I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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highlight of the day: I sprained my ankle

went for training today,
training shooters again,
10 sets of 10 kill me, okay it wasnt really tiring but still.
everything went well UNTIL game vs C div,
I tried for that ball and then I landed I also dont know how, and then I sprained my ankle,
I think I sat down there damn long, cos I couldnt straightened that leg and bring up the other,
okay know me, I cant take pain, but I wont cry,
but this time its cried this is how painful it is,
best timing okay, when season is so near,
by zonals even if I recovered I wont be ready, stamina starting from zero, like all the other trainings comes to nothing
Iris damn smart tell Chng she going to sinsei,
then Chng and Ms Lum said its a must for me to go,
I thought telling them I didnt have money would work,
BUT Chng was like I lend you money first, tsk
My dearest brudder, brought me back to canteen, and I dont think im very light, so thanks.
then slacked around till Iris dad came went to the friggin sinsei, sylvia tagged along,
I was like how scared, then when it was my turn, he kept trying to distract me, but obviously it didnt work cos I knew he was TRYING to distract me,
so for the whole time, I was kinda shouting but kinda soft la/grabbing iris hand/laughing/crying,
by the time he stopped I was damn glad,
I swear never to go there again.
Then they sent be home, Sylvia's a strong dad, he say im not really heavy, wth la, im like how heavy. hahaha,
Im like telling yall what happened exactly, cos wl what happened today really damn pfffft.
then when I got home the first thing my aunt said was "your leg break already not" -.-
then sylvia and iris laugh laugh, tsk, but thanks for the ride, and iris your hand,
limp around the whole day,
I.am.a.useless.kid):
If it doesnt recover fast enough for zonals...):
Im going to miss a week of training,
stamina starting from zeeee rowwww, even if i recover, I wont be ready,
I was looking forward for comps,
but now wth la, disappointed maybe.
its still painful,
but everyone in house is quite nice
I was sleeping on the sofa bed with only a blacket, my aunt came in with a pillow,
my sis was nice she took barley and the medcine (my uncle and his herbs wtv) and said drink it,
then i spilled some she went to get tissue for me,
then when im done she made sure the air con was okay for me and switched off the light and close the door,
for the first time she's ever so nice,
but third just laughed at the way I walked-.-
ankle please get well soon,
sinsei I dont like you, Im still angry >:\

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