I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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Im sleepy again omg,
I slept from yesterday 2 to about 9.15 i woke up in the middle somewhere to get ready to submit my PR thing, then after I came back I slept from like 12 to 3,
I think I got my genes from my uncle, he slept the whole day till now, he woke up a few minutes ago, practically 24h, ftw.
Banana is so -.- kay goodbye.

My life your stealing

PR subimission today had to wake up early,
took about an hour, missed training, D:
its about time, I start running everyday (I mean it this time)
I slept damn alot today, cos I was damn tired, but my aunt just had to wake me up, and started scolding me, saying I dont want to iron the clothes-.-
I was planning to iron it at 5 la okay,
she woke me up just because my brother didnt let her to sleep I bet-.-
oh whatever, I finished my work today, I literally gfell asleep with me book and papers all in front of me, hahaha.
LJ is screwed, vans going to help me with it later(;

Angel-Natasha Bedingfield

A-N-G-E-L
A-N-G-E-L

Just like a shadow
I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort
I'm there to guide you home
I will provide you
A place of shelter
I want a be your stone

I'll act as if you do
Tell me what you're wanting me to do
I'll make it great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
On every promise given
Makin' vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again no more
I'll be your a-n-g-e-l
I'm gonna be your a-n-g-e-l
I'll be your angel

Just like the moon
I'll step aside
And let your sunshine
While I follow behind
Cuz baby what you got
You deserve all the props
You're everything I'm not
I'm so glad your mine!

I'll act as if you do
Tell me what you're wanting me to do
I'll make it great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
On every promise given
Makin' vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again
I'll be your a-n-g-e-l
I'm gonna be your a-n-g-e-l
I'll be your angel

Tell me why are there so many good
Men in the world misunderstood
He's a dog, he's no good
I wish somebody would
Disrespect my man
You gon have to come see me
I go hard for my baby
He's all that I need
So if you gotta good one
Put your hands up,
C'mon girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you gotta good one
Put your hands up
C'mon girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up

If I could be your angel
Protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger
You'll never hurt again,
a-n-g-e-l
I'll be your angel

Labels: Angel, Boring

Im glad its friday
Went for training on Wed, couldnt land on dearest leg,
I started training with juniors, running 3 rounds,
sprinted off after second, was dead tired.
Game, couldnt keep up with shannon (!)
but still, Im glad to be back training.
went to twin's house yesterday, she's looking pretty good, haha,
played wii and all, then cabbed home.
before that followed tricia to get her ice cream phone hahaha.
training today, could land on dearest leg, hahaha,
but today I probably finished 6th, I was never so far back):
Im almost back to me again,
there's this new sec 5 girl, she's damn cute and funny, hahaha, made me laugh like crazy.
I keep falling asleep in class nowadays,
Im sitting in front somemore, didnt do CME presentation cos didnt bring the paper,
delayed for 2 days, Joan too,
TALKING ABOUT THAT GIRL, WHAT A DISAPPOINTMENT AH JOAN, ASS
kay whatever,
I slept damn early yesterday like at 9?
tmr I've some PR submission, missing training,
(I still prefer afternoon training >;)
ogay, CNY CNY keep the ang paos rolling in (;

Labels: CNY, sprained ankle, Training.

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im so bored, i give up waiting for my uncle to go to bed,
i'll probably sleep soon,
since banana' coming over early tmr, idk what time also,
Joan told me just now she might visit,
but I told her I'll be out, so she might stay over tmr,
but she has yet to msg me,
for tmr:
- wake up at 9.30
- get ready
- wait for banana
- stay at home for awhile
- head to her place
- stay for awhile
- idk what im going to do after I leave, its cny, who's free? (:
- if joan comes over meet her somewhere
- head home
- dinner
- slack
- bed at 10.

long day tmr, I think I blogged quite a couple of times today, haha, oh well,
goodnight earthlings

I miss the silly slacker gf):

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I was damn question mark when they said I had to do this.

Day 2.

Girls.

Labels: CNY, pictures

grandma's house was crowded today,
with like 25 people, the house also not say very big, so it was quite cramp.
so you can say the whole family was there except for my uncle,
he has got issues, HAHA.
I woke up at 12 today, so everyone ended up waiting for me,
I took about an hour to get ready today, hahaha, ynow girls...
it was pretty boring over there, so I ended up watching this show,
that ended really sad.

Guy: I thing I wanted to steal most is your heart.
*bang! got shot*
Guy: But you stole mine instead.
*die*

was a saddening ending,
oh well, we had some family photo taking,
they had to carry grandpa out, and all.
I looked like some town girl there,
im like 5th oldest out of the 15,
after me is kat, which simply had a tshirt on with a skirt,
I came home like about 4, and going back there soon, to get dinner.
beside all the yearly: must listen to your parents and be obedient, must study hard also kay.
I got all the: woah you grow up already ah,
and then all the compliments rolling in,
its a happy day, gf made my day too (;
plans for tmr,
wake up early and get ready before banana comes to bai nian, if not I'll make her sit alone in my room, and wait for me to get ready before we leave for her house,
so much for asking the odds, everyone's not free except for banana and I,
I'll probably be free tmr afternoon, thats if banana let me leave her house,
its a good lunar new year (;

I like baby johnson, hahaha.

Labels: CNY

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Im so tired, I had lunch at 4,
I had to
- Mop the floor.
- Change bedsheet.
- Change the sofa sheet.
- Change the curtains.
- Iron the clothes.
and after I finally had lunch and came here,
I was praying that it wont rain, so I don't have to go keep the curtains,
but after like about 15 min I sat here, my aunt called and said it was raining,
so I had to run out, get the curtains, hang it inside,
this is why I hate cny
on top of that your aunt will start nagging and nagging like some grumpy old hag,
hahahaha, going to grandma's for dinner today,
save me from the washing up,
got to plan what to wear for today, (:
aite, byezx

Labels: CNY

She suspects that SzeLin's a crook too.

I saw this somewhere,
whatever-.-

emo moment,
bye world.

I've been alone so many nights now
And I've been waiting for the stars to fall
I keep holding out for what I don't know
To be with you
Just to be with you
So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me, too
To be with you... there's nothing I wouldn't do
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you
Just to be holding you for the very first time,
Never letting go
What I wouldn't give to feel that way
Oh, to be with you
And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when you're standing here in front of me
That's when I know that God does exist
'Cause he will have answered every single prayer
To be with youJust to be with you, yeah
You
Ooooooh

During that day's swim.

Labels: pictures, swim

I got a twin, HAHA

Jamie's awesome photography skills (-.-)

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long weeeeek,
had my first practical in HE, quite -.- but at least got food,
hahaha, and then went for physio again,
its recovering well,
tuesday went for juniors game, isit? isk not sure hahaha,
wednesday had a game, I was a spectator,
twin unfortunately injure herself too,
after game went Mr Prata then iris mum send me home, not exactly home but to novena,
so I went to get my ankle guard,
thursday, Im sure juniors had game,
kay anyway went down, it was close, vs amk,
I was like how nervous for them man,
shoot with iris, while the run, 3 rounds rest 3 rounds,
I asked Ms Lum if I could run her answer was "no way" hahaha
Friday CNY celebration, performance was good, better than last year's maybe,
I kinda forgot how last year's was,
after dismissal, had induction, I was dead tired, so I didnt enjoy it,
after everything went to nevine's house with trina jamie, and then tricia came later,
cooked and ate,
then we spend like 3/4 of the time taking peektures,
then after I watched abit of huse bunny, had to leave,
the rest stayed for dinner, peektures up at the next post,
I slept early yesterday, and woke up early today,
the amount of clothes I had to iron was kerayzeeeee,
I washed the shoes, iron the pile of clothes and washed the car today,
I hope she let me off for the rest of today,
I already didnt have time to eat lunch,
aite, byezx

Happy 5th love<3

/edit
I miss running, jumping,training
and dying.

Labels: game, love, Training.

Im going for a swim now, byezx its 7.30,
i hope I get a cold, hahaha, not-.-

Labels: swim

I am getting so sleepy so early nowadays
yawnzzzz,
I dropped my phone into the ice water i was icing my leg with (again)
and I dont think im that lucky this time,
I'll probably have to get it repaired
So im back to my samsung phone for now,
awesome right,
the last time I couldnt get in cos my sis had some PUK block thing, but somehow its useable again(:
im quite happy to find it useable, cos I used it for like about 2 years plus 3 years.
I got the coolest phone at home now-.-
im going to blow my w910i again and see if it works,
okay im going to try nowz,
byeeee

Labels: phone

after school ate lunch, then went to the dentist,
im only had 1/2 and hour for my slot and I was 1/2 an hour late, hahaha,
then went back home, bathe then off to physio
it hurts a little today, but still bear with it,
and its a must i go to the pool tmr, -.-
but I'll do it since she said I'll recover faster,
Im glad she said its recovering quite well(:
but I can't play on wed):
I knew it la, oh well,
oh yeah about the draw, its pretty easy round, but still, dont underestimateee,
Im not going for training tmr, haiii, I feel so fatttt, I want to run, I want to jump):
Okay I shall dream of that today, HAHA.

You are damn (*&!)#*!_!@&!

okay Im a happy girl lately despite of the fact that I can't train I can't run I can't shoot I can't walk around too much, if not I'll get killed,
The swell went down a little, but still swollen,
"I sprained my ankle" I repeated this like how many thousands of times,
but thanks for all your concern,
juniors friends teachers,
cos of that I don't have to do duty,
and I feel damn weird, oh well,
Have been going for training to watch, at least I've been showing up,
went physio on tues, thanks slacker for following me all the way there,
wed did the notice board, Im so proud of the idea I came up with, now its pretty pretty(:
went for training for the last 45 min maybe,
they were all damn high, omg, hahah,
today slack in school, cos we were suppose to do the front board but didnt in the end,
followed twin to get a ball then to the court,
heehee shoot a few balls,
Im going to be a good kid today and ice my ankle,
wed's the game, and I doubt they're going to let me play,
I haven't been running for 5 days, I feel fatttttttttt,
at the rate im going im never going to lose 10 kg, HAHA,
aite secret post here,
hahaha, coloured contacts are being friendly(:
and I got the film already(:
happy(:

Labels: sprained ankle. happy

Debrief

Last day.

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this look familiar, HAHA
nah im going to change the background but photobucket keep failing on me):

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