I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

November 2007December 2007January 2008February 2008March 2008April 2008May 2008June 2008July 2008August 2008September 2008October 2008November 2008December 2008January 2009February 2009March 2009April 2009May 2009June 2009July 2009August 2009September 2009October 2009November 2009December 2009January 2010February 2010March 2010April 2010May 2010June 2010August 2010October 2010

1pm Jiwonnnyyyy tmr~
Idk how Im going to survive,
I miss you damn damn damn alot,
its not good, loves.

1. My friends are- crazy whiny lame funny joy.
2. I am listening to- cheers.
3. Maybe I should- sleeeeeep.
4. I love- ( friends God.
5. My plan- tmr? watch game.
6. I dont understand- alot of things.
7. I lost- (nothing to lose)
8. People say- I look like a town/rich/pampered keeed.
9. I am missing- love.
10. Love means- uncontrollable/awesome/sucky (HAHAHA)
11. Somewhere, someone- is on the same boat as me,
12. I am always searching for- idk.
13. Forever seems- true at the mean time.
14. I never want- lose you(;
15. My mobile phone is- sucky.
16. When i wake up in the morning- I off my alarm
17. I get annoyed when- I have to repeat wtv I say (depends)
18. Parties are- awesomezx.
19. Hugs or kisses? Hugs and kisses.
20. Today- awesome, not now.
21. Tomorrow I will- Go watch the match,
22. I really want- to eat.
23. I- Koh Sze Lin, got a prob?
24. What is your phone brand?
Sony.

25. What are the last three digits of your phone number?
wtv.

26.What does the second message in your inbox say?
(p&c)

27. Who was the last person you rang?
Auntaye.

28. Who was the last missed call from?
er Idk.

29. What does the oldest message in your inbox say?
Idk its just old.

30. Who comes up after J.
Idk la.

31.Go to your sent messages- What does the tenth message say?
Idk.

32. Who is your network provider
starhub.

33. How many messages are there in your inbox?
- alot.

34. Who do you have on speed dial 3?
-

35. Who's the first person who comes up after C?
- Idk la.

36.What do you have as your main ringtone
Silent.

37.Pass this quiz to ten people
- -

Labels: miss you

back, I got this blister on my foot, thanks to the flats I was wearing,
sucks, anywayzzz,
morning met joan then headed for svc,
she was being so whineeeeee, (as usual)
after svc, went lunch with mel and joan,
send mel off then went to meet the rest of the cg with joan then went to vivo with joan,
walk around, then went for dinner, at long john's
nothing much,

Hi, I love you so(

Labels: svc

after feeling nauseous, my nose kept on running,
I keep sneezing, (which make my core hurts)
I feela sore throat coming,
good time, maybe then I dont need to go msia
heehee, Im secretly hoping I come down with food poisoning or something,
svc tmr, Im gna go there later since Im always the first one there, which means I end up waiting,
banana is not going with me, what a good friend HUH.
happy buddy is sad how ironic,
im friggin sorry, my fault la okay,
sorweee:\
im so tired, im going to pig soon.

1111, love you life time(

/edit
6 patience gathering <3
check your mail lovelies!
date on either 12 dec or 13 (yay I'll be in singapore;)
meet up with yall sooooooooon!

sorry picture quality veh bad, working on skin.

tada! hahaha, finally work out how to make this thang. phew!

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My prevoius maid, that took care of me for 9yrs called just now to wish me happy birthday how shweeeet,
hahaha, im aching aching aching,
I went to the toilet damn alot of times cos my stomach hurts,
BUT cos I my core was aching, yknow yknow, hahaha, I came on in less than 3 min.
December is coming, ah thats pretty fast.
Which means msia soon): 8 friggin days):
Banana got some piano recital today,
eh dont play wrongly hor very paiseh one yknow! HAHA
anywayzz thanks to all the blog dedications((: very much loved!
Oh yeah did I say how much I feel like a pig during training/friendlies, hahaha,
more of friendlies luh, slack much,
all the aching will be good(:
byezxzx

Labels: Aching

"piggy back me pweassse"

Pretty pool(:

Labels: Chalet(:

Okay since I was so tired yesterday I didn really posted on what happened,
oh wellzzz.
I was the first to sleep yesterday, and was still the one thats damn damn tired this morning,
I got irritated with the energy they had HAHA.
went off to airport to eat breakfast, and then they started doing homework (-.-)
so I just slept, hahaha,
after awhile headed off to knc,
played cards awhile then training started
- 3 rounds outside
- 2 sets of core
- outer foot landing
- elevation
- dog(s) and bone
it wasnt quite tough butttt, idk why, I was damn tired.
so bathe and then played cards again, then went homeeee.
I got like 12 miss calls from home, cos they didnt know I got training,
like wth, I already told them I got training,
anwayzzz, I got a damn full dinner, not good,
the red eggs looks damn tempting (so traditional) HAHA
wtv its nice I like(:
hahaha, freak okay, next week's training is all in the morning, pfffft.
one month to happy buddy's birthday!

thanks to jac, save you-simple plan is stuck in my mind manzx.
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
Ooh Ooh
I wish that I could tell you something
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take and no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To help me understand
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know that
If you fall, stumble down I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know
I'll be there for you
Ooh Ooh
If only I could find the answer
Ooh Ooh
To take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things that
I want you to know
I won't give up til it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you

Labels: Training.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME(:
hahaha, older AGAIN):
anywayzzzz, im using ms goh's com nowwww,
im kinda tired but i'll still try to stay up,
training was friendly against st.hilda's
irrrrritatingggggggggg, oh wellzzz
bathe and then cathay with sylvia sarah tricia trina,
watch wild child,
catch it, its niceeeeeee.
"when im with you, i choke on my breath"
something like that, how shweeeet.
slacked at ben and jerry's then met jac glen may pris danielle then set off for chaletttt,
elle/grace/ex seniors there alr,
went to play at the playground with 06,
funnnyyyy,
walked around and eat alot, and ended up here, piggggging.
hahahaha,
training tmrr, 3 to 6,
when its 12 got damn alot sms and calls coming in, kerayzeee, hahaha,
thanks to vans for coming all the way to cathay to pass me my present,
glen jac may danielle, idk who contributed but thanks for the bear and wallet,
hahaha,
Kim Ivie Yanwen Banana Joanne Joan Vans Juniors Ms Seng Ms Goh Ex seniors Tricia Ainsley Glenda Jac May Elle Bilah Evan Idiot Deeeeer Nevine Iris Jin Hui Nic Sonia Aqilah Resh cheryl Melia Risa Janelle sam XinTian YuXuan Andrea facebook(HAHA) Sab(1/4) Ms Ong Amanda Liwen Laura Daphne (jnr) Yasira Karen Anita Atiqa whoever i didnt mention and a few unknown people that idk,
And love, how a smiled when i got your msg(: love you(:

Labels: Happy Birthday(:

hello wello, Im bored,
bored bored bored,
long run tmr, idw to run, but I know I need to run,
Wild Child out tmrrrr, awesome muchhh.
May went offfff, so not entertaining :x
HAHAHA, oh wellzzz,
its getting dark, (obviously its like 7.07)
I should chao for awhile. BYEZZ

/EDIT
KIM LIM WEI YAN, CHEERIOS UPPPPPP,
I let you bully la okay, if that makes you happyyyy,
(who ask you be younger than me must give way mahhh)
hahaha, will be here for you when everyone else walks out.
anytime okay, 24/7(;

everyone's keeping me in suspense, I dont like): HAHA
town with vans and cass tmr after training(:
and im suppose to be glammm (!!)
see ya babes(:

woke up at 12 plus, upon the constant nagging la-.-
was asked to make the bed, cos woke up the latest,
i wouldnt get annoyed if its just folding of blankets,
but wth its the friggin mess my brother made la, while I was sleeping he had been constantly throwing all the stuff toys at me (but you see me being sucha pig I didnt know)
yah so his toys and stuff toys all over the bed,
okay la no big deal, but I was tired, HAHA,
I read a chapter of that chi book, I realised I have to do the summary so yeah, READ.
rubberbands are so annoying, been a long time since I wore it
so its aching all over again, irritating,
I was having a girly moment the whole morning/afternoon whatever you call it,
I was painting my nails all over again,
the lime green nail polish is annoying, it dries, but it kinda dont dry, whateverrrr,
but its cool now wth one foot black and one foot lime greeen,
training, muvees, chalet, tmr
HIZXZ, im going to be 14 soon):

throw me a line and I'll bring you the hook that caught me
You reel me into where I cannot breathe
Throw me back and jump in after me
Its happened before but I'll see you're never betrayed
No wrongs to cure or fears to beat away
And tho I'll run I'll never run away
I know you think that we're all the same and you say
that you'll love when love comes your way but today
we've both got time to spend and not waste
If you've never been in love with anything
Why do you stop it now its happening
And tho you know it know you wont admit
you've ever been in love with anything
Never before have I had somebody so close
Im lying here wondering why you let me go
You drive your life like its a car you stole
You need to be told that you can only lead the one life
Forever starts before the day you die
If it gets hard just take it in your strides
If you could see the bad in yourself when you see
All the bad in everyone else and in me
You wouldnt need to run away

Labels: If you've never been in love with anything

Had training, woke up at 6.30 reached kallang just in time,
the sun was crazy today,
friendly against nanyang,
with dearest Ains Jiwon and ___(sorry I forgot your name)
as our team members, yep,
while C div had games with Cedar,
Happy working with Jiwon and Ains again((((:
misszxzxz yall.
okay stamina suck as usual,
its like you know you have to go for it, and you just let it go,
when you dont play with brains, at least you need your fitness,
long distance run on thurs, it'll be good, hopefully.
how I dislike it when Ms Chng use me as a threat):
I probably got darker, okay yes I did, ):
bathe and all, chao home, only iris and sylvia went for lunchhhh.
since sarah and all got off the earlier stop, so I wanted to try to get home by a new wayyy
(tho i was friggin tired)
yes so I ended up waiting for 21 a damn damn long time.
went home ate,
then slept (I know pig, but I had damn bad eyebags so hmm(:)
until nowwww,
training on thurs and fri ):
3 to 6, hello la, the sun so friggin hot, and kallang's like no shade, tsk.
haiii.
yas said lu ask her to pass something to me, and its urgent, but cant get it from her,
ahhh, howzxzx.

love you, random much, haha

Labels: Training.

Im Tagged by my dearest retarded bully! hmph! HAHA

Rules:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list down their names.
4. No tagging back to the person who tagged you.START!!!

1) I can stay online the whole day, doing practically the same thing,
2) Stones alot.
3) Im scared of creepy crawlies and butterflies):
4) I dont like going back to Malaysia.
5) Water makes me fulllll.
6) Im layzee.
7) Always get bully by kimmmmm.
8) Braces is cool stuffff.
9) I dont really get eyebags.
10) awesomexzxzx gf :D

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ:
A: You like to drink
B: You like people
C: You are really silly
D: You like to eat
E: You like to play with dogs
F: You are dead sexy
G: You never let people tell you what to do
H: You have a good personality and good looks
I: Easy to be with
J: People adore you
K: You are wild and crazy
L: Everyone loves you
M: Best kisses ever!
N: Best GF/BF anyone could ask for
O: Easy to fall in love with
P: You are popular with all types of people
Q: You are a tomboy
R: You are loyal to those you love
S: Crazy
T: Awesome kisses
U: You really like to chill
V: Awesome in bed
W: You are very broad-minded
X: You love sports
Y: Best BF/GF anyone could ask for
Z: Always ready

MY NAME:
K: You are wild and crazy
O: Easy to fall in love with
H: You have a good personality and good looks

S: Crazy
Z: Always ready
E: You like to play with dogs

L: Everyone loves you
I: Easy to be with
N: Best GF/BF anyone could ask for

Im not taggingggg.

Labels: Quiz

Labels: Juniors training

Happy 3rd! (:
keep this going, make this last, forever.
love you(

You can hold me once,
You can hold me twice,
even better if the stars are good tonight.
You can hold me, be my one and only

Labels: love

1. What have you been doing recently?
- online online online.

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
- When batts low,

3. What happened at 10a.m. today?
- sleeping.

4. When did you last cry?
- Idk.

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
- mmhm.

6. what do you want in your life now?
- hmm, idk.

7. do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- what for?

8. are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- Nopes.

9.what was the last movie you caught?
- muveee, (sex and the city ^^) HAHA

10.does the person know that you like him/her?
- -

11.who always makes you laugh?
- Joan/Vans/Danielle/THE VIDEO

12. Do you speak languages other than english?
- Yeah, chineeeese,

13. Favourite website(s)?
- the website I visit everyday la.

14. what are you doing tomorrow?
- back for juniors training.

15. What do you think you are like?
- Ask yourself.

16. Who will you die with?
- I'll die myself, wont pull anyone with me.

17. where have you been today?
- HOME.

18. What game do you play often?
- ps/wc (: HAHA

19. Who are you missing now?
- Love/Joan/Vans/Odds/U14

20. If you have to choose between a friend and love, which one would you choose?
- :? can I have both? (:

21. What are you doing right now?-
- This and sms-ing.

22. Which primary school were you from?
- That awesome school(: ...................................................................guess, HAHA

23. Name 3 colours that you like.
- Red Black White.

24. What emoticon do you like to show?
- (

25. What is your life to you?
- -

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- think/assume/talk/forget it.

27. Who did you last chat with on MSN today?
- Idiot.

28. Who do you admire the most?
- -

29. Which month were you born in?
- November :D

30. How are you feeling now?
- steeeeky.

31. What is the time now?
- 11.56PM

32. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is like?
- -

33. What colour did you use to dye hair?
- -

34. Why are you doing this test?
- Cos I like.

35. What do you do when you're moody?
- keep quiet, listen to songs.

36. At which age would you want to get married
- -

37. Who is more important to you?
- Love/God.

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
- hmm, this question hits on me alot of times, love I'd want to spend it with you(

39. Who is the person you trust the most?
- Love/Banana

40. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Yeah(: prettehhh.

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- (:

42. What is your goal this year?
- Its ending.

43. Do you believe in eternity love?
- Yeah,

44. What feeling do you love most?
- how you make me feel like im the happiest kid(

45. Do you really think it's global warming now?
- hell yeah.

46. What feeling do you hate the most?
- screwed.

47. Do you like doing quizzes?
- pretty much.

48. Do you believe in God?
- yeah.

49. Who cares for you most?
- (
- and probably banana, since she always panic when i text her and say "Kiana are you there? ):"
HAHAHA

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- hmmm, THING ah, HAHA

51. What will you bring when you fight?
- Im not that violent am I? :x HAHA

52. What have you done that you regretted doing in your whole life?
- idk.

53. What would you do if nobody care for you any longer?
- Daddy God loves me):

54. What if your girlfriend/boyfriend two-timed you?
- Break.

55. How do you feel now?
- warm.

"Hey My Friend!" hahaha

sisterrrrr.

Hi Im jealous, your so pwetty and skeeeenny

Labels: little monsters

successful jump shot(:

field(:

Labels: Perth trip pictures

woke up at around 1, ate and all,
another day of bore, didnt follow aunt to paragon,
nothing to do there anyway.
boredzxzx.
chalet's coming ^^ out of house man

/edit
they got my cake ordered(:
not the normal choco/tiramisu/ice cream cake anymore(:
durian cake best

Labels: something hiding behind that page

I keep laughing at the video and replaying it, its crazy,
its on facebook go seeee, hahaha.
okay i shall go and watch again

Im being a good kid to do my work,
but I think it'd be like a whole piece of crap.
oh well,
im starting to friggin regret to cut my hair (!!)
i like the front I dont likie the back,
yeah maine said thick hair is niceeee, oh yeah.
regret regret!
im trying to get the video on the cheat one, damn funny,
im glad that my boice is not in there, hahaha.
trina was like "she's using the laughing moment to cheat!"
then silent laughter omg funnnnnyyyyy.
okay okay i'll go do my workkk,
byezxzx

rest well and hydrate yourself love,
get well really really soon.
love you.

everything kinda jumbled up, but wtv.

rosyyyy(:

Eh charmine, so not you la, HAHA

Tricia(:


Jump shot fail!

didnt want to leave tampines): have to.
left house with aunt went to interchange took 31 all the way to tp,
how friggin long is that, didnt have enough time so cabbed down to rg
to know that carnival is over cos its in the morning, siannn.
wanted to play many many games):
oh wellzzz, didnt have breakfast/lunch,
waited till about 4 then game with rg, well wont say that we performed good or bad,
it was okay, altho stamina suck big time.
havent play in such heat for a damn long time (!!)
miss perth's weather):
oh yeah so much for baking yesterday-.-
we ended up eating and watching totally spies (omg)
then charmaine left for work leaving daniel roseanne and me behind,
went over to daniel's house had dinner then went for haircut with roseanne
and omg! my hair is thinner which is good but it looks shorter to me, but wtv people say it looks longer-.-
went to safra to look for daniel and his friends,
waited for him since he was eating at sakura,
played 2 rounds of pool,
went to wait for him, went up again, play a round of pool then bowling,
met ben there too.
after everything went to macs meet charmaine,
saw that pervert they met that day,
eyeing on maine man! hahaha, ben was quite protective :O
sister whatzxzx, hahaha.
then back home at about 1am,
slept at about 3am,
eyebags):
kinda boring back home,
banana reminded me its my 14th birthday 8 days later,
so not eggcited): for wtv reason, there's just no eggcitment):

cousin's place!
I found myself some fun while love's away, come back quickkkkkkk):
yesterday came here, all cousins went work! how interesting.
so i waited for them till like 11 plus, went midnight prata!
awesome shitzxzx
but before that to charmaine's houseee camwhore awhile
kinky is scared of me): but well at least he recognisemy smell, HAHA
talked till about 1.45am then went back to cousin's place,
bathe sleep.
woke up came over to roseanne's house
(my cuz all stay like opposite blocks you see, fun much)
going to crash ben's place later,
BAKING(:
daniel's still eating, wth right, oh wellzz.
charmaine's still sleeping anyway.
kay i think i keep beating around the bush.

love come back quickkkk,

1st and 2nd picture relates to each other, first one we were counting the number of bounce, by atiqa's room since their room is right above ours. the first msg was "dont watch porn" second one something about masturbation. oh wellzz, then after that they kept bouncing to annoy us so! I stood on the table and used the hanger to hit the top, and yes they heard it, not only did they here it sam's room which is almost opposite theirs could feel the vibration HAHA.


Having lunch with aussies

Labels: Perth trip pictures