago it was 24th,
happy 2nd! (:
im really getting damn bored without you, idk what time you'll reach tmr, I hope it's really damn soooon. miss you damn alot, and I love you like never before(
okay today had drums then after drums straight to KAP.
wl I was damn scared in th morning cos i didnt have me tie, I didnt wear sch jacket, wore a yellowed bra, then she walk down from taff room, i walking up,
i was like shit shit shit she coming down, then she walk to sec 2 level
never see me((:
hahaha, then kap go back i did my work wait for auntie go for dental,
he didnt scold me cos it went well,
hahaha, ruh back for training, ran with sylvia,
she had dental too apparently, hahaha.
training was okay okay.
ball work, no game, -.-
after training waited for risa to return her unmentionables, HAHAHA.
then quickly went home.
okay im done, im going to sleep this way time past faster,
come back quickkkkkkkk

okay im backkkk,
im so sad ): cos I couldnt catch love online):
haissss, I rushed home but still too lateeee.
haissss, nehmind, anyway stayed in school with Joan cos she finished damn late,
we talk talk talk talk, and then she get a lil hyped up, HAHA
talked for quite long like maybe 2 hours,
Jasmine Ivie and Dione went macs so we asked them to buy ice creammm for us,
so Joan and I walked to bus stop since I had to hurry home (read the top) I went home straight after that.
kay anyway im quite glad its the last day of school,
cos it means no more leadership position for me (but argh im a prefect in training):)
crappy manzxzx. this year passed damn fast,
kinda a problematic year, sad year, bad year,
but it can be a fun year, good year, happy year
just based on how you look at it.
Last day of school can be )): too.
- change class/classmates
- lost of freedom (!!)
manzxzx, some people were cryinggggg,
eg. BANANA KOH, cheer up man not like we're going to leave the school or anything,
you wet my shoulders alright, with just a hug!
hahaha, anywayzzz,
happy holidayssss(:

Im in school now waiting for Joan to finish her bible study,
its quite boring here, I wna go online, but, hais idk.
anyways when I reach school gave out letters and recevied letters,
my biggest accomplishment today is making Kiana cry cos of my letter,
awesome or not? (:
instrumental from 8 all the way to 12, so missed the cleaning up,
I'd rather play instruments than cleaning up manzxzx, then you go wash the toilet,
like what these 2 people with me did (yixian and jac)
even tho we went up early Kiana Lynnette and I still end up talking at the gossip corner,
all the way till the end of school,
hugs then bye, Dione is damn disgusting, hug until so tight for what la-.-
hahaha, waited for Joan's mummeh with her, then she left for bible study,
something's wrong with me today, im eating damn alot,
believe me or not? (; HAHAHA. love bet you dont believe me, hahaha.
yeah im typing damn fast in here, jac's jealous, HAHA,
aite Im going to find something to do now,
be back maybe at night.

2 more days love):

training damn tiring today,
not really tiring but, thanks to my stitches (both sides) it killed me,
one of the last to finish skipping, great drop,
whatever, did 'over the rainbow' thats what they called it, damnalot of skipping ropes got spoilt,
mine was the worst both handles came out, sad life, HAHA.
I want ball work): I dont want fitness):
weds;Fitness fri;Ball work
sianzxzxz, but end of training was fun :D
got back effin results, that got me into trouble (again)
I didnt deprove in class position, I stayed the same
BUT somehow deprove by 10 in overall, and 1 point idk how many percent.
whatever, results are out no point dwelling,
verified CCA points, only got 11,
oh did I say I woke up with no voice
it was damn retarded when I tried to get myself to talk,
I went hello hello hello hello,
hahaha, I think its going to get worst cos I ate choco,
HAHA, yeah Im not taking care of it, hahahaha.
Tmr's last day of school,
hols= freedom LOST
only part of hols I like is there's no school and you can sleep in,
lalalala, see la no one entertaining me, im going to sleep earlier than usual, im tired,
well since when am I not tired.

Today's better, but still I miss you. happy pill i need you(:

this is getting damn boring, I cant wait for the next few days to pass quickly,
howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, damn alot fo how questions,
i need to occupy my thurs! if not it'll be damn long (again)
killing time(:

Banana
1.The person who passed you this quiz
-Banana

2.Your relationship with him/her
- Buddaye

3.Your five impressions of him/her.
- ego ego ego ego SCARY.

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
- er probably be with me when I was having a bad day?

5.The most memorable words he/she has said to you
- er, cannot say later someone kill her HAHA, you want know you ask me,

6.If he/she becomes your lover?
- Never.

7.If he/she became your lover, what he/she should improve?
- -

8.If he/she becomes your enemy
- -

9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be?
- -

10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now.
- idk...

11.Your Overall Impression of him/her
- Ego manzxzx,

Nominate at least 2 other blogs.
-____ and ____ whoever.

2. Leave a message for your nominee on their blog.
- whoever la,

Lynnette
1.The person who passed you this quiz
- Lynnette.

2.Your relationship with him/her
- buddaye

3.Your five impressions of him/her.
- Ego/Blur/SLOW/Funny/Prettaye

4.The most memorable thing he/she has done for you
- er, scream with me duyring horror movies HAHA

5.The most memorable words he/she has said to you
- *SCREAM*

6.If he/she becomes your lover?
- -

7.If he/she became your lover, what he/she should improve?
- -

8.If he/she becomes your enemy
- -

9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be?
- -

10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now.
- Watch horror movies and scream.

11.Your Overall Impression of him/her
- overall ah, smart la.

today's damn long,
love left in the morning, see you in 5 friggin long days):
absence makes the heart GROWS fonder rmb? (:
some grooming thang today, quite boring-.-
ghost stories were aweseom shitzxzx.
Science overall im satisfied(:
maths after school, then went homeeee
yes I went home after school (woah)
there's training tmr,
although I doubt any netballers come to my blog,
but Bring tumblers from next training onwards
pass the word around.
May just ask me if its the bottle thing-.- damn lameeee
hahaha, dont she ever see this, vans dont you ever tell her HAHAHA

come back quickkk

maths and IH paper was okay,
wasnt very disappointed.
all the way to causeway after school,
lunched to sss,
saw elle and B(:
and just cos of waiting I got chocolates(:
hahaha,
went home, reached about 6.45pm
and I thought I was going to be late manzxzx.
hahaha,
I think money no enough 2 damn funny,
yes im watching it (again)
HAHA,
Vans! cheer up okay, there will certainly be regrets in life, be strong! I know you can(: Ilovemydearestsoulmate(:
Joan! talk to me face to face tmr! hahaha, unexpected i tell you, hahaha.

Enjoy your trip, come back quick! although your being damn mean now, I'll still miss you damn alot, will be thinking of you, take care of yourself. love you always(: your suppose to be niceR):

pigged the whole day,
its nice to sleep when its raining, hahaha
tmr's maths and IH paper,
results better be good, if not I'll just die,
most likely going for Perth,
hmm, today's a better day(:

thanks for having the patience in me,
sorry for making you worry :/

18th october wasnt really good
18ths havent been good always screwed
its amazing how I can have so much patience in someone
ability to shut up and move on
with much disppointment.
it'll be easy this time too.

/edit
please continue having faith in me):
you damn blur. HAHA(

aite, today damn screwed,
got back results, knew that it'd not be good,
wtv yeah, drums did nothing,
headed for training,
15 min run
then headed to court,
I hate bottles, drills drills drills,
yah and then the group made me change direction idk how many times made me so confused,
hahaha, played the 'hot' game (sam said that) haha,
tap tap game,
damn tired after that, survived throughout for both round,
didnt play last round,
training over changed go get drink,
the machine damn annoying
hahaha, cheated trina's 1.10
the bottle dropped to the bottom, hahaha.
but the machine likes me((:
I have to remember to bring book for sarah chan, she've been asking for it since like few months ago, hahaha.
went home with jamie silent ride, damn tired.
idw to say anything about my results,
its so screweddddddddddddddd.
bye.

JOANNELEONG tagged me, you mean one.
1. Do you have secrets?
- yeah.

2. would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
- -

3. do you enjoy going to school?
- Maybe, depends.

4. what would you do with a billion dollars?
- do some charity, save some spend the rest. obviously the first thought was SPEND.

5. will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
- -

6. which is the first website you go to when you first open I.E besides your homepage?
- My blog/friendster

7. list out your 5 favourite songs:
- Maybe- secondhand serenade
- Awake- secondhand serenade
- Its not over- secondhand serenade
- Why do I love you- westlife
- Because you live- jesse mccartney
I like old songs(;


8. is there anything that has made you extremely happy today?
- hmm, nope.

9. what makes you angry?
- I get angry easily.

10. what would you be doing in 10years time?
- 24, mm idk.

11. who are the 15 most important people to you now?
- ( Joanne Lynette Lynnette Banana Vans Joan May Ivie Jamie Nevine Tricia Trina ___ ___ (idk who)

12. what do you wanna be when you grow up?
Idk.

13. if you're having a bad day, who are the 5 people you are most likely to go to?
- ( Joanne Banana Vans Idiot.

14. who was the last person you cried in front of?
- Ivie Lynnette Banana

15. who are the 10 people you're gonna tag:
- whoever wna do just do la

monday back to school
post exam was salsa
boring to the maxxxx
yeah regret going for salsa its crappy when you have to go up and do something
gosh
Ivie XT Lynnette came over again to watch SHUTTER
Its scary but no scary enough for me to make me not being able to sleep
but the scene of the girl keep flashing omg
kay nehmind tuesday
post exam was MTV dance style
damn cool hahaha
we were seperated into 2 groups have to face each other and dance
I realise I cant dance in different directions HAHA
Kiana and I went to the back immediately but got called back to stand in front again-.-
we only waited for the partner part cos we're only good at that part
hahaha but still the instructor insist that we dance with some of the others cos we can rmb steps
in the moment of shock la okay
we just stood there
overall fun la but damn embarrassing HAHA
after school went novena with jamie nevine trina
went to that secrety place
played phase 10
durign the game i spot a insect nehnd trina and i said trina there's something behind you
she turned
then suddnly it jumped so she scream and sit closer to me
then nevine and jamie totally freaked and stood up and moved further away
trina was like nevine step step step
nevine step it hopped up again I immediately ran then nevine also ran
she ran like as if she was going to die
she banged jamie and me
damn funny
they went against me in the game): damn bad tsk
yeah left at 5
wednesday
post exam was jazzzzz
the instructor kept teasing me wth
say that i got a damn worried face no need be worried
then ask everyone stare at me
tsk im shy kid okay
yah she tease me throughout whole lesson
but yeah she's kinda nice
we had to dance freestyle
and like wthck im not a dancer idk how
she just say go up there do anything just move
so i was in the same group as this whole group of sec 2s go just hid behind them
but got caught la siann
yah then she say i can go up and laugh-.-
she's quite lame too
HAHA yeah but its fun too her lessons i mean
mhm so after lessons she came talk to me again yah tease la what else-.-
BANANA WASNT IN SCHOOL
headed to ps then to town
legs all soreeee
I know you think my hp games damn nice
HAHAHA hannah montana your fav right HAHA
back home at 5 plus
today just went for 2h of drums
crazyyy did all the test
i dont know how much I got
maths for CA2 only A2):
after school went to watch cluster idols
Joanne lynnette mindy clara you did well(;
hahaha andddd the primary school kids all damn awesomeee
I think the small boy Nigel Goh(?) he damn cute
hahaha Joan damn kerayzee
I dont want sing song with you
HAHA bet your damn heart broken right
hahaha tmr and mon checking of papers
dooms day kinda worried nowwww
haissss wtv exam already taken
oh yah i think Mindy expression damn funny
when she heard her name during cluster arts one expression when her song stopped and se had to sing another time another expression
but my expression best
Kiana: eh you follow her go up sing she very scared
Mindy: please i very scared
Me: NO XIAO?!?!
hahaha.

its amazing my aunt didnt wake me up till 12 today
normally she'll be nagging and nagging till im up.
but today no.
went tp for lunch
i spent quite alot today
hahaha
- Navy blue FBTS
- black FBTS
- orange FBTS
I LOST THESE 2 AND BOUGHT THEM(:
- eyeliner
- mascara
sound like some bimbo okay im not.
kay happy kid now.
settled all friggin prob in 2 days.
my aunt and uncle is out again,
I was suppose to follow them but I didnt,
Kiana will know the reason
HAHAHA
I cant wait for training to start, kinda miss everyone.
kerayzeeeeee momentssss.
hahaha, but once it starts it'll probably be fitness
which is kinda gooood(:
hahaha, aite, I havent been posting a proper post for awhile actually
im like smsing damn alot of people-.-
Kiana Ivie Lynnette Mel May
okay maybe not alot but 5...
hahaha, post activity tmr
oh shit,
yes class relay idk if everyone got the message yet
no one reported back to me but anyhow
PLEASE BRING THE MONEY AND ITEMS NEEDED FOR YOUR POST ACTIVITY YOU CHOSE.
do me a favour and put it on your blog,
whoever that sees this
thanks.

Missed 1111 by 2 min
I woke up today cos of friggin cramps and stomach ache,
went to the toilet in total of like 4 times,
painnnnnn luh.
I like slept the whole day, and im sleeeeepy now,
damn pig, hahaha.
word challenge! got 8k plus(:

love you, drug(

Point form(:

- This is my 400th post
- I watched dedication just now I was damn lost
- Its a damn boring day.
- I need to type damn fast
- this is the end of the post.

hahaha, loser I win. I love you still(

/edit
stupid cramps, go awayyyyyyy
I caught 1314,

okayyyyy exams are O-V-E-R
Ivie Kiana Lynnette jut left my house, okay maybe awhile ago,
I sent them out,
we watched
- when a stranger calls (?)
- A walk to remember
- The Eye
- Abit of mean girls (-.-)
the room was cold dark, damn nice to watch scary movies,
hahaha, damn alot of sceaming and all.
A walk to remember damn sweet(:
"Im scared of not being with you"
awwww, hahaha, Kiana's tears keep rolling down onto the chair,
horror horror.
hahahaha, the eye damn scary, more screams,
lol, yeah, chips and drinks.
they wanted to take pics with my brother so yeah,
then sent them out and all.
papers were actually okay, but im sure i screw lap.
and maybe maths paper 1,
studied at bukit anjang plaza on monday,
move from starbucks to library to lj-.-
went home, got this stupid cheeee ko pekkkk.
he was like muay ah
i just friggin roll eyes at him, then he still ask me go over to him,
like I damn stupid like that will actually go.
go and die la.
tuesday went home and sleeeeeep, damn tired.
wed PSLE over
saw quite a few juniors at ps.
someone disturbed me like damn alot of times,
then go play my phone games dont give me any attention (!!)
HAHAHA.
and she kinda whined, HAHAHA
okay then went to meet kat at novena,
jinni ask me questions then went for tuition then i take bus with kay home,
and wl she complain damn alot
HAHAHA
yeah, tmr is holiday, sleep in time(:

yeah im scared of not being with you(

After this post: hiatus
Im getting pissed again cos i cant get into edulearn and do revision
pffffft.
plates plates, need to rmb the plates,
I pull banana's confidence down cos I ask her questions that she dont know,
hahaha, im damn worried for civilisation,
years years years, rmb the years,
I've been studying the whole day, but there seems to be alot more I havent covered,
like this feeling you havent study at all
but I've covered everything):
maybe its just me,
tution in the morning is not productive I didnt listen,
I just kept nodding and nodding like some idiot.
goodluck to people taking EOY (and test)

I would take your pain away if I could,
rest well love.

I woke up to the nagging of my aunt today-.-
wake up eat, study also fall asleep,
so no point waking up early
HAHAHA,
sms sms sms then sleeeeep,
I got tuition at 9.30 tmr, siannnnn,
i can just wake up at 9.20 change and go,
hahaha.
my tagboeard is damn alive manzxzx,
but my blog is dead
tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~

studydate JOANNE'S PLACE

this is for dearest lynette, Im only doing the first part
1.The person who tag you is.
lynette tan liew

2.Your relationship with him/her.
ex-tablepartners/cliqueo

3.Your five impressions of him/her .
Egoistic egoistic egoistic egoistic egoistic.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you .
Do all the crazy things la.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you.
"Hei Ji Fan!"

6. If he/she becomes your lover , you will.
STUN.

7.If he/she becomes ur lover , thing he/she has to improve on will be.
Dont so ego, hahaha.

8.If he/she becomes your enemy , you will.
Tskkkkk.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason will be.
-

10.You want to tell for him/her now is
You will be the egg in the hei ji fan! hahaha.

11.Your overall impression of him/her is.
EGOISTIC

12. How do you think pple around you will feel about you.
-

13.The characters you love of yourself are.
-

14. On the contrary , the characters you hate yourself are.
-

15.The most ideal person you want to be is.
-

16.For pple that care and like you , say something to them.
-

mm, dental today,
I think the dentist is damn pissed with me,
hahaha, cos I didnt wear rubberbadns there is no improvement,
he cant do anything today, so just changed the colour,
Its back to red again, cos I saw the shade I want,
payment today, then left,
went home,attempted to study but I fell asleep,
but manage to rmb some facts.
I didnt even know that monday is IH paper la.
until yas told me,

I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

quick I better hurry post before my aunt comes back.
okay yesterday= hari raya= plan didnt go.
so Lu sms and said she can't go, I managed to persuade Joanne to go but in the end her mum didnt allow, so I didnt go either,
but obviously instead of staying at home, I went out,
called Vans, she was with her sweet sixteen clan and idk anyone,
called janelle she ask me go study wtf,
called kiana out with parents
the others stuck at home studying,
so I went to TP to study, with Joanne teaching me maths on the phone.
then my phone was going to die so have to put down the phone,
then I read my book did my work,
untillllllllll ( popped out right in front of me, well not in front, but yeah,
accompanied me till nine plus,
studied then dinner,
then homeeee,
thanks love you made my day(
okay then when I went home, kinda drama, i step in my aunt on the lights and then started scolding and nagging like wth I told you I'll leave about 7 to 8
and you said reach home by 10-11 so I came home at 10,
wtv, okay so I bathe and everything, went to bed.
woke up at 5 in the morning just to do art,
yeah Im glad I finished it in time,
went to school, chinese= free period so I slept,
revision revision revision,
7 days till freedom,
Im going to write another letter,
okay byeeeeeeee.

And you will live on,
our heart will beat stronger
as we reamin as on
we will last a little longer
And as we pull ourselves together
we can't help but torn apart,
we will always have each other
Just like from the start(