I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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So you can be pissed and I can't isit?
I hope your read this, since yknow soo much about my life and how much I love my friends right, you probably read it from here,
so basically I woke up at the naggings (again)
and she basically go on about how its so late already and I should be up, and how NO ONE WILL BELIEVE THAT I CANT HEAR THE VACCUM CLEANER,
which I can swear to you I really cannot here
then you started on how your disappointed in me bla bla bla,
you said like as if Im the worst child on earth, like I dont help you at all,
like as if the kids in this world world at the age of mind,
- help you mop and vaccum the floor
- wash the kitchen
- iron the clothes
- cook
- wash the friggin car
- take care of those kids
tho I don't do everything EVERYDAY,
I still helped,
you are blind, not being able to see im doing my work isit,
and I get scoldings for things I didnt do,
the bed's in a mess, COS UNCLE WENT IN AND SLEEP AND THEN GO OFF,
and I just went into the room to look for my stuff and I just saw the mess,
and you just scolded me for how messy the bed is,
seriously bad mood dont need to keep scolding,
even third, a seven year old knows how to say,
"After Aunty go back, she everyday scold scold scold"
what do you do? housewife.
what does housewife do? housework, explains it all.
Keep comparing me to my cuzz back at Penang,
seriously, they were independent since young
and their environment is different from whats back here,
so dont compare me with them, worst still compare to me at your age,
question mark ???? seriously.
I really hope you read this, if you did, note, I didnt say I wasnt at fault at all,
my attitude sucked cos I was pissed at how your handling things,
And I know your probably going to beat me up one of these days
when Im friggin FORTEEN.

I finished my math, and started a tiny winy bit on science,
homework on christmas eve, and stupid nagging and scolding,
bad christmas this year, but still remind yourself the meaning of christmas!

Labels: homework, scolding machine