I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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losing is sucha bitch
We have to win the next 2 to get into round 2.
Its a must, thats my only goal left for netball this year,
Im out of 17s, as expected, but I didnt expect to get so disappointed either.
but looking at the list, wtv shant say anything, whats done is done,
they are better than me so be it.
I defeated myself today, it wasnt that tough, but we gave away the first quarter.
I couldnt even absorb what Jamie was trying to tell me during the break, I totally just stared at her, without listening, wtf.
We did a comeback, caught up but gave it away again.
did well? forget it, 1 quarter of doing well, strike it off.
so many defeats this year,
wake up call
training tmr kallang 5 to 7

Labels: game, lost

candle light svc yesterday,
tho I prefer normal svc but wtv,
met slacker, raffles city/marina square
saw ivie and iris half way, those sisters.. hahahaha
anywayz went back and got stuckafter al in the interchange,
my hp no batt, I couldnt flag a cab, Idk which bus to take, -.-
have to use a friggin public phone, lucky I rmb roseanne's hp number before my phone died,
found the way home, got ready then went to pasir ris park with roseanne and charmaine,
bought frinks and donut,
walked over,
stopping at quite a number of places to camwhore
(photos up later, probably when i get home or something)
we'll let pictures do the talking,
then went back to their house,
vodka-ed and then got a little high,
and giddy,
went back home,
bathe and bang im down.

/edit
maine's house now, I got hangover, shit.
went over to marita's to eat first then,
home later D: idw to go homeee,
okay im off, I feel so lost,

Labels: lost, love, svc