I think long profiles are really interesting, but everytime I type something, I just think that its not coming out how I want to, or it just doesnt make sense to me half the time. I guess I can never express myself good enough. Anyway Im Szelin, I dont update here very often cos I don't want to be a bad example (ha-ha I know right) if you know me Im @ dearestblank.lj instead, pictures will be here every now and then.

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I saw a rainbow
rainbow= god's promise.
we'll do it on monday,
it was the prettiest rainbow I ever seen maybe,
it was so huge, i saw it at ccab and still can see it at novena.
today was disappointment, Ms lum was probably saying that we improved so that we wont break down at that point of time,
if I am playing like this, I think amk deserve being in semis more than us.
how I actually gave up in the 4th quarter,
I just didnt run as hard, or had more control, or wtv else,
my.play.was.screwed.

1) I was crowding the space.
2) lobs were not accurate.
3) I.was.jogging.
4) I didnt run for loose balls.

so what do I want, my legs felt so heavy, I couldnt catch my breath,
this desire in me to play as well as before is like dying.
so what if we're better than raffles, we didnt play well, we gave up.
lose means lose
it just hit me so hard, that I.am.giving.up, its not me
Yes a few tips, no interceptions, thousands of contact and obstruction.
It was going fine until the second quarter,
Kay, im just not satisfied with the 10 goals we gave away,
only if i was fitter
I couldnt last 4 quarters today, like I did on Monday.
I was just tired, I lost the mentality, lost the stamina.
lost it all

thanks to everyone that came, tho we probably only brought disappointment.
it was half hearted play. trust us, we'll make sure we work our asses off on sat, just for semis on Monday, we own this.

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