I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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The week is finally over, boy am I not happy.
this week was how tiring la,
monday and tuesday sec 1 orientation wednesday to friday sec 2 camp (stay in)
orientation was a bore so I shant talk about it.
Sec 2 camp was good, was under PM Val with Dione Joan Isabelle.
1st day was tiring (actually it was tiring everyday) with all the station games
fell asleep fast after prayer,
(Joan is the parting queen)
the next day irritating people woke up at about 5 just to use the toilet, and they were making damn alot of noise, woke me up, but being the pig joan and I slept till 6.20
(not to mention how I changed my sleeping direction in the middle of the night and Joan had to push me back to the original position)
the activity for that day was finding places around botanical gardens,
we finished all stations but sadly one of the last of maybe the last to reach,
then we had our horrible lunch, it was compact ration.
mine was damn gross, but banana's and the the one Joan stole was damn nice,
she should sell them in school (ha ha ha)
then had the victory march back to school,
it was more of chit chatting time,
back to school then played human version of risk,
damn fun, joan and I went crazy literally cpntacting all the groups we see,
its amazing how dione joan and I could scream louder than beverly june vanessa and one more person, to win the battership,
in the end we also dont know which group won, tho we had 3 lands and 8 batterships,
its a good game, bathing was fun, more of crazy,
washing up of toilets were gross, did it anyway,
had our CO performance, it was damn last minute, so it wasnt very good, but still quite okay,
slept as fast, I died when Dione break my back, I couldnt scream for her to stop when she pulled both my hands back, its crazy.
woke up at 6.30 today without much disturbance, went for duty then back to class (hall)
did mass cleaning then did survey then off home,
before that went to town to get tops, and have lunch with Vans and Joan,
Cass came after that,
talk then left,
came back unpack iron and here,
Im damn sleepy now,
there's training tmr, I want 2 sessions,
I hope I'll survive,
pee am asssssssss,

I'd hate to be you when people find out what this song is about- Mayday Parade

And we'd both go, down together
We'd stay there forever
Just try to get up
And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy
When I asked you believe me, and never let go
Well I'm thinking of the worst things, that I could say to you
But a promise doesn't mean a thing, anymore
And this never will be right with me
And now you're trying desperately
But I'm, tongue-tied and terrified of what I'll say
And then we'd both go, down together
We may stay there forever
I'll just try to get up
And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy
When I asked you believe me, you never let go
But I let go
I could only sing you sad songs
And you could sing along
And you could see the melody, that's been calling at your walls
This never will be right with me
And now you're trying desperately
But I'm, tongue-tied and terrified of what I'll say
But I never told you everything
I'm losing hope and faded dreams
And every single memory, along the wayAnd then we both go, down together
We may stay there forever
Just try to get up
And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy
When I asked you believe me, you never let go
But I let go
And we both go, down together
And stay there foreverJust try to get up
And then we both go down together
We may stay there forever
Just try to get up
And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy
When I asked you believe me, you never let goBut I let go...

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