I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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woke up at 12 plus, upon the constant nagging la-.-
was asked to make the bed, cos woke up the latest,
i wouldnt get annoyed if its just folding of blankets,
but wth its the friggin mess my brother made la, while I was sleeping he had been constantly throwing all the stuff toys at me (but you see me being sucha pig I didnt know)
yah so his toys and stuff toys all over the bed,
okay la no big deal, but I was tired, HAHA,
I read a chapter of that chi book, I realised I have to do the summary so yeah, READ.
rubberbands are so annoying, been a long time since I wore it
so its aching all over again, irritating,
I was having a girly moment the whole morning/afternoon whatever you call it,
I was painting my nails all over again,
the lime green nail polish is annoying, it dries, but it kinda dont dry, whateverrrr,
but its cool now wth one foot black and one foot lime greeen,
training, muvees, chalet, tmr
HIZXZ, im going to be 14 soon):

throw me a line and I'll bring you the hook that caught me
You reel me into where I cannot breathe
Throw me back and jump in after me
Its happened before but I'll see you're never betrayed
No wrongs to cure or fears to beat away
And tho I'll run I'll never run away
I know you think that we're all the same and you say
that you'll love when love comes your way but today
we've both got time to spend and not waste
If you've never been in love with anything
Why do you stop it now its happening
And tho you know it know you wont admit
you've ever been in love with anything
Never before have I had somebody so close
Im lying here wondering why you let me go
You drive your life like its a car you stole
You need to be told that you can only lead the one life
Forever starts before the day you die
If it gets hard just take it in your strides
If you could see the bad in yourself when you see
All the bad in everyone else and in me
You wouldnt need to run away

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