I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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Bye twoohoheight :
fast sum up! (:

yeah this year past really quickly,
I still rmb how it was like first getting in the school, seeing quite a number of unfamiliar faces in class, how I got to know odds, these loving people really, made this year really great, tho we had our problem through certain point of time, we'll still get back again, kindergarten-ish much uh, hahaha, we're kids still. How I got the class leader position, and how I slacked and struggled through the year with this authority given to me, I swore I never wanted to lead a class, but here I am as a PIT, ironic uh. Netball this year was pretty good, zonal 3rd, national 4th, after gazillion years smss, we fought hard for it, we're coming back next year. Made in 14s, awesome team(: KL trip was awesome with you guys(: Perth with sch team not long ago, was as fun too(: I wont mention the bad stuff i went through,

Hi awesome love, your the best thing that ever happened to me in 08(:
we've got more to come. love you

Happy new year(:

Labels: New year

Kay Im draineddddd,
shooting sucks core, its just not my thing,
200 at rgs killed me, and now Im having sun burn cos I stayed out there in the sun for damn friggin long,
200 at knc was better,
but I bet sarah/trina/jamie/atiqa died being my ball picker, hahaha
played rgs and this other club,
Im quite satisfied with our performance, we played hard :D
we're more or less getting back to the mood again, haha,
Yesterday caught twilight with slacker(:
headed down to chalet to meet kim,
met ainslet first, then kim and petrina came to look or us,
talk and talk, bathe already, slack on the bed,
then slept, mind you, petrina ainsley and I were on a single bed, how squeeeezy was it la,
but yeah still slept, but kept waking up cos pet keep slapping me on the head, or putting her legs over me, like im her bloster,
hahaha, i had a hard time waking them up at 5 so woke them up at 6,
then ainsley and I had to hurry down to RG to train and all,
ate breakfast on the train,
yesterday was awesome, team/slacker/kim/ains/pet(:
went dinner with fam just now,
my sis was being sucha joke,
she said "can you pass me the virgin vinegar"
I was like wtf, but yeah I was damn tired throughout dinner.
Im glad im home, (:

Labels: Chalet(:, Training.

Labels: pictures

where on earth did all the anonymous taggers come from man,
whatever-.-
I blogged in LJ so not doing alot of blogging here,
My finger hurts): I burnt myself while ironing, sucks much, ))):
tmr carnival at nanyang, 7.20 (so early la)
just now I was suppose to iron when I came back but I went online for about 10 min to blog, went to the room, and fell flat on the bed. hahaha,
Im still very tired D:

/edit
little joanna by Mcfly is addictive, everytime I listen to it, I cant stop listening hahaha,
my sis is being a bitch adding my friends on facebook,
annoying much,
my finger still hurts, i dont like to iron): who like right.
its a whiny night, cos im tired, hahaha.
pack later,

Captivated by the way you look tonight the light is dancing in your eyes
your sweet eyes,
times like this we'll never forget
staying out to watch the sunset
Im glad i shared this with you
you set me free
showed me how good my life could be
how this this happen to me

Labels: drained

Came back from dinner and grandma's
got to go to school tmr, haiiii,
slacker is high its entertaining(:
love you.
carnival on tuesday, nanyanggg,
its sad not having camela with me):
sad sad sad.

/edit
tmr 10.50 help out with selections/having selections
I got no idea,
but it suddenly hit me that season is really starting very soon, and we got no time to train,
we have level camp which we wont be able to train,
starting to train on Saturdays is a good idea(:
and I've started to realise (finally) south aint an easy zone,
so its a do or die,

Labels: Boring

28 Dec 08, 12:20lame: so lame pics! like SCB! U APBP! THINK SO PRO RIGHT?! THIS IS MY LAST TAG. I WONT BE COMING BACK. WHATEVER REPLIES, IDC!
28 Dec 08, 13:40szelin>>lame: seriously f.uck off
28 Dec 08, 17:14lame>>szelin: u fuc.k off la!
28 Dec 08, 17:14lame>>szelin: dont reply.

I ran out off things to blog about,
and I think this is pretty ironic/funny hahaha,
"this is my last tag I wont be coming back"
so much for not coming back lame,
and what a nice name you got(:
but from what I found out, you might be 2 different person,
I.P:
- 219.74.143.48
- 220.255.57.110
anonymous tags are rather stupid,
gut-less freaks, but entertaining in a way(: hahaha

Labels: stupidity

I was being a good girl today (since I heard the vaccum cleaner)
I woke up and did the mopping,
but still never seems to satisfy her,
then I slept till lunch's back, ate
slack awhile off to wash the car (again)
tiring much,
I think my brudder is pretty smart for a 3 yo kid,
I bet he's going to grow up to be damn flirty,
HAHA,
When I woke up today he came to me and said
"Da Jie yesterday you wear until very pretty"
:D so adorable,
he said the similar thing to me yesterday, thinking that he'd forget today but he didnt,
furthermore which 3 yo says such stuff man,
hang over wasnt that bad today,
too much drinking better stop.

Labels: Boring, little monsters

I got no idea why this picture but I like, and dont like since I look like a retard, but
HAPPY THIRTEENTH LITTLE ONE!
I wished you earlier on at 12, but still I'll have this post dedicated to you(:
I'll have lessons for you on how to eat properly next time okay,
I got the whole year next year to do so,
Please let it be a better year than what we think it'll be (!!)
through thick and thin okay, wurve you!

Labels: Happy Birthday(:

"hearts everything over the world tonight"
I just came home 1.22am,
cos after they picked me up from sonia's party, they went to eat,
which I just stayed in the car and sing/sleep.
idk what was in the drink but there was alcohol,
Its dying off, but still,
so woke up early morning to mop the floor before we set off for zoo,
zoo was walking walking walking,
Im sucha heavy sleeper, after we left the kids playing at the kidzworld wtv,
I slept on the mat,
soooo, we met Karen/Ah Oh/Jovan/Berry uncle and Marita
yeah we left at about 3 plus?
oh I think those tigers are pretty cute stuff, pigs were really pigs, baboons are kinda cute, Polar really interesting(:
maybe I should go work in the zooooo, hahaha,
next time.
went home all steeeeky,
bathe ate left to meet Kiana, (finally back)
we were suppose to have dinner, but in the end we had ice cream,
nothing else.
I got a hat for myself, I think its pretty nice,
hahaha, it goes with my dressing today,
then about 8 left for sonia's
oh yes Kiana was being nice to just meet me and show me the way,
but I missed my stop so I had to walk back,
then I couldnt find the place, I went up the wrong staircase (but its still the correct block)
and there was this old lady who was very nice, ( Nice people are around me hoho)
hahaha, so I found my way up, and all,
charades/I've never../songs
home,
im going to knock off soon,
pictures up tmr maybe,

Labels: Christmas, Zoo

after i woke up helped with housework awhile then rushed to ps,
get prezzie, then rush to kallang to meet cia and na,
I was late, by about 20 min I think, HAHA,
sorwieeee, went to klp, ate pasta, then since cia wanted yogurt, headed to yoguru,
then went we were about to leave saw lucia! haha, so walked to knc together,
Pris called me to tell me to tell sarah (which didnt go for training) that they'll all be late,
but we reached later than them haha,
so we got like 2 new players, Alisa and Rebecca,
training wasnt tiring, but eating 1h before training makes it badddd.
idk what trina said but i think its funny "the rush of tiredness"
HAHA, kinda true, but its funnyyyy.
core was tiring, even more tiring when you do it beside a person that laughs half the time,
leg lifts = crazy, trina and lucia were practically hitting my head, hahaha,
voted for C div captain,
(i only voted for one ^^)
hahaha, its kinda obvious who la!
chips after training is not really good, ate them anyway hahaha, starburst/cookies/sweets/ruffles(:
hahaha, bathed then went home,
tmr got to wake up early to go to the zoooooooo mooooooo, hahaha,
actually I cant wait to see my family members, yknow the pigs, HAHA,
okay thats all, (:

Labels: Training.

Screw the sad post, anywayzz,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAI JI FAN!

Okay since you love pink (?) this shall be in pink,
I got no idea how we became friends (since you were scared of me for idk what reasons for the past years?)
yah you smart asssss get into 2/4 la huh, dont like you,
come join me in 2/2 la,
hahaha, better get yourself free and come watch movie at my house again ah,
your like the only person who dares and loves to watch horror, just like me(: hahaha,
hope your having fun in (wherever you are)
oh yes your thirteen! hahaha,
teen already, (get more mature kay) HAHA,
and and, im jealous of how skinny you are, hahaha,
I hope im the last to wish you,
(since yasira says being the first is overrated, HAHA)
happy birthday again,


from your dearest hei ji fan(:

christmas christmas...
kat's house for party,
boring much, but that boy, aww pretty face.
its so hard to take a picture with him cos he's so active hahaha,
Came back thinking guitar hero would entertained me, but I got so frustrated so I gave up.
im bored kid now, byezx

Labels: Boring, Christmas

HI IM NOT EGGCITED FOR CHRISTMAS >:(
everyone's more or less in the mood,
this sucks.

/edit,

Labels: Christmas

So you can be pissed and I can't isit?
I hope your read this, since yknow soo much about my life and how much I love my friends right, you probably read it from here,
so basically I woke up at the naggings (again)
and she basically go on about how its so late already and I should be up, and how NO ONE WILL BELIEVE THAT I CANT HEAR THE VACCUM CLEANER,
which I can swear to you I really cannot here
then you started on how your disappointed in me bla bla bla,
you said like as if Im the worst child on earth, like I dont help you at all,
like as if the kids in this world world at the age of mind,
- help you mop and vaccum the floor
- wash the kitchen
- iron the clothes
- cook
- wash the friggin car
- take care of those kids
tho I don't do everything EVERYDAY,
I still helped,
you are blind, not being able to see im doing my work isit,
and I get scoldings for things I didnt do,
the bed's in a mess, COS UNCLE WENT IN AND SLEEP AND THEN GO OFF,
and I just went into the room to look for my stuff and I just saw the mess,
and you just scolded me for how messy the bed is,
seriously bad mood dont need to keep scolding,
even third, a seven year old knows how to say,
"After Aunty go back, she everyday scold scold scold"
what do you do? housewife.
what does housewife do? housework, explains it all.
Keep comparing me to my cuzz back at Penang,
seriously, they were independent since young
and their environment is different from whats back here,
so dont compare me with them, worst still compare to me at your age,
question mark ???? seriously.
I really hope you read this, if you did, note, I didnt say I wasnt at fault at all,
my attitude sucked cos I was pissed at how your handling things,
And I know your probably going to beat me up one of these days
when Im friggin FORTEEN.

I finished my math, and started a tiny winy bit on science,
homework on christmas eve, and stupid nagging and scolding,
bad christmas this year, but still remind yourself the meaning of christmas!

Labels: homework, scolding machine

Labels: Christmas

I.am.tired.
so woke up in the morning waited for aunt to come back with corns,
then off to school,
training was alright, since P6s came,
after training, off to PS with Jamie Tricia Trina Lucia Nic, to catch Yes Man,
before that went for lunch,
I swear my legs were breaking,
the movie was frigging funny, there was this sweet part, awww.
after movie, went to walk around awhile again, then went over to holland v to buy drinks, then off to nic's house,
bathe, then went to start the fire for bbq,
(the reason why I went home so stinky (!!) )
after bbq ate then watch these 4 uncle play table tennis, HAHA
went to the pool, and Atiqa pushed me down the pool,
and my shorts got wet, ftw.
after that was searching of presents,
Atiqa and I pathetically went around
we couldnt find any presents,
trina(?) was the one that gave me the presents cos she found extra,
and Lucia was the one that gave to Atiqa,
hahaha, loser much,
Eh atiqa nice present you have man HAHA,
My one was pretty cute, from natasha, its like a light thing,
then when we wanted to leave already Ms Lum say got this lucky draw thing,
only got 5 presents,
in the end okay la we stayed then both of us got the presents :D
hahaha, lucky we stayed,
walked out, then suddenly atiqa "I got a feeling that 186" *run*
so obviously I run along, and it was really 186, wtf, its kinda scaryyyy.
its a long day,
and there's like no pictures taken except for the "hunny bunny marshmellow" picture hahaha next post!
birthday present from atiqa PIGLET
hahahaha thanks.
Jamie your present rather cute! hahaha.

Love: Do you have a plaster? Haha.
SL: Im so lost, have plaster for what
Love: Cos I fell for you. Omg damn lame.

Hahaha, never fail to make me smile slacker,
Happy 4th(: love you like never before,
miss you very much:/
♥

Labels: Christmas, love, Training.

I left my camela and eyeliner at rosy posy maine house, howzx
so sadded, ):
training tmr at 8 then christmas party,
scolding machine activated (oh no)
free tmr afternoon(:
no need go home do work somemore.
awesome much,
im off before she see me types this bye

Bet Kit will dump you if he sees this HAHA, kidding.

Before Pasir Ris

Squeeeeeeeeeeze.

Labels: Cuzz buzz

candle light svc yesterday,
tho I prefer normal svc but wtv,
met slacker, raffles city/marina square
saw ivie and iris half way, those sisters.. hahahaha
anywayz went back and got stuckafter al in the interchange,
my hp no batt, I couldnt flag a cab, Idk which bus to take, -.-
have to use a friggin public phone, lucky I rmb roseanne's hp number before my phone died,
found the way home, got ready then went to pasir ris park with roseanne and charmaine,
bought frinks and donut,
walked over,
stopping at quite a number of places to camwhore
(photos up later, probably when i get home or something)
we'll let pictures do the talking,
then went back to their house,
vodka-ed and then got a little high,
and giddy,
went back home,
bathe and bang im down.

/edit
maine's house now, I got hangover, shit.
went over to marita's to eat first then,
home later D: idw to go homeee,
okay im off, I feel so lost,

Labels: lost, love, svc

Labels: Boring

HII I WANT STARBUCKS PLEASE(:

01.What does your MSN personal msg say?
But everytime I leave my heart turns grey

02. What does your display picture mean?
Me.

03. Do you miss anyone now?
very much.

04. What exactly are you wearing right now?
grey tank top black fbts.

05. What's your current problem?
-

06. Do you have a Date on this fine day?
nope.

07. What makes you the happiest?
being around slacker(:

08. Have you ever met anyone from friendster?
Nope


09. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Msn.

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
DONT EAT SO MUCH.

11. Do you like to smile?
(:

12. Ever had a near death experience?
Yeah.

13. Name an obvious asset you have.
ASSET HAHAHA.

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your mind right now?
Curves of curves.

15. Any celeb you would marry?
-

16. How long more till your birthday?
1 year or so.

18. Name someone with the same birthday as you?
-

19. Do you have a crush on someone?
-

20. Have you ever vandalized someones private property?
Yes, HAHA.

21. Have you ever been dumped?
No?

22. Have you ever sung in front of a large group?
No THANKS.

23. What's the first thing you notice about the OPPOSITE sex?
looks la dey.

25. What does your 4th text message you sent say?
-

26. What does your last received text say?
-

27. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
-

28. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
-

29.How many closest friends do you have in school?
Cliqueo/few netballings/cheena class

30. Do you think ur popular?
No.

31. What is the closest thing to you?
...

32. Do you have anything pierced?
Ear.

33. Do you eat fish?
Yeah.

35. Do you like pain?
No.

36.Do you like to shop?
Yes.

37. Whose bed did you last sleep in?
Mine.

38. What is your mood now?
I-dont-know mood.

39. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
er, Banana.

40. When's your birthday?
2811

41. Do Lots of People want to be your friend?
No?

42. Nickname?
-

43. Who gave you your Nickname?
-

Labels: Quiz